Next Day
Aaliyah POV
I had already started packing everything. I'm going home today no dobt about it. Baby and nick are trying so hard to get me to stay but I just can't deal no more. My suit cases are ready to go and my plane leaves at 6:15 later tonight. Well it's only ten something so I got time to say bye to every body I'm leaving Before the shows while they are reharsing I'll be boarding . I'm gonna miss all of them so much. I just can't stop crying. It's like I'm leaving family.
Nicki: babygirl you don't have to do this
Me: I want to nicki
Baby: why ? Just cuz the break up? Or the flash backs , and the break up.
Me: I really don't know. I just rather be home then any where right now .
Nicki: Twist cut deep didn't he?
Me: after all the stuff he said to me. I love you baby your like my wife without a ring . Your my life my love my everything. But it just slowly changed. And it hurts even mire cuz he was my bestfriend. I just dont know wht to do any more
Baby: Don't sweat it. Dry your face.
Me: hah that's what he use to tell me whenever I was upset.
Over again by twist was blasting though my phone. Thats always been my favorite love song. Singing the words reminded of twist and I relationship. Nick quickly unplugged it and changed the song to use to be. She laughed at her self and changed again. To my favorite song right now. Out side by the weeknd .
Nicki: omg his voice is already depressing why you like this cat huh?
Me: cuz he is awesome shut up
Baby: it never works girl. Don't laugh through tears it'll only make you cry more
KNOCK KNOCK
I ran to the bathroom cuz I didn't want any one to see my face. Soon enough the bathroom door pushed open. In walks Roc. He had heavy pitty on his face. He slowly grabbed me into a hug and let my cry on his chrst. We had to get ready for the brakfast and I still looked a mess . He rubbed my back and told me everything would be ok. I just think my Hurt has gone too far. This is where I end it.
Me: I'm gonna miss you Chresanto
Roc: I'm gonna miss you too, baby. It's like I got so distracted falling so hard for you . And now you have to leave.
Me: falling for me?
Roc: yeah. I guess I should have told you earlier huh
Me: probably should have
Roc: well? Is it too late?
Me: Roc -Gco.
Roc:( grabs my face and kisses me sweetly. ) I love you Aaliyah :)
Me: o_0 woah .
Roc: But I'll wait for you because I know your not gonna be in a relationship for a while especially not one of your Bestfriends I understand.
Me: I'm not going back to him this time so you might have a shot
Roc: I'm pretty sure y'all are gonna eventually make up and get back together
Me: not for a long time.....
Roc: Well I know you wanna say good bye to everybody .
Me: this isn't good bye. It's more like......I'll see you later . I didn't quit singing or young money I just can't finish this tour.
Roc: it's only a couple weeks left
Me: nope
Roc: ugh fine.
Me: wait, if you love me wht about star?
Roc: she hates me
Me: why
Roc: long story
We walked out the bathroom as I dried my face. The room got quiet. I took my hands from over my eyes to see twist standing in the middle of the room. Really? I turned and pulled Roc back into the bathroom.
Me: He came in here with you didn't he?
Roc: maybe
Me: why didn't you tell me he was out there
Roc: He just wanted to see how you were doing chill. And you can't ignore him forever. I know you still love him.
Me: it'll fade away...
Roc: go talk to him ( pushing me back into the room) here dude I talked to her it's your turn.
He pushed me into twist and I quickly backed off. The more I looked at him the more I felt the tears. So I had to turn away. I went back to facing Roc.
Twist : Aaliyah don't be like that
Nicki: you gotta talk to him girl
Me: says who?
Twist: seriously ? You just gone stop talking to me
Baby: well technically you started it
Roc: true
Twist: would y'all shut up....... Aaliyah ? So your really ignoring me huh? I never said we couldn't be friends. I didn't even say it's over just said we needed a break
Me: and what's that's suppose to me? We through for now. Right
Twist: I never really thought of it like that
Me: 8 years. Christopher . 8years ... You've been my bestfriend for 8 years. Even when we weren't together we were still bestfriends. And yesterday you seemed like you didn't even care about our friendship you just wanted me gone. Well now I am . I hope your happy?
Twist: Leah don't do that . You know you still have my heart. I just wasn't sure if I still had yours?
Me: u did. But now I have no heart . Because it's broken to peices and I have no glue to fix it.
Nicki: youll find another nigga . He aint worth all of dis.
Me: he isnt just some nigga nicki you know that!
Baby: Then what is he!
Me: my bestfriend , my first love, my baby,.... My everthing...
Roc: damn that's deep bruh
Me: I gotta get ready can you please go
Twist: Oh so now you don't know me no more? I've seen you undress before. I've seen you in a bathing suit before . I've seen you completed naked . But your asking me to leave so you can get dressed really?
Me: I don't want to be around you right now just leave!
Baby: please leave Twist your making her even more upset.
Twist: alright I'm gone. Just remember Leah . I never said we were over
Nicki: basically you did
Roc: it don't matter she ain't listening to him anyway.
Me: Nicki I gotta tell Wayne. Can you tell him to come up here?
Twist: I'll do it?
Me:you haven't left yet are you serious? Know wht forget it I'll get dressed in the bathroom. Can somebody just get Wayne .
I went in the bathroom and couldn't stop crying . I tried so hard to wipe my eyes but they were flowing like a river. They finally stopped. And I put on my White tennis skirt and black Half shirt. My black high top converse . I put my hair in a pony tail something comfortable for the flight. But I know once I get to Orlando it's gone be hella hot. and I never got my second tattoo. I wonder if I have time before I leave. Prolly not I'll get it in Miami. The door opened and Roc walked in .
Roc: Wayne's here.
Me: is twist still out there?
Roc: yea.
Me: why?
Roc: cuz he's tryna talk to you Leah. He's tryna tell you he didn't want for you take that way. His words came out wrong
Me: why are you taking up for him?
Roc: cuz he loves you
Me: doesnt seem like it
Roc: I'm sure he wants to be with you . But until then you don't need to be in no relationships unless it's with him. Ok?
Me: what about you?
Roc: it depends. Do you think your gonna be over him by Christmas.
Me: probably so .I mean I can't promise you that I'm just gonna fly back into his arms . Like he pushed me away he'll have go work hard go get me back this time
Roc:(kisses me again) well see ok?
Me:What ever.
Roc: come on you gotta tell wayne
We walked out the bathroom. And Tyga and Wayne were in there as well as twist. He wouldnt quit starring at me. I brushed it off and packed my clothes back in to my suit case. Wayne looked confused
Tyga: so you actually are leaving?
Me: yea. Look Wayne I'm so sorry. But I just can finish this tour . I mean I did make it this far but i just can't take it any more.
Wayne : why?
Me: Alot( looks at twis) just too much
Wayne: wht about the tour young money has next year or the part two of this tour.
Me: I'll be there I promise. No backing out. All the way through. I give you my word.
Wayne: but why not just stay these last few weeks?
Me: I miss home? I'm hurt? I just can't take it.
Tyga: a wounded soldier is never sent home unless he is truly unable to fight the war.
Me: who says that?
Tyga: my dad always told me that when I was younger and gave up on things. So that lil small cut. Awe patch it up and keep fighting. He use to tell me.
Me: sounds real enocouraging.
Tyga: he was , wait a minuet where is your locket
Me: I dont know broken in the pacific by one probably
Wayne: why?
Me: ask ya boy
Twist: ( shakes his head) you broke the locket?
Tyga: why twist ?
Me: it isn't broken I was being sarcastic. I figured you wanted it back so I gave to Roc to give to you
Twist: no you keep it . It's - You talked to me
Me: I've been talking to you this entire time
Wayne: why wouldn't she?
Tyga: yea
Nicki: OMG THEY BROKE UP!!!God y'all slow.
Wayne: I thought y'all were good
Me: So did I.
Twist: Ummm .. Can y'all give us a minuet please .
Me: no You guys stay I'll go
I started to walk out but Twist grabbed my arm .Every body left. He pulled me close to him. I just wanted to slap the shit out of him. Instead I yanked away.
Me: Get off of me. Yesterday you didn't want anything to do with me.
Twist: Leah. It was a mistake . I just wanna hold you and tell you how sorry I am
Me: oh you didn't wanna hold me yesterday when you were destroying my heart?
Twist:.......DAMN LEAH LET THAT SHIT GO! I said I was fucking Sorry! You act like you never hurt me before! The world sur don't revolve around yo ass!It's not I ain't got feeling too!! How you think I feel when you all over some other nigga when you suppose to be my girl? A fucking hoe ! Dats what you are. Always hugged up on somebody new! I see why YO ma always gone and yo Dady in the military. NO BODY WANTS TO BE BOTHERED WIRH A WORTHLESS ASS BITCH!!!!!....... Oh my god I didn't mean-
Me:.......... Dats how you feel?
Twist: No Leah I-
Me:THEN WHY TF ARE YOU STILL HERE? HUH?
Twist: baby I -
Me:GET OUT!!!
Twist:..... Gladly
A tear rolled down y cheek as I watched him walk out and slam the door. The last few pieces of my heart fell to the floor. Why ! How could he say some foul s I thought he loved me. Ugh I just wanna go home. I just wanna kill my self. I hate feeling like this. I plugged up my phone and started playing real depressing music . Scissors might work too........ Or a belt...
Roc POV
Twist walked into the room looking pissed asf. What the he'll happened. He paced back and forth for a while. About 30 minuets.Then he got a message in his phone he looked at it and threw it against the door making it fall to the floor in pieces.
Prod: what the he'll
He shot prod a look and walking out slamming the door. I got up and ran down the hall to Leahs Room followed by every body else. I knocked on the door no answer . I knocked again . No answer just the sound of tears and loud depressing music. I opened the door and saw her in a corner crying her eyes out. I qwalked over to her . She just stared at the floor. She was obviously in a daze. With a White pill bottle clutched in her hand. what the hell is she doing with pain pills. This shit is empty. She's trying to over dose
Me:Aaliyah ?
Leah: it hurts...
Me: Huh?
Leah: owww..... It hurts ... It hurts.(Whining to her self)
Me: Aaliyah.... Come on .
Leah: My head ..... It hurts ... Owwwww.
Nicki: what wrong with her?
Me: I dunno she took the entire bottle of pain pills.
Baby: seriously?
Me: yea she saying her head hurts.
Leah: my head...( lays on the ground& stops talking)
Me: Aaliyah?... Yo she's not breathing somebody call 911
Nobody moves
Me: Hellloo!
Tyga took out his phone and called the ambulance. I tapped her shoulders nothing.I shook her nothing. I tried kissing her nothing worked. I held her in my arms and started talking to her to see if i could get a response . She didn't budge.Less than 5 minuets later she was being taken out of my arms and laid onto a stretcher . Why would she do this to her self? I just don't understand. She lay limp on the stretcher . Her eyes and mouth both open. I should have came in here right after twist left. I wanted To hold her kiss her. But I just couldn't. The ems was in my face asking me all this shit. I had no answers to. The only that was on my mind was Leah . This is all twist Fault . Ughhhhh
2 hours later
Were all at the fucking hospital been her for 2 hours now! Me and Baby pacing back and forth and shit. Everybody looking all depressed . Twist got word his "love " was in the hospital . How I dunno nigga musta got a new phone or sum shit. He sitting there with his head in his hands. Prince and prod tryna calm every body down. The girls are in tears. Tyga looking pissed . Ray no where to be found prolly tryna fuck a nurse .
Twist: Baby doll please quit pacing you making me nervous
Baby:( snaps head his way) You don't ficking talk to me...... You know, this is all your fault !! Your the only stupid ass nigga that Aaliyah would kill herself over and that's damn well what she did huh? .... What did you say to her ?
Twist: none of your business
Baby: what tf did you say to her twist? She fucking loves you. Ik you said some foul shit to her? What did you say!
Twist: none of your fucking business..
Baby:You know what is my business ? My sister. And if she doesn't live. You'll see her real soon cuz I'm gonna fucking kill you ! Understood?
Doc: Aaliyah carter
Me: us!
Doc: you guys are very lucky you called when you did . She was about 2 minuets from overdosing . You could've lost her .she is awake would you guys like to see her ?
We nodded. He walked away and came back a few minuets later.
Doc: who is Rock ?
Me: I am?
Doc:and Baby doll?
Baby: me?
Doc: she wants to see you two first
Us: alright
We walked in and Leah smiled / frowned at us . A smile for us coming to see her . And a frown cuz she know she was about to hear it. I walked over to her and she gave me a tight hug . As she did to Baby. Yeah I was glad she was okay but astonished for why shed do that.
Me: Aaliyah you had us Soo worrired. You know you couldve died?
Leah: I know and I'm sorry for putting you through that..... It's not like anybody would come to my funeral any way...
Baby: Really Leah!!! Id be in trying to take you out the coffin and give you CPR to try and make You come back. And twist would be in the coffin beside because I told him of you ain't live I was gonna kill him ...
Leah: no you didn't?
Me: yeah she did......... But Leah why? Why would you do this
Leah: I dunno . It said pain relief . So I wandered if it could really relieve me from a broken heart . The shit he said hurt even worst then a knife to my throat.
Me: what he say?
Leah: he called me a hoe and a worthless ass bitch . What did I ever do to him ?
Baby: what happen to us three. We were so close and now twist is just like a lone factor.
Leah:Well we have Roc well make it work ?
Me: haha ....... But fr Leah I'm so glad your ok.
Baby: me too. You know I can't stand loosing people it's just too much for me
Leah: Well Roc I have you to thank / blame for being ok. If you would have never came in the there I wouldn't have been able to do this( grabs my face and kisses me passionately ) but also if you didn't come in there I could've done what I was tryin to do and I would not have to face any of you to explain ...
Me: your so complicated
Baby: Forreal... But you can't go around kissing Roc -
Leah: it was a thank you kiss
Baby: Any ways you know A'Kel gonna want you all to his self. Selfish lil nigga . He ain't gone want you talking to no nigga. Member how he was in middle school with Amari he had her on his arm every second of the day.
Leah: he could change.But I ain't getting in no relationships for a while. Ima focus on my music. And A'Kel can just be there to Uh (does air quotes)"keep my focus right" haha
Me:What the hell is a Kel
Leah: don't worry about it. Go get every body . I wanna see themm . Please?
Me: Alright. Wait even twist ?
Leah: :( he's here? Ugh I guess
I went out side and down the elevator back to the waiting room. And told every that Leah wanted to see them . We went back up to the room and immediately heard loud laughs when we got to The door. I opened the door and they were still talking bout a Kel . What is that.
Baby: you better not do that he gone man handle you with them big old arms. Hahaha , he'll prolly even try to rape you hah
Leah: it's not rape if you like it ! Hahahahahah
Baby: ahahahaha . And we know you scrony ass gone like it . You and his Michael Ealy looking like ass! Ahahahaha
Leah: hahaha he do look like Micheal Ealy tho hahahahha
Me: Ayye ! What the hell yll talkin bout ?
Leah: ahaha I didn't even see y'all right there
Me : yeah yeah ok they here.
Nicki:BARBZ!!!!( hugs her)what the he'll is wrong with you girl?
Leah: Ughhhh I don't feel like saying again ...... Hey guys you can't say hey?
Prince: wasup
Tyga: your fucking crazy .... ( laughs) im never trusting you with medicine again
Prod:ikr she prolly try and kill is too huh leah
Jacob: especially me. I'm sorry font kill me haha
Star: oh no she's gone kill you much as you get on her nerves
Wayne: Ik man you prolly the first to go
Leah:hahah shut up man I can never just be depressed around Y'all. Always making jokes and shit hahaha... I love y'all . All of y'all.. Always there for me . Y'all are good friend. Even you and yo ugly ass( points to Jacob)
Jacob: aye nigga I ain't ugly
Ray: yeah you are .
Bea: um so we judging y'all now ? Less not go there we all know who gonna win
Leah: yeah... me! HAhah .. But Uh anyways back to my speech. I really do love you guys.
Twist: I love you too Aaliyah ...
E.1:( got quiet.)
Leah: umhm Sure you do .. Did y'all not bring me any food. Bad enough I'm in the hospital and y'all ain't bring me no food. Ight I got y'all.!
Prod: Uh how was we suppose to know if you was gone be alive to eat it? Duh
Leah: Shut up(Throws the bed remote at him)
Twist: Leah you could have overdosed ..
Leah: oh so now your worried about me? No one wants to deal with a worthless ass bitch right? ... Besides that was kind of the plan .
Ray: who said you were worthless
Jacob: who called you a bitch and didn't get slapped.
Bea: so are y'all getting back together?
Leah: nah dawg I think relationships just ain't for me .
Twist; Aaliyah please. Just let me talk to you . Please
Leah: there isn't anything to talk about Christopher
Wayne: damn she's serious .. Right?
Me: yeah she's serious
Leah: Roc Do you have your phone?
Me: yeah. An I have yours too.
Leah : lemme see mine
I gave her the phone and knew she wad on instagram. Snapping pics with different faces. Then she told baby to come to her and they started laughing and taking more pics . Crazy asses.
6:05
LEAH POV
Me: alright. Bye bye. I'll see you guys later . I love you too.
Nicki: I'ma come vist you Barbz ok?
Me: I want all of you to visit me are you crazy ?
Twist: I love you Leah....
Me: I gotta go.
Roc: wait Aaliyah
Me:;) yes Chresanto
Roc: ( Kisses both cheeks then my lips) I'll miss you babygirl .
Me: it's only a few weeks . I'll see you soon fr .
Baby: yeah yeah and you gone take me to get my 2nd tatt in a few weeks right?
Me: aye you know it.
Fa: Flight 136 to Orlando leaves in 10 minuets .. Flight 136 leaves in ten minuets.
Me: guess I'm out? I'll call you guys when I land okay?
All of them: alright love you ..
I walked to the boarding gate and waved to them one last time before giving the lady my ticket and boarding my plane. I'm so glad I'm going back home. Nicki baby Roc and twist brought me to the airport. Twist kept tryna talk to me But I ain't worried. I ain't being in no relation ships for a long while . 4 hours to Orlando. Time to sleep.
4 hours later.
I woke up with a flight attendant in my face. She was offering me help getting off the plane. No lady ion need no damn help. I shoes her out my face and grabbed my carry on and got my luggage from the conveyer belt. I called every one and told them I Landed. A'Kel said he was 15 minuets away. I'm ready to start all over. Ima do me. I walked out of the airport. A black ferrarri pulled up in front of me. The door opened and a tall lightskin , green eyed, dimpled, perfect teethed, buf, Tatted, skinny waisted, sexy looking nigga stepped out grabbing my hand.
Kel: Hey beautiful
Me: H-hi.
Kel: You wanna tell me why you were in the hospital
Me: almost overdosed .... You wanna tell my why your so.... Sexy?
Kel: haha your very beautiful your self... But seriously what happened ?
Me: ex problems...
Kel:Well hes your ex for a reason let's not bring that up anymore
Me: your voice makes me melt.
Kel: I haven't seen you in forever ... You've ( checks me out and spins me around) Grown.. Heha. Damn!
Me: ha thank you.....
Kel: ik it's late . But I wanna chill with you.. Lemme take you to a party tommorrow. Chris brown wll be there.
END OF CHAPTERRRRRRR!!!