Jennie
I find myself having long steps to reach outside.
"Jennie! Wait!" I heard her say, closely following me.
I didn't turn around and continued to walk, or should I say run. My heart is heaving and my eyes are getting warm. How could she do this!? Just before I could open my car, she grab my wrist and spin me around so that I can face her.
"Listen to me." She pants.
"Let go!" I hissed pulling my wrist back.
"No, you need to listen to me." She beg and pinned me on my car.
"I don't want to hear any of it! You fucking liar! What do you think of me? A fucking human that you can play with!?" I yelled on her face as my tears streams down.
"It's not like that. It's not what you think." She whisper and tries to wipe my tears but I roughly swat her hands away.
"Don't touch me!" I seethe. This time I was able to pry against her hold and push her as hard as I could. She fell on the ground and that's my chance to get away from her.
She quickly stood up and knock on my window but I ignore her and step on the accelerator, leaving her behind. I wipe my tears harshly. Suddenly my phone rings, it shows Irene is calling. Right timing. I put the earpiece piece connected to my phone and answered it.
"Stop the investigation." I say coldly and ended the call.
All this time, she's just playing around. She made me like a stupid human who believes everything is real and true. And I admit I'm stupid to believed all of it. I grip the staring wheel and drive faster. I'm so stupid!
...
I didn't went back to work, I stayed in my flat. With beers placed on the table, some of it are already empty and crumpled. I look around my place, and my heart skip a beat of pain when there's a lot of thibgs tgat reminds me of her.
Lisa calling...
I was hesitant to answer it since she was with Jisoo earlier. Which means she's lying to me too, she knows Jisoo. It hurts me more that my bestfriend, the one that I can trust betrayed me and able to lie to me. I wipe my eyes before a tear could fall. I shut down my phone and throw it somewhere the living room. Kuma walks over to me and lay beside me on the floor.
"Jennie!!" I look over at the door when I heard someone shouting while knocking on it. "Open up!"
I scrunched my face in annoyance and let her be. I drink another can of beer and gulp it like it's like a water.
"I'm gonna break this door if you don't let me in!" She threatened.
"Go on." I mumble as if she can hear me.
A multiple banging hit the door then suddenly it stops. Good, cause I don't know what will I do if she face me. Having two option in my mind, whether I should punch her square on her face or throw her put of this building. I pull the blanket on the couch and cover it all over of me.
"I forgot I have a spare key." I jerk a bit when I heard her voice.
I throw the blanket off of me and shot her with death glare.
"Get the fuck outta here!" I yelled.
She sigh and squate to have the samw level with me.
"Just hear me out, please?" She tried to touch me but I move away.
"I don't listen to liar, now go." I say coldly without looking at her.
"I did this because I have a reason."
"I don't fucking care about your reason. You played me! You made me stupid." I cried out.
She moves to hug me, I tried to push her, but she didn't let go. She hugged me tighter. I grip on her shirt and sobs nonstop.
"All I want is to help you. I'm supposed to ease the pain you're feeling but you give it to me instead. You give me the pain." I choke between my sobs. "I hate you, I hate you!"
"I know, I'm sorry." She whisper softly.
"Fuck you..."
She sigh and pull away to see my face. Her face is so soft and her eyes is sad. She cup my face and wipe my tears gently.
"Forgive me." She beg. "You'll know every single detail why I do this. Just please, listen to me."
I can feel the desperate in her voice. Bu I shook my head, my mind is too close to hear her out. With this state, I know I'm not going to believe everything she's saying.
"Leave." I say coldly, averting my eyes at her. "I know we've been know each other...no I don't know you at all. So, leave."
She lowered her head and I clearly hear ber sniff before standing up.
"I'm not gonna stop just so that you'll listen to my explaination. I will do anything and even beg and walk with my knees for you to forgive me." She said before walking away.
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A light knock interrupted my thought. The door slowly open and reveal Lisa with guilty face.
"Jennie."
"I don't wanna talk with you." I say coldly.
"Look Jennie, I know I made a very wrong move but I did this to help a friend." She reasoned out.
"And fucking lied to me!" I shout that made her flinch.
She stood in the middle of my office with her head hang low.
"I trusted you Lisa! You lying to me had never crossed my mind, because I thought I can trust you!" I let my emotion burst.
"But what did you do!? You lied! I'm going crazy to find what happened to her and you even volunteered to help. I didn't know the help you're referring is lying." I scoff and laugh sarcastically.
"I know I'm wrong..." She lift her head and her eyes are glittering with tears. "...I'm sorry but she's mu friend too. If you should hear her out, you'll know everything---"
"I don't think I will be believing any shit. You disappointed me Lisa, it hurst me to see us like this but it hurts me more that my bestfriend lied to and someone played me."
"Jenni--"
"Leave Lisa." I swirl my chair to face the view outside. It's breaking my heart that this is happening but what can I do? They lie.
I didn't hear any response coming from but only the sound of door closing. I bit my bottom lip to stop myself from sobbing. I shouldn't let Jisoo enter my life. Lisa and I shouldn't be fighting if it isn't because of Jisoo. I'm leaving my peaceful life not until Jisoo came into the picture. I fucking shouldn't be falling into someone who's liar, but it is Jisoo. It hurts me thousands times to know the truth. It scare me more to fall deeply with the truth that she's real because even though she lied, I admit that I need her. But maybe not now. Not when pain is still fresh, not when I don't know if I can forgive her. Another knock is heard and light footsteps.
"Leave me alone!" I yelled.
"Jen?" A soft voice called me.
Somewhere, I think I find someone who can comfort me. I turn around to see Chaeyoung.
"Chaeng." I sob.
She walks over to me and gently held me so that we can sit on the couch.
"I hate your girlfriend." I rest my head on her shoulder and silently cry.
"I know, she told me everything." She say while rubbing my back soothingly.
"I hate them. Why did they lie to me? Am I bad? Is this how they make me suffer? Shoving pain in me?"
"No, no. Everything has a reason Jennie. You'll understand it if you would just open up and listen." She say.
"Tell me you're not one of them." I say shutting my eyes tightly.
"Of course not! I don't lie, I can't stand lying to someone. I'm bible." She chuckled lowly.
"What? You're bible?" I frowned and pull away with the hug.
"Yeah, you know. I tell honesty." She shrug with a smile.
I crack a small smile and shake my head a bit.
"I didn't know if that was a joke or not."
She roll her eyes playfully. "But I already saw that girl in your place, remember when we visited you?"
I try to recall and nod afterwards, yeah.
"Well, I see her but I just didn't react because I thought you will be the one who will introduce her to us. But then, you two went in your room."
"Shoot! If you talked to me yhat time about her, I should have known earlier." I sigh.
"Wanna grab some ice cream? And avocado snacks? Even though I don't like avocado." She grimace.
I laugh softly. "Thank you Chaeng."
"Yeah, yeah. Let's go while I can still hold back my tears." She sniffs with a smile.
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