Little did I know John and I both fell asleep.
I woke up to him shaking me.
"It's ten am. Eve we have to go eat breakfast." He says.
"Eve?" I question.
"Well." He blushes.
"I like it." I smile.
He picks me up and brings me to my stuff.
I change into a crop top and grey joggers. I grab a hoodie and slide on my superstars.
I brush through my hair and just put it behind my ear.
"Well. How was you day with Johnny." Jayden smiles.
Lauren, Seb and Annie run over and we walk to the cafe.
"Really really nice." I smile.
"Awwww." Annie hugs me.
We go to the cafe and sit at a table.
Ruby and Nadia join us.
"So you and John are getting really close." Nadia smiles.
I look over at him and I can't help but smile.
"You didn't even fall for Max this hard." Annie says.
"That's the weird thing." I say.
"Who's Max?" Ruby asks.
"Her cheating ex." Jayden shrugs.
"Those English boys." Lauren jokes.
"Hey!" Seb says.
"Besides you." Lauren pats his arm.
"What would you all like to order?" She asks.
I end up ordering beans on toast with tea.
We eat and chat and I can feel stares at the back of my head.
Alabama looks pissed for some reason.
We finish up and head back to the bus. That's when I realise we are in Massachusetts.
"Wait. We are in a different state." I say.
"Time to wake up Evie." Nadia laughs.
We do have a show but we only have to get ready in a few hours so we all just chill because everyone needs chill days.
I end up taking a nap.
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"Evie. Get up. We have a show." Annie shouts in my ear.
I push her away and she laughs.
I get up and change into a tour merch hoodie since we all decided to do that. Black skinny jeans and my white high top converse.
I left my hair down and done a little makeup.
I slipped my phone in my back pocket and then ran out along with Jayden.
"Hey J." I say.
"Hey E. Have a nice nap?" She laughs.
"It was amazing." I tell her.
"I'm sure it was." She laughs.
We then go into the place and start getting ready for meet and greets. I have this feeling in my stomach and it won't go away. Like something bad is going to happen but I have no idea what. I've also been a little panicky recently for no reason so I'm a little weirded out.
"You okay Eve?" Johnny asks sitting beside me on the stage.
"What yeah." I say resting my head on his shoulder.
He takes one of my hands and strokes his thumb on the top of it.
"You sure? You seem on the edge recently." He says.
"I think it's just being away from where I know for so long. Also not seeing Zoë and Alfie in human form." I say.
"It'll be okay." He says.
"Thanks John." I say.
"No problem Eve." He smiles.
We get up and run out to everyone else.
Then we go out to the meet and greet.
The fans aren't being let in yet so we mess around.
I jump onto Johnny's back and Jayden does the same thing to Annie. Except Annie doesn't react in the same way as Johnny. She jumps causing her and Jayden to fall.
Johnny and I start laughing.
He lets me down and we get ready.
I meet a few fans and everything is okay.
Then I see familiar faces. What the hell is James doing here! First Alabama!
I start to feel myself panic.
I pull my hair behind my ears and start pulling in the edge of my sleeves.
I try to act as normal as I am with every other fan but as soon as they Cole closer I feel my heart beating much faster.
My eyes fart everywher and I begin to feel my head spin.
"Sorry. I'll be a few seconds." I say running away.
I manage to get into a room by myself and sit on the couch.
I fumble with my phone when the door is opened.
"Evie." Johnny runs in.
He quickly unlocks my phone and gets someone on the phone.
"Is everything okay?" I hear Zoe's voice.
"Evie's having a panic attack." Johnny says.
She explains what he needs to do and Johnny sits with me until I calm down.
"Do you know what triggered the panic attack?" Zoë asks.
"No but I'll text you when I find out." He says.
Zoë talks to me for a little.
Johnny then hugs me.
"Johnny. Evie and you are needed on stage." Lauren says.
"Evie's not going on tonight. Can you stay with her though." He says.
"No. I'll sing Day and night." I say.
"Are you sure?" He asks.
"Yeah." I say getting up.
I wipe the mascara from my eyes and Johnny wraps an arm around me.
"You okay." Lauren asks.
"I'll be fine." I smile.
I get miced up and wait for Johnny to sing a few songs.
Then I go up on stage and sing with him and then get off.
I head back to the bus and change into my pjs. I plug in earphones and have a call with my therapist. After I just listen to music.
The door is opened and all of the kids pile back onto the bus.
I take out my earphones and everyone changes.
We order pizza and I curl up underneath a blanket.
"Let me in." Johnny says scooching in beside me.
I rest my head on his chest and we look through Instagram.
Our pizza comes and we watch hocus Pocus.
Halfway through I check through my phone.
Loads of accounts were posting about me running off.
I sigh, turn off my phone and leave it beside me.
I bring the blanket up to my chin.
I eventually drift off.
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