[ ETHAN'S POV]
"prove it then." She says, and I hesitate.
Her lips were only a few feet away, and without thinking I press mine into hers, tasting her strawberry mango chapstick.
Kayla had always had eyes on my brother, but she never knew how I felt about her.
It felt like hours that we stayed connected but it was only a few seconds, but I felt something.
I hope she did too.
She looks at me, and I only say one thing before leaving her to think.
"You're perfect Kay, please don't hurt yourself." I say and turn around, leaving.
Was this a mistake? I don't know.
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[ KAYLA'S POV ]
I replayed everything my head over and over not knowing what to do.
He was never more than a big brother to me and now that we've kissed everything changed.
I layed in bed, trying to watch Netflix, but the thought of what happened was still racing through my mind.
I was zoned out, thinking of outcomes until a message popped up on my phone, snapping me out of my trance.
1 New Message: emma chambie🤩
I quickly unlock my phone to read what she had sent me, and when I saw it, I panicked.
emma chambie🤩: hey love, good news! I'm coming home earlier than expected, I missed you sm! Can't wait to see u.:))
How the hell was I supposed to tell her that I kissed her crush? I needed to tell Ethan tonight that things weren't going to work.
it's gonna fucking hurt, but it's the price you have to pay for the ones you love.
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[ GRAYSON'S POV ]
It's been 2 weeks since me and Kayla hooked up, and I have to admit, I miss her.
I admitted that I loved her, and I told her how I felt. I poured out my entire heart and I'm being a douchebag to her.
I hate myself, she deserves so much better. When Ethan found out, he was pissed.
He thinks I'm gonna use her and treat her like a piece of trash, and I won't. Even though it's too late, because I already did. I fucked up and I can't fix it without seeming vulnerable to the whole school.
My reputation meant a lot to me, but losing people I loved hurts. That's why I laid off of her and stayed distant.
I have to make her hate me, no matter what. I knew that Ethan liked her, and I shouldn't have pounced on her.
We weren't on speaking terms until a while ago when he told me what happened.
everything.
I'm the reason Kayla is hurting herself.
I'm the reason she's broken.
It's me, it's my fault that she isn't trying and doesn't care about her life anymore.
What did I do?
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[ KAYLA'S POV ]
I knock on the door a few times but I still get no response.
I've been standing here for 15 minutes, and I know someone is here because Gray's Porsche is outside.
Ethan doesn't have his own car yet, but he's been saving up for a matte black Range Rover.
I start smiling when I think about the day when me and Ethan sat and played Call of Duty on his PlayStation while we talked about our lives and what we wanted to be.
Finally, someone opens the door, and when I see who it is, my heart drops.
I felt like a piece of my heart was ripped off and thrown away.
Grayson opened the door, and all I could do was stand there and take in his appearance.
His eyes were red and puffy, with bags, as if he were crying, and they weren't the normal chocolate hazel they normally are. They were dark, and full of sadness. He was in a dark hoodie and sweatpants, plus he was slouched as if he was tired.
When he saw it was me, he didn't hesitate to pull me into a hug.
He held on to me with a firm grip, and I held onto him as well, until I realized what I was here for.
I pulled away and stepped inside, and saw that he had tears.
"Stay down here, I need to talk to e, but I need to talk to you too." I say, and rush up the stairs, leaving him alone.
I knock on Ethan's door, and wait for a few seconds, before he opens it. He was only wearing gray joggers, revealing his toned abs.
They weren't as nice as Grayson's, but they were still hot.
"C-can I come in?" I ask, my voice coming out more faint that I wanted it too.
What I was about to say could either ruin our friendship or make it stronger.
"Of course, sit down." He says, signaling for me to take a seat on his bed.
"So about yesterday, I -" I cut him off before he could say anything else.
"yes. yesterday. I came to talk to you because you need to know something, e. I can't be with you, I can't see you any other way besides my bestfriend. I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel something, though. I really do love you Ethan, I just don't think it's a good option to be more than what we are." I say, and he just stays quiet, and looks into my eyes.
"I will always love you too, Kay. But there's one thing I've always wanted to feel with you, and before it happens, tell me what you need me to know." He says and I sit there, confused and unsteady.
"My friend Emma, you know her, right? Well, she's had a crush on you since we were little. I could never do something like this to her." I say, and he tilts his head, then chuckles.
"I know. I have always had feelings for her too, but I didn't know she felt the same." He says.
oh my GOD.
"Well shit this went better than planned." I say, laughing.
"It hasn't even gotten good yet!" He said and smirked.
He stands up and picks me up off the bed, and wraps me around his waist. He pushes me against the door, causing it to shut.
I press my lips against his, and lock the door. He takes me to the bed, and throws me down.
This isn't right, but something in me didn't want to stop.
He takes off all his clothes, and is completely naked, and he starts to mentally strip me down.
He gets on tops of me, and pulls off my shirt, then my pants, leaving me in the lace lingerie I had worn today.
He pulls the material of my panties to the side and plays with each fold, until I feel him hit my core.
My strangled moans surrounded the room, until he stopped.
Why do boys always have to do that?
"Are you ready? Can I make you feel good?" He asks.
I nod and before I know it, his manhood is deep inside me, causing pain but eventually turning into pleasure.
His thrusts become faster, causing me to moan even louder, I didn't even care who heard at this point.
He hit my special spot multiple times before I hit my climax, but he was still going, trying to reach his.
I flip us over so that I'm on top, and I pleasures myself, causing me to reach my high again, and him pulling out so that he could reach his.
"I love you kay." He says.
"love you too." I say.
All I could think about was the fact that I slept with the Dolan Twins, until it hit me.
Grayson.
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[ GRAYSON'S POV ]
I sat on the couch waiting for her, until I heard the one thing that I really didn't need.
Her moans filled the whole house, and they became louder and more frequent.
I felt a tear roll down, as I realized what I had done.
I broke her heart and she fell in love with my brother.
That should be me.
it should've always been me.
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New chapter, how are ya feeling?
I hate this chapter lol but i guess it'll heat things up for a bit, plus it's hella long, you're welcome:)