Im sorry (nash grier and came...

By teamirwin94

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This story is about a girl named Hazel Collins and how she struggles with anxiety and depression. And to make... More

Im sorry
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Ch 10
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Ch 12
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Authors note
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The End

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*****Hazels POV******

It was 3:00am and I couldn't sleep. Cam was sound asleep next to me while I laid there thinking because I just couldn't sleep. I tried everything, counting backwards, changing sleeping position, cuddling closer to Cam. nothing worked so I just gave up. I laid there just looking at cam sleep, he looked so cute, he was pouting his lips slightly and his eyebrows furrowed every now and then. I kept watching him sleep for like and hour and then I decided to get up and get a drink of water. I pulled the covers off of me and moved slowly out of Cams hold. he groaned noticing that I had gotten up but went straight to sleep a few seconds later.

I walked into the kitchen feeling the cold tile floor under my warm feet. I opened the cabinet with the cups and picked out my favorite cup, it was a one direction cup. I filled it with crushed ice and a bit of water. I've always loved getting crushed ice and a bit if water because I love crunching the ice in my mouth, something about it is just so satisfying.

I looked at the clock and it was now 5:00am. maybe I could sleep for another hour and just wake up at six. I walked in the room to see Cameron's arms wrapped around my pillow, hugging it so tightly. he almost looked as if he ever wanted to let go, his eyebrows were furrowed together and he still had his adorable pout.

I quietly lifted his arm and took the pillow and replaced it with my body I got a small smile in approval. I smiled and laid peacefully in the arms of my boyfriend. slowly, my eyelids began to feel heavy and my breathing became slower.

*****

I woke up with no one by my side. I was cold, and worried of were he had gone. today was a school day and he promised we wold go together, and I know Cameron doesn't always keep his promises but I was positive he would keep this one.

I looked to were cam had slept and there was a sticky note on his pillow.

Hey babe,

Sorry that you had to wake up alone but I didn't feel well and I had to go home. I kinda threw up in your bathroom but I cleaned it up sorry! don't feel the need to check on me I'm fine. btw sorry I can't go to school today I just feel sick.

Love,

CAMx

Obviously I wasn't going to listen to him and I was going to go check on him.

I walked towards the bathroom and me being stupid I opened the door and it smelled like shit mixed with puke. I quickly took a shower, brushed my teeth, and put my contacts in. I ran out if the bathroom, the smell was so strong.

Almost too strong.

"Ugh what did that boy eat it reeks" I whispered to myself

After getting completely ready I decided to ditch morning classes to see how cam was doing, after that smell he left in there I was even more worried.

***CAMS POV***

I was currently in my living room making out with Camila. Camila is the school smartest prettiest good girl, but I've known her since the 7th grade and I know that she is everything but a good girl, see this girl knows how to have fun.

I know I'm such a dick for cheating on Hazel but Hazel doesn't really like to have fun in that way. don't get me wrong we have a lot of fun but we have fun playing games like hide and seek and pillow fights and stuff like that. I still love her but I just wanted to have a little fun I a different way. I told her I felt sick and that she didn't need to check on me and that I wouldn't be coming to school for the day, so I'm pretty sure we have noting to worry about, and I also told her I threw up in her bathroom. oh and as for the smell I bought liquid ass on the internet and just sprayed it in the bathroom. I let it air out a little before I left so that it wasn't as smelly.

I looked at my phone and it was about 7:45 and I knew that Hazel was on her way to school.

***

A quick knock on the door and I shot up breaking the make out session with Camila

"What's wrong?" she asked

"Shhh don't say a word"

I tiptoed to the door and looked though the hole.

Fuck

Why didn't I see this coming

Hazel is here

She looked so cute just standing there picking at her nails.

Snap out of it cam!

"Camila go hide now!" I whispered

"She's here isn't she?" she groaned

"Yes now go"

"Were?"

"Go to the basement and go in the laundry room and sit in one of the baskets and just hide" I said

She ran down stairs and did as I said

"Cam, babe its me open up" she knocked again"

"Coming" I said in a sick voice

I grabbed a blanket took off my jeans, because that was the only thing I was wearing, so I was just in my under wear and messed up my hair.

By know I had worked up a sweat so that she thought I had a fever, every time I get sick I sweat a lot.

I opened the door.

"Hey baby." she said

"Hey hazel, you didn't have to check in on me babe I'm fine. just need rest." I said

"Oh no. your not ok your sweating, I bought you some soup." she said

She walked into the kitchen and started to heat some soup up.

"Hey babe are you cold?" she asked

"Actually yea" I said loving the special treatment

"Here let me get you a nice warm pair of socks from the dryer, laundry rooms in the basement right?" she asked

Shit.

"No!" I shouted

She looked back at me giving me a "what the hell" face

"I mean, no I'm fine baby I'm kinda hot now. don't go down there. I dont need warm socks I'm fine trust me I'm sweating see." I said grabbing her hand and showing her the small droplets on my forehead

"Cam gross" she whined whipping her hand that had my sweat on her jeans.

I laughed

"well soup is almost ready" she smiled at me

"Thanks, but babe you don't have to do this for me I'm fine" I said pulling her hand toward me leaning in for a kiss

"No! don't kiss me I don't wanna get sick" she giggled

***

We sat there and ate our soup, we hand mini conversations about stupid things like how tall we think the Eiffel Tower is, or who is more ticklish.

Which we we easily proved it was her.

"It was so good hazel"

"Haha thanks cam, do you feel slightly better?"

"Yea, thanks for taking care of me." I said feeling guilty as ever.

"Well I gotta go because I'm only excused to miss morning classes and I need to go now." she said

"Ok I'll see you tomorrow hopefully."

"You don't want me to stay?" She asked hoping that I would stop her and tell her to ditch school like I always do when I get sick.

" I-I do but I really need some alone time to rest and you need some after moon classes to go to so I'll talk to you after you get out of school"

"Okay." she said

"Okay. now go be my smart munchkin and make me proud to be your boyfriend"

"Okay" she giggled leaning in for a quick kiss

"Bye! I'll miss you" I said

"Me too!" she said walking down the steps

Once she was gone I could breath once again. But I felt so guilty for kissing her knowing that my lips where on some other girls lips before.

I told Camila she could come up now.

"You were sick? really that's all you got" Camila asked

"Yea, and plus I did feel kinda sick." I defended myself

"Well now that she's gone we.....can have some fun" she said in a mischievous voice

She warped her arms around my neck trying to kiss me but I turned my head not wanting to feel even more guilty than I already do.

"I think you should leave." I said

"Why, it's not like she's coming back."

"Just leave I'm done with you." I walked away

"Fine but don't come crawling back to me when you need some fun" she said

"Trust me I won't"

She put her pants back on and her shoes and stormed out of my house slamming the door behind her.

"I seriously fucked up now" I whispered to myself

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of ice water downing it quickly.

I didn't like the fact that I could still smell Camila on me and taste her kiss in my mouth. I was discussed with myself.

I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and took an extra long shower.

I honestly don't know why I cheated. I love hazel and I was having fun with her but in a different way. I loved making her laugh, watching her eyes as they crinkled.

"I'm so fucking stupid" I said to myself in the shower

How the fuck am I supposed to explain to Hazel that I cheated on her after all that I have put her through.

Maybe I won't have to tell her. maybe she'll never find out.

***HAZELS POV***

I was driving back to school for my after noon classes, but on the way there something just kept running through my mind

Why was he acting so weird.

Is he hiding something from me?

Why didn't he want warm socks from the dryer?

Why couldn't I go downstairs?

When ever he's sick that's the thing he looks forward to. Warm socks

Whatever I'm probably just being paranoid

"Just forget about it and focus on school" I told myself.

And I did that I walked into school forgetting about everything that wasn't school

**A/N**

Hey guys!

You are allowed to hate me. I know I've been shit at uploading but it's just that I have a lot going on. but aside from that what do you think about cam in this chapter. I'll try to upload soon!

Love you and thanks for reading it means so much to me

-Dx

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