Amy's POV
I could hear the party already in full swing downstairs, but yet here I was staring at myself in the mirror. A million thoughts a ran my mind as I carefully examined myself. I looked at my skin right red dress running my fingers along my hips where the dress clung too.
The only real thought running round my head was-
Why am I not good enough?
Why can't I just be enough for one person? What did I not have that she had? Shaking the thoughts from my mind I sighed pulling my dress down a final time before heading out the door. Knowing in a matter of seconds I would probably see everyone was making me so nervous I wanted to be sick. They all knew. They were talking about it but weren't talking to me about it. I didn't want to talk to any of them but then again I didn't even know if Klaus was telling the truth. As I made my way down the stairs slowly because of my heels, I felt my heart beat faster and faster the closer I got to the party. The house was full, people were everywhere. Knowing my friends usually hung around in the kitchen and garden I didn't know if that really was the place for me right now. But I needed a drink if I was going to get through this night. A strong drink. I pushed my way through the crowd of people almost getting trampled on a few times because I wasn't the tallest person there in even in heels. I pushed the kitchen door open and even the kitchen was pretty full. The music was kind of background noise in the kitchen making it easier to have conversations. I walk straight over to where the drinks were all lined up walking past all of my friends, everyone was stood round the kitchen area and I mean everyone. Jade, Klaus, Zac, Niall, Eva, Becca, Mia, Liam, Harry and even old friends like Damon who I hadn't seen in a while. Had Klaus spoken to Harry for them to even be stood in the same room? Why do I care? I grab a cup off the side and grab the vodka mixing it with a coke before knocking it back, downing the content quicker than I thought. I fill the cup back up adding more vodka in it this time.
"Woah.. Are you trying to kill yourself?" Eva pulls the cup from my lips as she comes up beside me. She raises her eyebrow at me before I take the cup back off her downing the rest of the content.
"What are you doing?" She asks as I poor the next drink for myself.
"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm drinking" I say as I take a sip from my cup.
"What is wrong with you?" She frowns as she grabs herself a cup.
"Good question, why don't you tell me?" I turn to her taking a sip out of my cup as she fills up her own.
"What are you talking about?-" she glances at me looking confused.
"Cut the shit, I need you to be honest with me for like 5 seconds-" I say as I glance over at Harry. He had his back to me making this easier.
"I don't understand-"
"Did Harry kiss Evie?" I ask. She pauses for a second looking at skeptically as she holds her drink in hand.
"Amy.. I don't know-" she shakes her head looking down for a second.
"But you heard didn't you?" I press and she shrugs looking sympathetically at me.
"It's just a rumour" she sighs and I feel a pang in my chest. I try to cover it by keeping a straight face but I don't know If she bought it or not.
"Excuse me" I say before moving past her. I take a deep breath as I walk towards Harry. This would be the first time that I had actually spoken to him or seen him in days making my nervous literally hit the roof.
"Harry-" I tap him on the shoulder. As he turns around our eyes meet making me feel instantly more comfortable. I just wanted to hug him and kiss him because I hadn't been able to do that in days which felt like weeks. But I had this awful feeling he didn't feel the same way.
"Can we talk?" I say as I look down at my drink. Without saying anything he takes my hand before leading me away from the group. I smile to myself as I notice him walking slower so I could keep up in my heels. We get outside and he stops as we get to a quiet area. I feel him let go of my hand and instantly want to take it back. But I don't.
"How was work?" He asks as we both stand in silence for a second. I frown as I feel hurt that this is all he can ask me.
"Is that it? Is that all you have to say to me?" I say as I frown looking up at him.
"I don't understand-" before he even got the chance to finish his sentence an all to familiar voice rang through my ears.
"Harry! Are you coming?" Evie called him over as she stood by the pool with two of her friends.
"Uh-" Harry glanced over at her causing me to sigh. I roll my eyes before turning around.
"Hey wait-" Harry grabs my arm as I turn to walk away from him trying to conceal the tears that were starting to form in my eyes.
"Let go of me" I snap as I pull my arm out of his grasp spinning round to face him. I was not only hurt but I was so angry that I had let myself get in this situation in the first place.
"It's not-"
"Just go with her! I get it Harry, I honestly I get it" I yell at him as I start to walk away from him.
"What? What are you talking about?" He frowns as he stops me by walking in front of me.
"Oh I see why your being held up" I hear Evie's annoying voice say from behind me. I take a deep before turning to her whilst backing up.
"I was just leaving actually" I say as my back hits Harry's front accidentally. I turn around moving round him as he just stands there.
"Good not like anyone would notice anyway" Evie mutters causing me to stop dead in my tracks.
"What did you just say to me?" I turn around to face her stepping back towards.
"You heard me" she spits with a smirk on her face. I step towards her but Harry puts his arm out stopping me from going further.
"Amy don't-" he warns as Evie laughs lightly.
"Actually Amy I've been meaning to ask you, how do you feel now you fucked your brothers best friend?" She asks and I feel my blood starting to boil at her words. She laughs as she waits for a reaction but fails to get one.
"I mean who can blame you? I'm just surprised it took you this long to dig your claws in him with a reputation like yours" she says causing me laugh lightly, that's fucking rich coming from her.
"I guess everyone needs their kick one way or another-" she laughs but Harry cuts her off.
"Evie that's enough-"
"Oh don't stick up for her Harry, it's not like she actually likes you-" she spits and before my brain could catch up, I feel myself slipping past Harry quickly before knocking Evie to the ground as I land on top of her she screams trying to pull my hair but I couldn't stop the anger pushing me to carry on. I pull her hair as she kicks me and quite quickly we were rolling around the grass like idiots trying to get the other off each other.
"What the hell?" I hear Zac's voice along with a group of people who now were crowding us.
"Hey! Hey- let go!" In a matter of seconds I feel Harry pick me up like I weighed nothing as I still cling to Evie's hair.
"Amy!" He grabs my hand that was holding her hair as he yells at me making me huff as he manages to free her from me. I look up to Zac holding Evie back as she kicks and screams with her hair looking like she had been dragged through a hedge backwards.
"You fucking psycho bitch! What the hell?" Evie screams at me as Zac clings to her laughing lightly.
"Oh don't act like you didn't deserve it!" I roll my eyes yelling back at her. Harry still held me up off the floor as I hung loosely in his arms not fighting back anymore.
"Next time don't fucking touch my boyfriend or I will-"
"Come on..." Harry cuts me off as he pulls me away. He pushes me over his shoulder causing me to roll my eyes. We walk past Evie and I flip her off with a smirk on my face as she tries to break free once again but to no avail. He puts me down once we enter the kitchen before grabbing my hand and dragging me through the crowd without a word. Within a few minutes I was being dragged into my bedroom before Harry locked the door behind us.
"Before you start yelling at me, I need to sit down" I huff as I sit down on the bed knowing Harry was probably about to yell at me.
"What the hell was that?" He spins around yelling at me as predicted.
"She started it! Did you hear what she said?!" I sat up on the bed looking at him in disbelief.
"Yes I fucking heard what she said, but that doesn't mean that gives you the right to hit her!" He yells back at me causing me to laugh sarcastically.
"Oh of course you would stick up for your fucking girlfriend" I roll my eyes lying back on the bed giving up. I knew he would stick up for her. It only confirms everything I had been told.
"What are you talking about?" He frowns making my blood boil. The fact he was acting like he didn't understand what I was talking about infuriated me.
"Don't act like I don't know Harry I'm not fucking stupid" I sit up yelling back at him. He frowns still not replying to what I said making me even more angry. I stand up off the bed sighing as he still wasn't owning up to it.
"You kissed her! Everyone's fucking talking about it- is this what happens when I go to work and have other commitments other than whatever this is?" I yell at him from across the room.
"Okay now you have finally lost it" He laughs lightly shaking his head.
"I've lost it? How can you blame me when you put me through shit like that!" I yell back at him as I feel myself getting even more worked up about the situation. He was laughing. Laughing in my face about the situation.
"I didn't kiss her!" He shouts making me frown.
"I would never fucking do that!" He continues. He sighs when I still don't reply, only folding my arms across my chest.
"It was a rumour! A rumour from ages ago that has been kicked up again by people stirring shit!" He explains looking almost hurt you could say.
"But Klaus told me-"
"Klaus? Oh you really believe Klaus over me? He would do anything to split us up don't you get that?" He snaps making me sigh. He was more than likely right if I was being honest.
"Well no I don't, not when you were hanging round with him before, what is all that about?" I frown making him roll his eyes.
"We didn't speak! The rest of my friends were there so what else was I supposed to do?" He asks. The room falls into silence.
"Do you not trust me at all?" He sighs after a few seconds of awkward silence.
"No it's not that... I just-" I try to explain.
"You just trust other people more, over me" he sighs cutting me off making me frown.
"No! No that's not true" I try to tell him but he shakes his head.
"Honestly I don't get you sometimes" he sighs
"I do trust you, I just- we weren't speaking and I hadn't seen you and Klaus got into my head" I try to explain. When he doesn't say anything I shake my head sighing.
"But you know what hurts? The fact that you actually are taking her side after what just happened-" I try to say but he cuts me off.
"This isn't about her! This is about me and you-"
"Which involves her! She wanted a rise out of me and she got it! Why are you not sticking up for me?" I yell back at him matching his tone.
"I am! I don't agree with what she said, but you shouldn't of hit her!" He screams back at me making me laugh lightly.
"What was I supposed to do? I'm not going to let someone talk to me like that Harry!" I yell at him getting overly frustrated.
"There are other ways of dealing with it!-"
"You hit my brother so this is a bit rich coming from you" I say giving him a stern look. He frowns shaking his head.
"That-" he pauses, causing me to raise an eyebrow at him waiting for his response.
"That was different" he says and I frown.
"No it wasn't" I shake my head. He pauses glaring at me for a second before giving in.
"Okay so it wasn't but still!" He sighs.
"Why do you have to be a smart ass?" He rolls his eyes. I shake my head as he turns away from me.
"I'm not sorry for hitting her, she asked for it" I say and he spins back around frowning at me.
"How much have you had to drink?" He asks making me so annoyed.
"I literally just got there! I've had like 2 that's it! She fucking started on me Harry! She was pushing me and pushing me-" I yell at him out of frustration.
"I know that! I could see what she was doing-"
"Then why didn't you stop her?" I ask and he laughs in disbelief.
"I tried! I Fucking tried!" He yells back at me.
"Great effort! Look where that has got you-" I roll my eyes causing him to frown.
"Don't blame this on me-" he snaps before sighing.
"Your the one who is being a fucking idiot and not even trusting me at all, thinking I would actually kiss that are you fucking joking?" He snaps gesturing to the door meaning Evie downstairs.
"No I'm not joking, when a rumour goes around Harry it must of Fucking started somewhere, I wanted to know the truth!" I yell back at him.
"I never kissed her! I would never do that to you, why is that so hard to believe? I literally am just friends with her-" he says and I laugh in disbelief.
"Your still going to be friends with her after what she just did?" I ask and he frowns.
"Don't you mean after what you just did?" He says and I literally feel my heart drop. Was he seriously still taking her side?
"Why are you taking her side still? I literally don't get it!" I sigh sitting back down on the bed.
"I'm not... I'm just saying you both played a part in it" He sighs as he leans his head back against the door as we both seem to feel fed up.
"You know what Harry if you want to be friends with her that's fine, but count me out- because I do not want to be associated with her at all-" I sigh before he cuts me off.
"So what? You want me to choose?" He sighs.
"I'm just saying" I shrug causing him to roll his eyes. I don't want to have to make him choose but I can't take this whole back and fourth shit all the time. I can't deal with the thought of him being around her. She is literally evil.
"I would pick you over her anyway even if you are just saying" he sighs. I look up at the ceiling in silence wanting more from him than just that.
"I don't want her, I never wanted her! But that doesn't mean that I can't be friends with her" he says and I frown. Why does he want to be friends with someone who is so horrible and manipulative? Like I don't understand.
"You know what? If you want to be friends with her- go" I sit up after hearing enough.
"I've had enough! You know I would never make you choose sides, but your leaving me no choice! It shouldn't be hard for you when you say your in love with me!" I yell at him trying to hold back the tears after what I had just heard.
"I am in love with-" he stops himself sighing as he walks over to me.
"Literally I can't help but fall more in love with you even when your being a fucking dickhead like right now" he says gesturing to me. He stands in front of me for a second before moving back again.
"I choose you over her, that's why I'm here right now- I dragged you off her and I carried you inside, if I wanted her I wouldn't be stood here with you right now" He says running a hand through his hair in frustration.
"Don't you get that?" He turns back to me as we both just look at one another.
"I love you! Even when I don't see you for a few days, or if I don't speak to you- it doesn't mean that I'm not thinking about you constantly, it doesn't mean that I've found someone else" he says and I sigh.
"I've gotten to the point with you where I'm just comfortable to do whatever and not letting little shit get to me" He says.
"I trust you and I feel like you don't trust me at all" He pauses and I instantly feel bad.
"Harry I-"
"I mean how can you not trust me? What have I done to make you not trust me?" He asks and I sigh. I did trust him I just had my own issues.
"It's not you! It's me! It's just how I am! I have never been in this situation before and I just don't know how to handle it, like I don't know what to do or what to expect from someone I mean we aren't even together, do I even have a right to be mad?" I ask. We still hadn't even talked about what we were at all and I guess that was one of my biggest doubts.
"You did call me your boyfriend before-" he laughs lightly and I roll my eyes.
"Not that I'm complaining, I mean I was going to save it and do something like amazing, but seen as your impatient and act like a 12 year old you leave me no choice" he rolls his eyes and I laugh lightly as he sits on the bed next to me.
"I want you to be my girlfriend, I think I have for as long as I can remember which is pretty stupid but it's true" he laughs awkwardly making me smile.
"I'm 100% committed to you, to us and I don't plan on Fucking that up anytime soon okay?" He says as he takes my hand into his own. I nod as I feel my worries and doubts slowly start to fade.
"I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions" I say and I look down at our hands.
"And I'm sorry for acting out, I should of handled it better" I add as I look back up at him.
"Your left hook did impress me a little, if I'm being honest" he laughs making me laugh.
"But besides the point, I know your better than that you know? I know you wouldn't hit her for no reason but maybe it's something we both can work on seen as we both seem to like fighting so much? Maybe start boxing together or like burn that energy off in the bedroom you know?" He says and I roll my eyes.
"You know we were having a nice moment there, until you have to ruin it with your dirty comments-"
"Oh come on you love them..." He says as I lie back on the bed. I roll my eyes as he lies next to me looking down on me.
"I'm really sorry for not trusting you Harry, I don't know what came over me" I say as I push my hand up through the back of his hair.
"I knew something was wrong with you when I saw you downing vodka-" he says and I laugh lightly. I didn't even know he saw me doing that.
"I'm impressed that you actually were actually going to talk to me about it instead of just ignoring me, baby steps right?" He jokes and laugh lightly.
"Mmmm" I nod.
"I do have to say what the fuck is this? Why have I never seen this before?" His finger runs along my dresses strap as he looks down at me under him making me roll my eyes in embarrassment.
"Stop.."