Is this love?

By shyannenicoleee

92.4K 3.2K 561

"I love you", you said, and I waited for "but..." but instead came your arms and a "No matter what." More

Chapter 1 ~
Chapter 2~ Shawn?
Chapter 3~ Do I Care?
Chapter 4~ A Coincidence?
Chapter 5~ She's My Best Friend.
Chapter 6~ I Don't Care.
Chapter 7~ Goodbye Brooklyn.
Not a chapter but read anyways :)
Chapter 8~ Starting over.
Chapter 9~
Chapter 10~ Before Karri.
Chapter 11~ Jealous.
Chapter 12~ After All These Years.
Chapter 14~ Surprise, surprise.
Chapter 15~
Chapter 16~ A Guilty Conscience.
Chapter 17~
Chapter 18~ It Isn't Fair.
Chapter 20~ If Love Was Enough.
Chapter 21~ I Will Be Here
Chapter 22~ Expect The Unexpected
Not a chapter but read anywhoo :p
Chapter 23~ Houston Part One
Chapter 24~ Houston Part Two
Chapter 25~ H-Town B!+ch3$
Chapter 26~ Who I Thought I Needed.
Chapter 27~ We'll Go From There
ILYSM
Chapter 28~
Chapter 29~ News
Chapter 30~ I'll Never Leave
Chapter 31~ Fear In Fearless
NEW STORY?
Chapter 32~ Decisions
Collaboration :)
**Finding My Bonnie**
Chapter 33~ Thanksgiving Guests'
Chapter 34~ Thanksgiving
Chapter 35~ Everything Happens For A Reason
Chapter 36~ A New Beginning
For Better or For Worse
Chapter 37~ Skin On Skin
Chapter 38~ Do I, or don't I?
Chapter 39
Chapter 40

Chapter 19~ Here We Go.

2K 72 4
By shyannenicoleee

I woke up to a light knock on Shawn's bedroom door. 

I rolled over and looked at the clock on his night stand that read 4:30. I groaned and pulled out of Shawn's arms.

"What are you doing?" Shawn asked sleepily.

"Somebody's knocking on your bedroom door." 

"mm..I'll get it." He grumbled rolling out of bed. 

"I'll get it. It's probably Kelly." 

I walked to the door and opened it. I was right it was Kelly. I turned around and Shawn sitting on the edge of the bed. 

"Go back to sleep. I'll be right back." I said. 

I closed the door behind me and walked back to the backroom with Kelly.

"What's wrong?" I asked. 

"I..I got scared." Kelly said looking aroung the room. 

I sighed. I hadn't thought about it really. Which actually makes me a terrible friend. I brought her into the house of the man who started this entire mess, three weeks after she was shot. 

"I'm sorry Kel." I said. 

She nodded her head and sat on the bed. 

"I didn't remember where I was. Then it came to me and I realized that I am in his house. I just got scared."

"It's okay...It's okay." I said rubbing her arm. 

"Will you stay in here until I fall asleep?" She asked. 

I nodded my head, "Yeah. Of course!" 

I scooted over to the other side of the bed so she could lay down. 

I still can't believe this has all happened. I'm still shocked about running into Shawn in the ally. Then he has Kelly abducted, I had to help Kelly escape. Kelly and I drove all the way to Pennsylvania just to get abducted and brought back here. Shawn and I decided to work things out between us, Kelly got shot, and now Shawn want's to go back to Texas. 

That's a whole lot of shit for two people to go through in just a few months. 

Sometime after Kelly and I laid down I fell asleep because I woke up and it was day light outside. 

I quietly got up and walked out of the room. Kelly was still asleep so I walked back to Shawn's room. 

Shawn was laying on his bed scrolling threw his phone. I crawled onto the bed and laid down beside him. 

"Goodmorning." He said.

I smiled and looked at him. "Goodmorning."

He didn't take his attention away from his phone. 

"What are you doing?" I asked. 

"Just checking on our reservations and stuff for Texas." 

Oh yeah, Texas.

"When are we leaving?" 

"Two days. We don't have to be there at a certain time." 

I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his chest. 

"I'm cold." I wispered.

He laid his phone down on his nightstand and wrapped his arms around me. 

"I was cold when you left me earlier." He said running his fingers threw my hair. 

"Kelly was scared. I was just going to stay in there till she fell asleep but I fell asleep too." 

"I don't care. That's fine. I just missed holding you."

I smiled and intertwined our legs. "How long do you think we'll stay in Texas?" 

"A few weeks. I need to go to Austin, then I have to stop by Houston." He said. 

When he said Houston my stomach cringed. I'm not sure I want to go back to Houston yet. What about Kelly? I don't want to see my family yet. What am I going to tell them? "Hey sorry I've been gone so long. I've been busy being a prostitute on the streets of Brooklyn, New York." I don't think that'd go over very well. 

"But listen you don't have to see or talk to anyone you don't want to." He said. 

I nodded my head against his chest. Part of me still fears going back to Houston. 

**

I finished getting dressed then I walked out of Shawn's room to find Kelly. She was still in the back room but now the door was locked. 

I knocked on the door twice, "It's me Kel." 

I heard her footsteps then she opened the door. 

"Goodmorning." I said. 

She smiled and rubbed her neck. 

"You alright?" 

She nodded her head, "Yeah. I'm just sore. It'll all be better soon." 

"I actually need to talk to you about something." I said. 

"Good or bad?"

"Depends on your perspective." I said.

"What is it?" 

"Shawn asked me if I would go to Texas with him for a few weeks, and I said yes." I said waiting for her response. 

"And?" She said. 

"Do you want to stay here, or? Cause I don't want to just leave you alone. You need to rest and you need someone to be with you."

"I can stay with Stella until you get back. I think you should go to Texas! It'd be good for you." 

"Are you sure?" I asked. 

"Yes. I'll either be okay or croak while you're gone." She jokingly said. 

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever." 

She smiled and walked back in the room. 

"You hungry?" I asked. 

"You cooking?" 

I chuckled, "I could." 

"Then no." 

I rolled my eyes and we both laughed. 

"I could get Shawn to fix us something or we could go pick something up?" I offered. 

"Get Shawn to fix something." She said. 

I smiled and walked out of the room, "Alright."

I walked down the hallway looking for Shawn. 

"Shawn?" I said walking into the kitchen. 

"He's downstairs ma." A random man who was rolling a joint at the kitchen table said. 

I smiled, "Thanks." 

I walked back down the hallway to the stairs. I walked downstairs to a dark room. It was smokey and smelled like a mixture of sweat, marijuana, and alcohol. I walked past a few women who were sitting on the floor smoking weed and doing whatever other drugs they had. 

I walked into another room that had more light and Shawn was sitting at a table with a few men. 

"Jay, baby. Do you need anything else?" I watched as a tall skinny tramp snaked her hand around Shawn's neck. I was fit to be tied. 

"Get your hands off him." I said walking further into the room. 

Shawn stood up and turned around. 

"Bey, baby. You shouldn't be down here." 

"Why? So she can suck your dick?" I asked. 

"Who the fuck are you?" The tramp asked. 

"None of your fucking buisness bitch." I said glaring at her. 

"Amber shut up, Bey chill." Shawn said walking closer to me. 

"No whenever your done with that come upstairs." I said turning around to walk upstairs. 

Shawn followed me threw the room of random women and up the stairs. 

"Bey wait." Shawn said. 

I walked into his room and to no surprise he followed me. 

"Talk to me." 

"What's there to talk about?" I asked clearly pissed. 

"Are you mad?" 

No. Not at all, dumbass. 

"Why would I be? I mean she just had her arm all around you, calling you baby, she probably would've fucked you if I hadn't of walked in." I said starting to turn around. 

I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist. I sighed as I gave up trying to get away from him. 

"Mmm..are you jealous Beyonce?" He asked leaning his head down on my shoulder. 

"Why would I be?" 

"Admit it, you were jealous." He pestered. 

I didn't say anything for about two minutes. 

"Admit it." He repeated, 

"Fine. I didn't like the way she had her arm around you and called you baby. Only because you're mine." I said leaning my head back against his shoulder. 

"I find that very sexy." He wispered into my ear. 

I shivered whiched caused him to chuckle. 

He bit my ear lobe then left a soft trail of kissed down my neck. He found my sweet spot and started kissing and sucking on it drawing small moans out of my mouth. 

"Shawn." I said. 

"Mhm?" 

"We can't. Not now. I'm hungry, Kelly's hungry. That's why I came down there to find you." I said. 

"I've got something I could feed you." He said while continuing to kiss down my neck. 

"Shawn we can't." I said pulling away from him. 

I turned around so I was now facing him. 

"What do y'all fatasses want?" He asked. 

I gasped which caused him to laugh. 

"And just so you know. I love your fat ass." He said before kissing my forehead. 

I rolled my eyes then followed him to the kitchen. 

Sorry it's taken me so long to update. I'm on vacation so I've been spending a lot of time with my family. I promise I'll update again soon. Thank you guys so much! If y'all have any ideas or suggestions about this story let me know. Comment & Vote!! 

Continue Reading

You'll Also Like

22.2K 917 62
"Thank you" "For what?" "For saving me." --------------------------- Felix struggles with anxiety and depression but then he moves to Korea from Aust...
120K 4.5K 9
2 tom dylogii ,,Agony"
194K 4.5K 67
imagines as taylor swift as your mom and travis kelce as your dad
20.9K 492 6
"I just can't leave you alone" he muttered to her. "I never want you to," she whispered. "Be with me," "You know...