I will be updating Namjoon's and Hoseok's POV in the next few chapters tomorrow since you're all eager to know more about what really happened before the divorce! I will also put more of Taehyung's back story of how and why he fell in love with Y/N. You'll all find out about when Y/N finds about what really happened after the divorce too! I know this fanfic has been an emotional roller coaster and it's still going to continue, I just want to finally relieve some of the stress off you guys! There's no smut in this chapter but there will be later on! Hehehe! Saranghaeyo!!!
The drive home was pleasant and quiet. The clean fresh air caressed my skin as we drove down the highway, admiring the city lights and the full moon that peered through the night sky. I can hear my heart beating out of my chest every time I catch Tae looking back at me, as he held my hand, while the other held on to the steering wheel. I couldn't think straight at all. I didn't know what came over me when Taehyung kissed me like that. I felt scared but the moment I felt his lips on mine it faded away. I was starting to feel loved and cared for once again. My thoughts for Hobi still lingered but was slowly fading away because I was still fighting and begging for that same love again. But with Tae, it wasn't the same love I had with Hobi...that's what makes it scary...yet beautiful all at the same time. Tae was becoming my new soul mate.
We got to my apartment and took off our shoes and placed them near the door. Tae went to the living room to set the table while I went upstairs to my room to put my new shoes away. I went to the bathroom to wash my face. I pat my face dry and stared at the mirror. A small smile started to form on my face. It was the first time in months since I've ever smiled at my own reflection. I felt a sudden pain in my chest. Suddenly having a flashback of Hobi smiling at me through the mirror as I was putting on makeup for our third year wedding anniversary.
"Look whose looking handsome tonight" I smirk at him
Hobi back hugs me "Jagiya! You don't need to wear makeup! You look beautiful just the way you are!" He says kissing me on the cheek
"No honey! You're going to mess up my makeup and we're going to be late for our reservation!"
"I want to mess it up! You look perfect without it!" He says taking the makeup brush out of my hands and runs out of the bathroom.
"Hey! What are you doing!? Comeback with my brush!" I run out of the bathroom. I search the walk in closet but he was nowhere to be found. I get out of the room and yell out his name. There was no answer. I walk down the hall and yell out his name as I walk down the stairs. I get to the last floor and looked left and right before going to the kitchen. I was getting scared and praying that nothing bad happened to him until I felt a pair of hands cover my eyes.
"Honey! What are you doing? I was worried about you!" I half yell
"Sshh! Just keep your eyes closed and don't open them until I say so" He whispers into my ear and takes my hand and guides me. With a few more steps he tells me to open them. I open my eyes to see the huge backyard decorated with lights, light pink, red and white flower petals on the ground and on the decorated table. The table had a white table cloth and ,was filled with lit candles, flowers and a delicious meal for two. My body stood there frozen with shock, firmly holding onto Hobi's hand.
"You...did..all of this?"
"Mmmhhm. I cancelled the reservation because I wanted to make it special by cooking us a anniversary meal. I just didn't want any else but me to make you happy on our anniversary." He says kissing my hand
"Must have taken you hours! Wow..I'm at a loss for words"
"You don't have to say anything" He kisses me on the cheek and guides me to my seat. I look at the table, taking in everything. Take a look at the fizzing drink in the wine glass and smirk at him.
"Please don't tell me this is Sprite"
"No it's not!....Yeah it is" He chuckles with embarrassment.
"I knew it. But I love you anyways"
He sits next to me and takes a spoonful of food and begins to feed me.
"Hobi. You don't need to feed me" I giggle as I push the spoon away from me
"It's our wedding anniversary and I want to feed my wife. So here!" I push the spoon away from me again but Hobi uses his free hand to tickle me on the side, making me laugh, and eventually gets the food into my mouth. I giggle as I chew and swallow the food and he takes a napkin and wipes my mouth
"Thank you jagi. It's really delicious. Can I feed you this time?"
"Ne!" I squirms happily in his seat and opens his mouth.I take a spoonful of the food and put it in his mouth. I stare at his dimples as he chews his food. It made me melt inside at how cute he chews his food. It always did. I use the napkin he used on me and wipe his mouth.
"You always look so cute when you eat. I love it" I smile at him
"That's you're favorite hobby; watching me eat" He chuckles and takes my hand and holds it.
"I have a anniversary present for you but I left it upstairs. I thought I would give it to you at the restaurant"
"Oooh. Is it lingerie?" He winks. I hit him on the arm out of embarrassment
"No! Why would I give that to you at a public restaurant!?" I laugh
"I don't know. Makes things more...risky and fun" He winks again and peppers me with kisses all over my face. "I'm just joking, jagiya!"
"I know you are! But it't a special gift that I want you to have"
"Any gift you give me I'm always happy. But the greatest gift of all is having you as my wife." He says as he caresses my face.
"You're so sweet. You're my gift to." I say, staring at him lovingly.
"I have a gift for you too" He takes out a small bag from underneath the table. I take it and slowly open it. My heart stops at what I saw.
"It's our wedding vows. I put them in a frame"
"This is beautiful and thoughtful. That's what I got for you too!"
"Jagiya. Next year, I want to give you better gift than this. I really do" He stares at me deeply
"No gift is better than what we have now. That's all that matters" I lean in and kiss him in the lips.
I'm snap out of the flashback. The memory started to make my heart hurt even more but I shake it off and thought about Taehyung. The thought of him made me smile a little and I started to feel better. I jump a little when I hear Tae knock on the bathroom door. I look in the mirror, only to see my eyes red from tears.
"Y/N! Gwenchana!? You've been up here for a while"
I clear my throat "Yes, I'm fine. I'll be out. Give me a moment" I quickly put the towel away and open the door to see Tae standing there with a worried look on his face and I jump a little.
"Oh! You scared me" I laugh nervously
"I was worried! The food is getting cold...Are you sure you're alright?" He takes my hand and gently takes me out of the bathroom, examining my face.
"I'm fine, Tae. I had something in my eye and it wouldn't flush out. Lets go downstairs and eat" I make my way downstairs as Tae stands there for a few seconds before following behind me.
I sit on the couch waiting for Tae to come sit next to me. He sits next to me and I turn on the TV to the Korean channel. I start eating my food, focusing "Running Man" as Tae slowly eats his food, glancing at me occasionally. I finished all of my food and sit back on the couch, stretching my arms and legs out. I take a peek at Tae's plate of food that was half eaten. Tae was leaning on the couch with his elbow on his chin staring blankly at the TV.
"You've barley touched your food, Tae! Come on, eat!" I playfully rub him on the arm. He looks up and smiles a little and rest his chin on his elbow again.
"Tae. Are you OK? Is something wrong"
"I'm...fine...just don't want to eat a lot right now"
"Ok. But if you don't eat the rest I'll go after yours" I smirk. He chuckles and gets up from the couch and grabs the left overs from the table, goes to the kitchen. I sit back a little for a few moments and decided to go upstairs to change into my pj's. I tell Tae that I will be right back to change. He smiles and nods his head and I go upstairs.
I go into my room and walk to the dresser and take out my pj's. As I was about to take of my blouse I hear a knock on the door and fix myself.
"Hey. Can I come in?' Tae ask
"Yeah! Come in". He opens the door and closes it behind him. He leans against the door with his head down. I look a him with a worried expression on my face and I approach him.
"There is something wrong" I gently touch his hair. He lifts his head up and turns to face me.
"You're still thinking about him...You're still lying to me" He says lowly
I stuttered before I could speak "It's only flashbacks...memories...Sometimes I can't help them....Love still lingers until it finds a new one" I say lowly. He quickly grabs my whole body and pulls me into a kiss. His kiss was hungry, desperate, and in pain. I could feel the heat of his body radiate of his body. He was fighting for dominance and I gave in. I growing weaker, feeling his hair, the warm of his body made me feel safe and I didn't want to let go. He breaks the kiss, leaving me panting for air as I held on to him tightly.
"Y/N...I love you! I don't want anyone else but you! Hoseok doesn't deserve you! You deserve so much more!" He yells, eyes red and swollen with anger and pain.
"I love you too! I-I-I'm sorry sorry I keep lying to you. It's ju-"
He cuts me off again with another passionate kiss. He lifts me up bridal style and carries me to the bed and places me on the bed and hovers over me.
"I don't believe you, even though in my heart I know you're telling the truth. I don't care if I have to make love to you almost everyday, I still won't believe you until you really mean it. I want to erase those memories you have of Hoseok. Until then, I'm not letting you go" He says in a deep husky voice and kisses me and I'm put into trance.