Demi's Pov
I go into the studio and I write this song called sober
I have to tell my fans in some way I broke sobriety but I'm getting help in but I did so I wrote a song I go in the booth and I sing it
"I got no excuses
For all of these goodbyes
Call me when it's over
'Cause I'm dying inside
Wake me when the shakes are gone
And the cold sweats disappear
Call me when it's over
And myself has reappeared
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I do it every, every, every time
It's only when I'm lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don't wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me, I'm lonely
Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
We've been down this road before
I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
I'm sorry to my future love
For the man that left my bed
For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
And I'm sorry for the fans I lost
Who watched me fall again
I wanna be a role model
But I'm only human
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I do it every, every, every time
It's only when I'm lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don't wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me, I'm lonely
Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore
And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
We've been down this road before
I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore
I'm not sober anymore
I'm sorry that I'm here again
I promise I'll get help
It wasn't my intention
I'm sorry to myself" I sing
"Amazing" My producer said
I was crying
"Thank you" I said wiping my tears I hear a knock on the studio door and my producer goes to open it
"Hey" Kehlani says
"Hey" I say
"I brought you a burger" she says handing me it
"I'm okay I'm not hungry" I say thinking she won't say anything
"Eat" she says in a serious tone and giving death me the stare
"Fine" I say
I pick up the burger and I stare at it
"I'm a vegetarian" I say lying
"Eat." She says again
I take a bite and I chew for at least a minute