*Later that night*
"So you never told me what you and Ray talked about" Jacob said laying beside me
"all he said was that he was sorry and he really means it. He also told me how he ended up raping me like when he first started thinking about it"
"tf. How?"
"he said when me and you were just fùck buddies you told him alot about what we were doing"
He cleared his throat "o-oh, see I didnt no it would lead to that"
"Should've kept it between you and me"
"wow wow wow, your not mad are you?"
"no the past is the past"
"good, is that all he said?"
"He wants to be friends with me"
"why?"
"I dont know"
"While I still dont like him"
"I know"
"so what did you tell him"
"Well he said we could be friends but I dont have to tell you"
"HOLD UP! what the hèll! And why wouldnt yall tell me?"
"because he doesnt like you either but I wasnt gonna do that. I dont keep secrets from you like that"
"come on I thought you were over that secret stuff"
"I am"
"but what did you tell him?"
"I told him i dont know"
"You dont know? So were you thinking about doing it?"
(btw there not screaming at each other, there calm)
"No, thats why I just told you. And when I said I dont know I ment about being his friend or getting close to him period"
"You have already tried getting close to him and look what happen"
"baby, let me take care of this please"
"I just dont want you to get hurt again"
"I know you dont but I'll be fine"
Jacob sighed hard. "But can I ask you something?"
"Im listening"
"Why are you even thinking about getting close to him? Whats so important about Ray that makes you wanna talk to him after what he did? Why cant you just stick with me and be happy without him?"
"1. Im not necessarily trying to get close to him, 2. Theres nothing important about him, I just want to no what he has to say. Dont you think he needed to apologize? 3.Im very happy with you, I dont need him to make me happy. I love you. You dont think I'll every cheat on you do you?"
"I love you to, no i guess not"
"you guess not? You dont trust me?"
"Yes I trust you 100% but its Ray that I dont trust"
"dont worry about him, im not letting him do anything"
"He knows how to sweet talk girls too, I've watched him do it"
"I wont let him do that"
"You say that but hes good at it"
"Baby"
"yes"
"Forget about Ray and go to sleep"
"can I have a kiss" he smiled pulling me REALLY close.
"No" I smiled playing with him
"Yes I can"
Before I could say anything else I was being pinned down. He leaned down and got his kiss.
*The next morning before Diamond leaves*
Diamond,
I woke up around 9 preparing to leave. My plane leaves at 12 but I have to get there and go threw all this stuff before getting on the plane. I woke Casey up cause she has to take me but Jacob woke up to.
"Casey"
"Yes?"
"Can I come back in about 3 weeks or so?"
"Yes, but my mom will be here next time so Jacob wont be here"
"So, aint no body studding Jacob"
"You know what Diamond" Jacob said
"What"
"Gtfo just go home" he said just playing
"Shutup"
"ANYWAY! Yes you cam come back"
"Ok, thank you. I'll call when I want to come"
"Ok Im sure my mom wont care"
"ok"
"Are you ready to leave"
"no" i looked down sad
" Aw but you have to so you wont miss your plane"
"I know. Im gonna miss you guys"
"we'll miss you to. Lets get your stuff in the car"
We went and put my bags and stuff in the car. I went back upstairs to make sure I got everything. I called Corahn really quick then texted Ravenn, Essence, and Olivia. I hope to stay in touch with everyone while Im gone, but I'll be back soon. We got in the car headed to the airport. It took maybe a half a hour. When we got there I felt all sad.
"I guess this is it" Casey said stopping the car.
"This is it? Guh I'll be back soon"
"You need to move back"
"I know"
"Ok get out so we can go" Jacob said
"Your really are a aśs hole" I said getting out the car. I got my stuff out the back. Casey and Jacob got out the car to hug me.
"bye Casey" I said hugging her and acting like Im gonna cry
"Bye bestie"
"bye Jacob" I hugged him
"Bye"
With that I grabbed my stuff and went in the airport.
"Call me when you get there!"
"ok!"
I went threw all the ish you have to go threw and sat in the waiting area waiting for my plane.
"So when does your mom come back?" Jacob asked
"In 3 days"
"Are you gon come stay with me some nights?" he smiled
"I dont know, come to think about it I never told my mom we were dating. I just told her we were close"
"Oh, you know your sneaky you can sneak over"
"No Im not"
"yes you are, dont make me bring up the sneaky stuff we did in school like the day we didnt go to class cause i had a huge bon(gco)"
"Ok. I remember that"
"I bet you do. I made it so you wouldnt forget" he smirked
"What ever"
We got back home around 10:30. We'll probably plan something to do with the others later on today.
"Baby come cuddle with me, get in my blanket" Jacob said. He was sitting on the couched wrapped in a blanket but had it open so I could get in with him. I sat on his lap and he closes the blanket holding it around me.
"We're alone now"
"so"
"I wanna do something freaky to you"
"you always wanna get freaky"
"dont act like you dont like it"
"I do but(gco)" Jacob started kissing her.
Lmaoo @ the ending Comment I will have another chap later on today