My Friends Bf Is My F*ck Buddy! (BOOK 1) **SLOWLY EDITING**

Goodbye Friend

*Later that night*

"So you never told me what you and Ray talked about" Jacob said laying beside me 

"all he said was that he was sorry and he really means it. He also told me how he ended up raping me like when he first started thinking about it" 

"tf. How?" 

"he said when me and you were just fùck buddies you told him alot about what we were doing" 

He cleared his throat "o-oh, see I didnt no it would lead to that" 

"Should've kept it between you and me" 

"wow wow wow, your not mad are you?" 

"no the past is the past" 

"good, is that all he said?" 

"He wants to be friends with me" 

"why?" 

"I dont know" 

"While I still dont like him" 

"I know" 

"so what did you tell him" 

"Well he said we could be friends but I dont have to tell you" 

"HOLD UP! what the hèll! And why wouldnt yall tell me?" 

"because he doesnt like you either but I wasnt gonna do that. I dont keep secrets from you like that" 

"come on I thought you were over that secret stuff" 

"I am" 

"but what did you tell him?" 

"I told him i dont know" 

"You dont know? So were you thinking about doing it?" 

(btw there not screaming at each other, there calm) 

"No, thats why I just told you. And when I said I dont know I ment about being his friend or getting close to him period" 

"You have already tried getting close to him and look what happen" 

"baby, let me take care of this please" 

"I just dont want you to get hurt again" 

"I know you dont but I'll be fine" 

Jacob sighed hard. "But can I ask you something?" 

"Im listening" 

"Why are you even thinking about getting close to him? Whats so important about Ray that makes you wanna talk to him after what he did? Why cant you just stick with me and be happy without him?" 

"1. Im not necessarily trying to get close to him, 2. Theres nothing important about him, I just want to no what he has to say. Dont you think he needed to apologize? 3.Im very happy with you, I dont need him to make me happy. I love you. You dont think I'll every cheat on you do you?" 

"I love you to, no i guess not" 

"you guess not? You dont trust me?" 

"Yes I trust you 100% but its Ray that I dont trust" 

"dont worry about him, im not letting him do anything" 

"He knows how to sweet talk girls too, I've watched him do it" 

"I wont let him do that" 

"You say that but hes good at it" 

"Baby"