Hi so Zach and I have been dating for at least 5 months now and his friend that supposedly was a girl came to visit. I never met that girl. Right now I'm hanging with Daniel, Jonah, Jack and Corbyn watching the emoji movie.
Jo-What are you thinking about y/n?
Jonah Says out of the blue
Y-Nothing
Jo-We both know your lying
Y-What?
D-Jonah Quit it
C-Jo we all know you had a bad day but that doesn't mean you can give crap to y/n
J-Yeah she might actually think it's real and believe you even though it's not.
Y-What?
Jo-She doesn't even understand.
Then Daniel paused the movie.
Jo-Zach is basically replacing you with that girl.
What's her name...Oh yeah Kate
Y-What no I don't believe you
Jo-No it's not that you don't believe me it's that you don't want to believe me
C-Jonah Shut It
Jo-Fine text Zach and see if he wants to hang out this weekend.
Y-Okay...
Then the boys crowded around me and watch me text Zach
Y/n
Hey Zach just wondering if you would like to hang out this weekend 💞💞
Zach
Nah sry, hangin w/ Kate
Jo-Told yah...
D-No it's not true
Y-.....
Then Zach came home with Kate and saw the boys hanging around me
C/J-ITS NOT TRUE Y/N !!!!
Z-What's not true?
Then everyone's attention went on Zach. Jonah's face tensed up while mine softened, I run upstairs to my room and shut the door behind me. I lay on my bed with my hands on my stomach, staring at the ceiling re-thinking about what Jonah said. Maybe it was true. Maybe he is replacing me. What do I do if he is? Then I hear a nock on my door snapping me out of my thoughts. Zach. I turn my attention back towards the ceiling
Z-Hey babe
Y-....
Z-What's up?
Y-.....
Z-Are you okay?
He enters my room and shuts the door behind him. He sits down on my bed next to me as I turn on my side not facing him.
Z-Babe? Y/n? Honey?
Y-.....
Z-Are you okay?
Y-I'm tired Zach
I say not wanting to engage into the conversation.
Z-Ok
Zach says laying down with his hands on his stomach twiddling his thumbs staring up at the ceiling.
Z-Why are you so moody?
Then Kate comes in.
K-Don't mean no bother but Jonah says I can sleep over do you have anywhere I can sleep?
Y-Sleep in my bed with Zach.
K-Really?
Y-Yeah
I say getting up going to the couch as she goes to my spot on the bed. Straight as she lays down Zach hugs her. Jonah's right. I walk down the stairs and go to the living room. I lay on the couch and just stare at the ceiling.
Hours later
I'm still staring at the ceiling I can see the sun come up. I check the time 7:30 am. Wow I stayed up late. I just feel empty inside like I want to scream and cry but there's nothing inside of me. I'm empty. I laid there on the couch not moving a muscle. Then I heard some creeks coming from upstairs.
Are the boys up?
I go upstairs and see Daniel and Corbyn talking it looks like they had another slumber party. I look through Jonah's door and see him sleeping. I look at Zach and see him and Kate full on cuddling. I look at Jack and he is just sleeping as well. I head back downstairs. I fold the blanket that I was using and put it on the couch as I put the pillow on top of it. I go to the kitchen to get some water as I turn around I see Corbyn and Daniel walking down the stairs.
D-We are going to Chipotle do you want anything?
Y-No
C-What?!
Y-I'm not hungry
D-Since when?
C-What?!
They both said at the same time
Y-Yeah I'm just not too hungry
D-You are always hungry though!
C-Yeah. What he said!
Y-Just not now boys, ok
D/C-Alright
They both walk out of the house as I take another sip of my water and go to my bathroom. I take the toothbrush and rinsed water over it lightly then I put toothpaste on it and brushed my teeth. I always go from back to middle to back again. I always do it bottom row first then top row first. Kinda weird. After I'm done I spit all the foamy stuff out or whatever and rinsed my mouth. I then take the brush and brush my hair. I brush until all the knots are out then I rinsed my hands with water and placed it in my hair making it all the static come out. I go to My closet and got my oversized hoodie and my leggings. I go into the bathroom and take my shirt and pans off and replace them with my leggings and oversized hoodie. Then I take my clothes and shove them into my laundry basket, I then go back to the bathroom and hear the doorknob jiggle
D-Anyone here?
Y-I'm in the bathroom
I say cleaning up a bit
D-Ok im coming in
Y-Alright
I say as I finish cleaning up. I exit the bathroom to Daniel eating chipotle on my bed and on his phone. Then he takes something out of his pocket. Another fork. Is it weird that he's in my room? Nah.
Y-Daniel I'm not hungry.
He take the fork out of the plastic wrap.
Y-Daniel ?
Then he picks up some food with it.
Y-Daniel?
Then he just puts the food in my mouth as I chuckle a bit and smile. He hands me the fork as I take it. I finish the food that was in my mouth and kiss his cheek. We both go on our phones while eating Daniels food and after a while of me and Daniel eating his food, we both finish it.
Y-Thanks Daniel
D-I have to make sure you eat, stoopid.
Y-I can take care of myself you know
D-That's not what you said when you were shoving my food into your mouth.
Y-Hey! That was your choice to get me a fork, not mine!
D-It was you choice to eat it
Y-It was your choice to shove it in my mouth
D-It was your choice to continue eating it
Y-It was your choice to....
D-exactly
Daniel says laughing at the end
Y-Whatever, loser
I say pouting jokingly.
D-Legs go downstairs.
Y-ighttttt
Then Daniel and I get up and he takes the empty bowl with two forks in it.
D-Oh you have food on the corner of your mouth
Y-Oh I do?
D-Yeah here
He says wiping it away
Y-Thank you
D-You are so welcome
Then we both laugh and head downstairs. We see all the boys and Kate downstairs. Kate and Zach were sitting on the couch together talking. The rest of the boys were chasing each other for some odd reason most likely for a dumb reason. I just let them be them. Daniel and I walk down the stairs and I caught Zach's attention
Z-Y/n were you sleeping with Daniel?!
Y-No I was just hanging with him
Z-Where did you sleep
Y-On the couch
Z-Really?! This- I- oh? Um cool...right? That's cool?
He says turning his attention back to Kate
D-I know I said it's not true but maybe I'm thinking it is
Y-*sigh* yeah
I say as we both walk into the kitchen. I grab my water from earlier and drink it. I walk outside to the backyard and sit in one of the chairs next to the pool I just enjoy the warm weather. Then I felt them pushing my into the pool from behind the chair.
I couldn't see anything I just grabbed someone and through them into the pool with me, good thing my phone is waterproof. I go back to the surface and see I who went into the pool with me. Zach. Then Zach snapped. He was yelling and yelling and I was just there trying to stay a float in the water. I didn't say a thing instead I just listened. I look around and no Kate, she must've gone home that's probably why he is moody right now. From the corner of my eye I see the boys just standing there in shock. I was just zoning out not listening to a word but at the same time I know what he is saying and I'm listening. Then I heard the last thing
Z-YOU ARE THE WORST GIRLFRIEND EVER!!!
I just nod and get out of the pool soaking wet. I take of my hoodie and squeeze all the water out of it. Then I go inside and into my bathroom, I lock the door and sit down. Soaked. Crying. Silently. Nothing coming out of my mouth only tears streaming down my face. After a while I decide to wash my face and change. I get out of the bathroom and get some of my clothes. I put on another bra and underwear alone with a lose white t-shirt with black sleeping shorts. I did my hair into a messy bun and put my wet clothes in the wash. I got to Zach and I's room, to see him pacing back and forth.
Z-What do you want?
Y-why the fuck are you so moody?
Z-Whatever, Where's Kate?
Y-No. no you don't get to ignore my question like that. What is going on with you?
Z-What do you mean?
Y- I mean, what's going on with us? I mean, why are acting like such a dick?
I ask as Zach stops pacing
Z-What do you mean?
He ask still thinking about Kate
Y- She's been here for like two weeks! Every single day you have canceled a plans with me. Then she sleeps in OUR bed with YOU cuddled up next to her
Z-And? So?
Y-You don't miss hanging out with me
Z-No, why do you even care?
Y-BECAUSE YOURE MY BOYFRIEND ZACH. BECAUSE IM FEELING REPLACED. because I need to know..... do you love her? Sorry, let me rephrase that. Do you love me?
Z-You are so fucking needy and clingy
Y-I-
Zach started to raise his voice
Z-Your a fucking clingy ass bitch
Y-Oh so I'm a clingy ass bitch now
I said raising my voice
Z-YES! YES YOU ARE
Y-oh-
Z- CANT I JUST HANG OUT WITH A FRIEND WITHOUT YOU GETTING SO PARANOID?!
Y-THATS THE THING, ZACH. Is she just a friend?
I say lowering my voice and my face softened up.
Y-But I'm guessing if I'm a clingy ass bitch you don't want me as your girlfriend anymore so bye Zach.
I say leaving as he just realized what happened and his face softened up. I go to the living room to see all the boys looking at me.
Y-It's over...
J-What?
Y-us
I say pointing up the stairs directing to Zach and i's room. Everyone was silent and just sitting there shocked. Jonah tried to say something but nothing came out of his mouth and Corbyn is just there trying to realize what's happening
J-Is everything ok
Jack ask as I try not to let my tears escape.
Y-No
I whisper while going to my special room. It was really nice it's just we don't know what to do in that room so we don't use it. I sit on the bay window and
just look outside. A pillow was supporting my back so I don't get hurt. I look out the window to a perfect family having fun outside. I sigh and get up. I look up to Zach.
Y-Zach?
I ask still trying to adjust my vision.
Z-Yep
Y-If your asking, no I don't know where the fuck Kate is
Z-...I didn't come to ask about Kate she texted me saying she's at her house
Y-Oh my god
I say sighing knowing I'm not going to get out of this conversation
Y-Then what? What the fuck do you want?
Z-I just want to say I'm sorry
Y-ok. You said it.
Z-....
Then he sits down next to me.
Z-I was mad because Kate told me she was going to take me to an amazing bowling place she found and when you grabbed me into the pool I was really mad because I was supposed to go in a few minutes and I'm asking about her because I wanted to go bowling and it turns out she went to go change. So are you mad?
Y-Why would I be
Z-Because I'm hanging out with her
Y-You have been doing it for the past 2 weeks
He was silent
Y-I mean like we aren't dating anymore so I don't care who you go out with.
Z-Oh ok, goodbye
Y-Bye
He gets up and walks out. Is that it? Just that? That easy? Just a goodbye? I let tears escape my eyes. Then someone else comes in
D-Hi, it's Daniel
D-are you alright?
I just look at him as he runs up to me and hugs me. Then Corbyn comes in
C-Oh y/n
He just stands there as Daniel and I stop hugging Corbyn comes to hug me.
Y-I need to go
I say getting out of his grip
D-Where
Y-The park
C-Can I come?
Y-No
C-Please
Y-*sigh*ok
D-Have fun
Y-Dani...
D-Yes
Y-Do you wanna come
D-Yes
I sigh and motion him to come. All three of us walk out and walk to the park since it's not far from our house. Then I stop in my tracks when I see Zach kissing Kate. I take a deep breath and just continue walking. I walk over to the playground and sit on a swing as I watch Daniel and Corbyn playing on the playground.
Flashback
Y-Omg I am so sorry
I say as I run into somebody and fall down
Z-Oh no it's fine. I'm Zach by the way
He says holding out his hand for me to take as I gladly take it
Y-y/n
I say as I smile a bit
Z-Here's my number call me sometime
Y-Um
Z-I'm not a kidnapper or a rapist I promise
Y-Uh
Z-*sighs* Ice cream?
Y-Rather play on the playground
Z-Then let us play
End of flash back
I sigh as I watch them play happily.
D-Y/N COME PLAY WITH US ITS SO FUN!!!!
Daniel Screams from one of the play sets
(Nobody's on it except Corbyn and Daniel)
C-PLEASE
Y- YOU GUYS ARE SUCH DORKS
I say getting up and heading towards them. Then Daniel comes near me
D-Tag your it
Daniel says touching my shoulder then him and Corbyn run
Y-Oh you little fucker
I say chasing Daniel first. I run all around the play ground chasing them both, falling down, laughing and just having an amazing time with those two, forgetting about Zach. Then Daniel stop because he was tired. I run up to him and tag him from behind.
Y-Your it hoe
I say as I run and hear him run from behind me. I pick up my speed leaving him in the dust. Then after us having an amazing time the sun started to go down.
Y-Guys pause the game.
I say as the boys stop what there were doing.
Y-It's getting late we should go get ice cream and head back home.
C/D-YAY ICE CREAM
They both say at the same time.
Y-God dammit I love you two dorks.
I say as they both run up to me and we start walking to a ice cream shop
We walk in and sit down. We all order
Y-Plain vanilla please
D-Strawberry please
C-Oreo please
Then she walked away with our orders. After a while of us waiting she brought our ice creams to us. We walked over to the cash register and there was a lady their
Lady-That would be $10.15
I had her a 20 dollar bill as she counts and gives me my change back
Lady-Thank you come again
We walk out and eat our ice cream
D/C-Thanks for the ice cream y/n
They both said in union
Y-no problem, thanks for the amazing day
I say. We all lock arms and eat our ice creams, then we reached home.
J-Hey you didn't get me any
Y-You weren't home to go with us
Jo-What took you guys so long?
Y-We went to the playground
Jo-Makes sense
Y-yup
I finished my ice cream and so did the boys.
Y-I'm tired im gonna go to sleep
D-K night
C-Night thanks for the amazing day
Jo-Night
J-Night y/n
I go upstairs to Zach and Kate snuggling. My smile swept off my face. I head back downstairs.
J-You okay?
Y-Yeah I'm not that tired so I'm going to hang for a while
Jo-Oh ok I'm go upstairs because I am actually tired for once so see yah tomorrow
Y-Night Jo
C-Goodnight
D-Night
J-Nighty night
Jo-Night
After an hour
J-I'm tired so I'm gonna go sleep, goodnight loves
Y-Night Jack
D-Night
C-Good night
After a couple of hours
D-*yawns*
C-*yawns
Y-You guys tired?
D-A bit
C-Maybe
Y-It's fine if you guys go to bed I don't mind
D-Are you sure
Y-Yeah no go to bed
C-Ok thanks
Y-you don't need my permission to go to bed
D-Yeah we know
C-Yeah haha
Then they head upstairs as I put the blanket on me and turn off the tv.
...
I turn off the alarm on my phone and check the time 6:30 am. Ugh. I get up and go to see if Zach is sleeping in his room and he is, he's peacefully asleep. With Kate.
I sigh and go to my bathroom and brush my hair and teeth. I sneak some in clothes without making a noise and go back to my bathroom only to bump into my best friend. Daniel.
D-Oh hey morning
He said in a raspy morning voice
Y-Oh sorry
D-Nah you're good
Y-Yeah sorry. I just-
I say chuckling
Y/D-I'm gonna go and change in the bathroom
We both say Union
Y/D-You go first
We said again
Y/D-No you go first
We did it again. Then we both laughed but not in Union
Y-How about you change in the bathroom and I'll wait out here. Even though it is MY bathroom
D-yeah okay.
Then he goes to my bathroom. Yes I like to call it my bathroom because no one else uses it. Plus it has all my things in it.
After a while he comes out in
Y-ouiiiiiii where are you going that is so fancy
D-Somewhere
Y-Where? On a date?
D-.....Where are you going
Y-You ignored my question, are you going on a date?
D-maybe
Y-SINCE WHEN!!!!
D-You have to keep this on the low, ok
Y-Ok I promise
D-Alright now answer my question, where are you going
Y-Out
D-With, When, Where
Y-Daniel
D-Are you going on a date
Y-No. I just got out of a relation dumbo
D- oh get over him! He's like.... no it.
We both laugh pretty hard at what Daniel just said
Y-I'm going to the club at 8:30 with Christina
D-Oh no honey, you ain't gonna go clubbing
Y-Why not
D-Cause there's alcohol
Y-So?
D-Promise you won't drink
Y-But....I promised other people I'd drink
D-Y/N !
Y-Fine I promise I won't get blackout drunk....
D-Okay if your going somewhere like a club you are not gonna wear that, let me guess your first time going to a club
Y-Maybe
D-Oh honey we need to go shopping, now
Then Daniel took me shopping, after a while he gasps and brings me a dress
Y-It's too showy, no
D-ugh fine
Then we look some more and then he gasps again and brings me another dressing
Y-That's good it's just there's going to be a lot of people in there so it's going to be hot and I can't wear log sleeves
D-omg fine
Then we shop again for a while and he gasps again and brings me another dress
Y-DANIEL THIS IS PERFECT now for the shoes
D-Lets pay for these and go to the shoe store
Y-Alright
We pay and I check the time 7:00
Y-Daniel we need to hurry
D-Alright.
We walk around and we finally found a shoe store. We walk in and there were so many different typed of shoes, Daniel and I go to the heels
D-No words these are perfect
Y-They are
D-Lets pay
We paid and then we headed home. I quickly changed into my outfit and put some nice smelling perfume on
D-Lets do your makeup and hair
Y-You can do makeup and hair?!?
D-A bit but don't underestimate my talent
Y-Daniel James Seavey, how...what....can you be my personal stylist from not on
D-Already am hoe
He says as I check the time 7:57
Y-Decent.
D-Alright, you are ready to go clubbing. Just don't do anything bad
Y-Like?
D-Drinking, losing your virginity-
Then I cut him off
Y-I already lost my virginity
D-WHAT!!
Y-To you, remember
Daniel and I used to date..... LETS NOT GO THERE
D-Oh yeah, that one night, good times
Y-gOoD tImEs
I say making fun of him
D-Oh shut it.
Then I hear someone ring the doorbell.
Y-Coming
Then I open the door to Zach and Kate.
K-Damn did you do your makeup?
Y-No Dani did it for me
Then she looks over at Daniel
K-Hey you are good at that can you do that for me sometime?
D-No sorry I only do that to y/n
K-Oh ok
I gave her a fake smile as she returns it with a real one
Z-Why are you so dressed up y/n
Zach says sipping his water
Y-I'm going clubbing
Then he spits out his water
Z-WHAT!!!!!!
Y-Yeah
Then I turn around to get something then Zach spits out more water
Z-YOU ARE WEARING THAT!!!!!!
I turn around
Y-yeah....
Z-You are showing way too much
Y-No I'm not
Z-Who picked this outfit for you
D-Me
Z-DANIEL
D-What?!
Z-She's showing way to much
D-No she's not, your lucky she turned down the first one I picked out
Z-What did it look like
Then Daniel showed him a picture of it since he took a picture of it
Then Zach spits out more water
Y-Okay Stop Drinking This Water
I say as I take the water awake from him as Kate laughs.
Z-Daniel you picked that out for her!!!!
D-Yeah she said it was too showy so
Z-Omg
Z-It Is
D-Whatever
Then someone nocks on the door as Daniel headed upstairs
Y-That must be my friends
Z-Ok at least you have friends to go with
Y-Yup
Z-Don't loose your virginity-
Y-I already did
Z-WHAT!!!
Y-To Daniel, remember that one time, why does everybody forget about that
I could feel him smiling. Then I open the door and see 2 of my friends
Y/f -Your friend y/o/f-your other friend
Y/f-Ready?
Y-yup, bye guys
I say closing the door behind me
Y/f makeup/dress/hair
Y/o/f makeup/hair/dress
(Hair, dress, makeup)
Y-lets go.
Y/f-Your first time clubbing?
Y-Yeah
Y/o/f-I heard you say "I felt great pleasure Daniel" just going to ask about that
Y-Oh that it was a joke
Y/f-Did you feel great pleasure though?
Y-Yes it was good
Y/o/f-You mean great?
Y-Oh whatever.
....
I came home to the boys just chilling so I decide to play a trick on them
Y-hElLo bOyS
I said "not"being able to walk straight, then Daniel come and "helps" me get steady and balanced
D-You drank didn't you?
Y-Shhhhhh too loud
I say putting my finger to his lips while licking my lips and looking at his lips.
C-It's clear she did
Y-WoAh
Jo-What?
Y-iS tHaT a uNiCoRn?!?
I say pointing to nothing even though there was nothing there and I knew there was nothing there
J-What type of drugs are you on?
Y-hErRoN
Z-What!
Y-nO wAiT I mEaN hErOiN
Boys-WHAT!!!!!
Y-nO wAiT
Boy-Oh few
Y-I mEaN cOcAiNe
Boys-WHAT!!!!!
Y-wAit? wHaTs cOcAiNe?
Boy-Few
Y-iS iT bUdLiGhT??
C-No
Y-oH I diDnT dO cOcAiNe tHeN
Boys-Few
Y-tHeRe wAs a hUgE pOlE aNd mY fRiEnDs cOnViNcEd mE iNtO dAnCiNg oN iT aNd gUeSs wHaT?
J-What?
Y-I mAdE mOnEy
I wasn't lying about that part.... oh well
D-What?!?
Y-tHeY tOlD mE tO sTrIp iNtO mY uNdErWeAr aNd bRa sO I dId and tHeY wErE so nIcE, tHeY cHeErEd mE oN aNd tHeY pUt tHe mOnEy iN mY pOcKeT fOr mE
C-Omg
Jo-Our y/n has become a stripper we must get a pole
D-JONAH!!!!!
Y-Guys I'm kidding I'm not that drunk
I say as they all take a sigh of relief
Jo-But the stripping
Y-Oh I actually did that
D-THATS IT NO MORE CLUBBING FOR YOU
Y-But-
D-No buts, what else did you do
Y-I danced
D-With?
Y-My friends
D-And?
Y-I sang
D-Ok
Jo-So y/n where's the money?
I take out a wad of cash from my purse that somehow ended up in my reach
J-Damn
D-That's how...what
Jo-Woah
C-Dang girl
Z-What
Y-What?? Oh wait
I say looking back into the purse and grab one more.
D-MORE
Jo-You must be good
Y-Yeah that place asked me to work for them but I denied
C-Why
Y-Corbyn....omg...dude
J-You are obviously good at stripping
Y-It was my first time.
J-Can I have some money, please
I look at the wad of cash and give him a 100 dollar bill.
J-thanks!!!
Y-Yep, I'm tired I'm going to bed
I say going upstairs. I accidentally take a wrong turn and go to Daniels room. I lay down and sleep. Then after a while I hear someone come in
D-Oh hi
Y-Hmmm?
Y-Oh wtf
I say looking around realizing that I was in Daniels room. I get up but get stopped as he speaks
D-Lay down
He says closing the door and locking it. Oh god
Y-Oh ok
I say laying back down as soon as I lay down I feel Daniels pressure on the bed.
Y-How was your date?
I ask because I just remembered about it. Daniel sighs
D-She stood me up.
Y-Oh I'm sorry
I say turning my body to face him as soon as I do so I see his face. I stare at his lips they were so mesmerizing. Maybe it's because I'm tipsy
D-Yeah I got over it though
Y-That's good
I say completely staring at his lips and he noticed.
D- no. You're tipsy and you don't know what you're thinking.
Y-I'm not that drunk Daniel
D- sleep. Think about the same thing in the morning and I guarantee you won't feel the same thing you feel now.
Then some one nocks on the door
D-Hello?
C-Hey unlock the door please
D-Oh shit I locked it. My bad dude
C-Yeah no ur good
Then Daniel gets up to unlock the door and as soon as he does that Corbyn and Jack come barging in with nerd guns and shoot Daniel
C-oh hi y/n...Y/N
J-Y/n?....Y/N?!?!
C-Abort mission, abort mission
Then they both left the room and Daniel locked the door with a worried expression on his face
Y-Should I be concerned
D-Should I be concerned
Y-Maybe
He crawled back into the bed, right next to me as we both stared at the ceiling.
D-I remember when we lost our virginity to each other
Y-I do too.
D-when we first met. We went on dates and boom it happened.
Y-And we broke up
D-and you started dating my best friend.
I chuckled and turned my head towards him as he does the same
Y- then you ended up being my best and most amazing friend
D- same here. But I do miss those days.
Y-hey.... everything happens for a reason, right? If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. Until then....
D-you're always going to be my best friend.
Y-and you will always be mine. Now my head is buzzing and I'm very tired. So I'm going to get some rest and you better sleep off getting stood up
D-you're right. Goodnight y/n
Y-goodnight Daniel....
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Sometimes we just need our best friends
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