A L A N A P O V 🍭
Ok so . . . I was still a little mad at Kentrell when we got back to my aunt's house and obviously, he noticed . So then he kept apologising and I wasn't believing a thing he was saying so he was getting frustrated which, by the way, was a huge turn on for me but, I managed to stand my ground . Then . . . after a bunch of arguing and yelling at each other . . . Out of nowhere we both just stopped talking . We looked into each other's eyes and . . . One thing led to another...and we may or may not have gotten carried away and gone all the way . . .
BUT in my defence . . . Once we started, there was no going back . I didn't want to go back anyways . Now, I know people prolly gon call me a hoe if they find out because I'm only 14 but I really don't give a fuck . I was ready, he was obviously ready and it was amazing . 😇
I still don't fully trust him though .
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6:42 pm
"Kentrelllll..." I whine .
"Whaaat ?" He mocks .
"Let me see yo phoneeee ."
"What you wanna see my phone foe ?"
"I wanna post on yo Instagram . What, you got sum to hide ?" I raise my eyebrows .
"Ian got shit to hide . Hea ." He hands me his phone and gets up off the bed .
"Where you going ?"
"Bathroom ." He answers and goes into the bathroom .
As soon as the door shuts I go onto his Instagram and read through a few of the comments on a pic of the two of us .
Yofavv.Lani : Awe she so pretty😍 YB better keep this one 💯
Brianna.bxtch: Why he had to do her dirty like that?🤦🏾♀️ I bet she was a real one .😒
Great . Everybody knows .
I go onto the picture of him and Jania and instantly see the comment section filled with hateful comments .
GeorgiaxJonesx: Tf was he thinking ? This a downgrade and a half .🤦🏾♀️
Lmaoo💀
Hayley.sym: Nooo what happened to Alana??
KylahB: Tbh I preferred his otha bitch .😴
JaniaBaniafp: y'all needa leave her tf alone. Y'all just mad he chose her over that musty hoe .
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AlanalaFP: first of all hunny, no. She is a dirty ass thot sleeping with another girl's man so don't come for Alana like that . Second, you like 10 years old so get the fuck outta here with that bs tryna act grown. Alana is a queen and you'on know shit so don't be coming on here acting all disrespectful like you know sum .
Man I love my supporters .❤️
As I hear the toilet flush, I get onto the camera and start taking selfies until I get the right one . I spend a few seconds thinking of a caption then I post it .
♥️ 💬 ↗️
Nba_Youngboy: His babygirl💍 Y'all otha hoes irrelevant🤪❤️
The likes and comments instantly start rolling in then just as I'm about to tap on a comment to read it, a text pops up .
J🍑
~ I'm waiting daddy .👅
The fuck ? His lying ass been in here with me this whole time knowing good and well he was finna go cheat on me again with that STD carrying thot ? I shoulda fucking known . He thought he was slick . I can't believe his thotting ass really tried that shit .
I read through his messages with 'J🍑' until I hear the bathroom door open, then I quickly close the app and go back onto Instagram .
I'm finna play his ass right back .
"You got one ?" He asks, laying down beside me .
"Yeah, here ." I hand him the phone .
"You so cute ." He smiles at me .
"I know ." I flip my hair playfully .
"You also play too much ." He says chuckling at the caption .
I just shrug and get on my phone .
"Who you texting ?" He asks .
"A friend ."
"Which friend ?"
"A good friend ."
"Lemme see ." He says .
"No ."
"Why not ?"
"Cuz it's private ."
"So we keeping secrets from each otha na ?"
"You gone let me read through yo texts ?" I ask .
" . . . Why ?"
"Exactly . So let me text my best friend in peace ." I reply .
"Is it a dude ?"
"Maybe ." I shrug as a new message pops up .
"Is it that Michael nigga ?"
"Maybe, maybe not ." I shrug once again then laugh as I read the text .
"Nala, just tell me who it is ."
"My best friend ."
"Tianna ?"
"Nope ."
"Ben ?"
"Uh uh ."
"Michael ?"
"Look, I'm not finna tell you . . . We allowed to keep secrets, right ?" I smirk .
"What the fuck are you talking about ?"
"Nothing . It's 7 o'clock now though so I gotta go . Ima see you later ." I stand up and put my shoes on .
"Where you going ?"
"To see my best friend ."
"So yo best friend is more important than yo man now ?"
"Yup . See ya ." I walk out my bedroom door and of course, he follows .
"Nala what the fuck is going on ? You mad about sum ?"
"Is there sum for me to be mad about ?"
"If this is about Jania, I told you I ain't mean for that shit to happen ."
"Kentrell I forgave you for that earlier . Can I leave now ?"
"Not until you tell me what's going on ."
"Ok . I am about to leave this house and go to Michael's . We are gonna watch Netflix, eat food and enjoy each other's company . You are about to take yo jealous ass inside yo grandma's house and go play with yourself ." I say .
"Why the fuck are you acting like this ?! I just cancelled half my tour to come be with you !"
You know what, I'm not doing this shit no more .
"No, you cancelled half your tour because you thought I was moving on ! Well guess what ? I think we both seem to have moved on . You go enjoy your 7 o'clock appointment with Jania ." I turn around and start to walk away from him .
" . . .Wait, Nala I'm sorry ."
"No you're not !" I continue walking .
"I don't know what's wrong with me . I swear I do wanna be with you !" He says following behind me .
"Too late ."
"Don't say that . . ." He says .
"I already did ."
"Nala I love you ."
"No you don't . You think you do, but you don't . If you did, you'd be down for me...but instead you out here sleeping with your exes, hooking up behind my back . I can't trust you anymore, sorry ."
"But you the only girl that matters to me . Ion love Jania no more it's just old feelings tryna confuse me, but I swear I do love you ." He says .
I stop and turn around . "Then why the fuck did you invite her on yo tour in the first place ?!" I snap .
He opens his mouth to speak but no words come out .
"You don't love me Kentrell . You never did . Go be happy with Jania, she's obviously the one you want ."
"Nala . . . That's not true . I do love you ."
"As much as you love Jania ?"
Silence once again .
"That's what I thought ." I shake my head then continue walking . I don't hear his footsteps trailing behind me anymore and that's when I suddenly realise what I've just done as my feelings start to take over and my eyes begin to water .
It's really over this time .
I take deep breaths and try to calm myself down before something bad happens .
Breathe in.......breathe out .
In.....out.
In...out
In . Out .
In out .
In out In out In out In out In
No no no no no . Not now . Breathe . Breathe .
As I start hyperventilating everything around me becomes one huge blur . I can't even call out for help because I can't speak...or see anything...or hear anything . And all I can feel are my lungs swelling up inside me and my airways closing up .
No . This can't be it for me . There's so much I haven't done yet . Please God not now .
I groan and fall to the ground as I feel another sharp shooting pain through my chest as I inhale one last time before my lungs give in . . . . .
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Well . . . That wasn't very well written at all but oh well .💀
Do you think Nala will survive ?😶
Do you think this is it for them ?🤔
What's gonna happen next ? 😱
3 chapters to go🌪
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