I spent the whole rest of the day in bed reading and watching pretty little liars. Surprisingly harry didn’t text me once to see why I wasn’t at school. Maybe he didn’t notice or maybe he didn’t care that I wasn’t there? . thinking about all these things made me feel slightly sick I mean what if harry wasn’t the guy who helped me yesterday maybe he was just another stuck up jock who would do anything to build up his reputation . my mental brooding was interrupted by a notification on my computer
New message from: lonelyfootballdude
I hurried over to my desk and eased down into the chair trying not to cause myself anymore pain. I clicked on the notification and started to read lonelyfootballdudes message .
Lonelyfootballdude: you there?
Vic17: yeah whats up?
Lonelyfootballdude: I promised that I would message you after school didn’t I
Vic17: oh yeah! Good to know that you keep your promises , did your dad end up breaking your door down?
Lonelyfootballdude: no! luckily I opened the door just in time before he completely unhinged it , unfortunately I think he broke his wrist form banging on my door so much . :/
Vic17: oh my gosh! Really?
Lonelyfootballdude: lol no hes not that psycho
Vic17: Oh okay
Lonelyfootballdude: yeah anyway there has to be a reason youre on this website
Vic17: yeah I guess there is
Lonelyfootballdude: so… what is it?
Vic17: I guess im just going through some stuff right now
Lonelyfootballdude: aren’t we all?
Vic17: are you going to give me advise or just make fun of me because if so ill just log off now
Lonelyfootballdude: no NO! I wasn’t making fun of you at all I was just making a statement I mean society is messing so many people up I mean now everyone is going through something like no one is happy.
Vic17: oh…. Okay
Lonelyfootballdude: go one with what you where saying
Vic17: its kinda hard to talk about ,you know?
Lonelyfootballdude: yeah I do , but you are on this website for a reason and im here to listen so…
Vic17: yeah I know…… I just don’t know how to say it
Lonelyfootballdude: okay then, if you were to talk to a professional about your problem what do you think they would call it
Vic17: bulimia
Lonelyfootballdude: now we are getting somewhere!
Vic17: yeah I guess we are
Lonelyfootballdude: now that iv got you talking , why are you bulimic like what makes you do it?
Vic17: mostly myself but I guess my family and people at my school have something to do with it also
Lonelyfootballdude: do you do it because you think your fat or something
Vic17: yeah I guess so I just mostly hate the way my body looks . omg I cant belive im telling you all of this .
Lonelyfootballdude: wait am I the first person you have told ?
Vic17: uhhh…. Yeah
Lonelyfootballdude: wow I feel so honored
All of a sudden I got a text from harry asking me to come over
Vic17: well you should , hey listen thanks for talking to me but I have to go
Lonelyfootballdude: are we gonna talk later or not?
Vic17: yeah if you are up for hearing more about my insane life
Lonelyfootballdude: of course
Vic17: okay well talk to you later
I quickly texted harry back telling him I was coming over but what I saw when I got there was somthign I definitely didn’t expect