Aaliyah POV
We finally stopped !!! 12 hours freaking later!!! Like Wayne need a new driver cuz dis nigga drive slow as fuck. Nick was feeling better and she didn't want to go to the hospital . We got to the hotel and we hella hungry. good thing we staying in Delaware for the week. Were booked in 6 different places plus meet and greet . We got two shows tomorrow
. Two the next day . Two meet and greets and a show the next day. Then our last show is on Thursday but we have five meet and greets Friday. So we leave Saturday. Me and my ride or dies , baby, prod, diggy, rOc, twist nicki, Tyga . I call them that cuz they ain't Flip on me over no nigga. Baby is like my lil sister. We knew eachother longer than I knew twist . I don't how we all came together like dis. Cuz me her and twist was hanging out before we met the rest of these clowns.except Wayne . Dat like my big bro but he had some stuff to take care of so he won't be able to join us .Any ways ne baby and twist go way back . Before we made it. So how all end up to gather after soo many years . I don't know it kinda make you wander don't it. Any ways we were all in twist ,Rocs room. Waiting on these slow ppl to get dressed . The girls and I got dressed before we got here . Everybody was dressed but these two. I was wearing black tights, with green half hoodie pulled down in the back yo show more of my stomach. Green converse. I put my hair in two pony talis that hung over my shoulders. I tied the bouncy curls in black ribbons with bows on them. I was taking pictures with nicki and baby , admiring my self. Baby was wearing something similar to my outfit except she was wearing red. Nicki was wearing hot pink jumpsuit. I mean it is October.
Roc: eww dont make that face Liyah
Diggy: or you baby
Me: Roc you need to shut up and finish getting dressed with yo scrony ass!
Baby: and diggy I know you ain't talking with gigantor head!
Prod: hahaha tell em. You better leave my baby alone
Me: Baeee! Are you almost done?
Twist : yea just give me a minuet
Me: what are you doing
Twist: my hair my swag brushing my teeth hold on ight baby
Me:Date prisa que el bebé joder no hay cuerpo tiene tiempo para esperar !! ( puerto rican - hurry tf up baby ain't no body got time to wait)
Twist: wht?
Nicki: what the he'll did you just say
Prod : and in wht language.
Diggy: I didn't knoe you was from Mexico
Me:cállate o me callo la boca para usted( be quiet or I'll shut your mouth for you)
Roc: did y'all forget her mama is half puerto rican. I mean Liyah do got Spanish in her
Me: gracias hermano ( thanks bro) and diggy you why you tryna play me all of a sudden WTF I do to you
Diggy: aye liyah you know I'm just playin
Tyga: aye twist hurry tf up! Your puerto rican mami in here cussing ppl out !
Twist: I'm done nigga damn
Me: bout time!
Nicki: fr like boo whet was you doing
Roc: aye I'm finish too but I got a question
Diggy : what now nigga
Roc: should I wear my Miami heat hat or my Chicago bulls hat?
Baby: Miami less go!
Twist: aye hold up! Where my pen?
Me: what pen!
Tyga: his hookah pen
Twist: Tyga you got my hookah?
Me: um you mean my hookah pen that you took from me the other day( holding a zebra/rainbow hookah pen)
Twist: hahahah you got my pen
Me: no I got my pen
Twist: babe you can't just carry that in plain sight . And you don't have no pockets so let me see it
Me: it's vapour ! No actual nicotine !( hands it to him) don't smoke my hookah twist . I just refilled it
Roc: oh you got the one that don't need to be charged those are skinnier and look like actual pens
Diggy: and got flavors?
Me: yasss now can we go
Twist: ( puffs the hookah) yup
Me:( snatches it out his hand) gimmie my shit nigga
.....
Walking the streets of downtown Delaware . Me and twist hand in hand. Every body passing round the hookah pen. I'm not gone lie I'm hiigh as he'll right now. Like I swear I'm seeing purple shit. But we been having so much fun . Tbh I think we all high . Cuz Roc keep pointin at shit that ain't there. Nick trippin over her own feet. Baby think prod a horse on his back and shit. And he think he a airplane. Diggy and Tyga are laughing at everything. Me and twist singing every song that come to mind. But we not really singing we playing around. We childish as he'll right now. But idgaf! I'm high ! And I'm ready to have fun!!
Roc: aye bruh y'all see dat shit right?
Me: what now ?
Roc: so-so y'all don't see dis big ass dog running towards us?.... Oh shit( starts running in the other direction until nick grabbed his arm) let me go Nicki he ain't biting my a-
Nick: aint no damn dog boy walk yo ass on.
Me: ayyeee it aint nun to cut dat bitch off
Twist: tryna hold sum . Hold my nuts can you do dat
Diggy: ahahahaha yo ass had the wrong part if the song
Baby: unicorns bitch!!!!
Tyga: hahahaha tf!
Twist: baby pass me dah hookah!
Tyga: aye nigga dats my song
Prod: can we all agree dat we is faded as fuck right now!
All: agreed!
Me:( saw a camera flash) oh shit
Twist: papparazzi tryna take pictures
Me: tell the folk get tf out my face!
Nicki: aye shut tf up with dat singing shit!
Roc: Rollercoaster!
Baby: nigga wht!
Roc: ok I'm not crazy! I see a big ass rollercoaster! It's a park
Me: nigga you still seeing shit!
Tyga: aye I see it too!
Roc: me too!
Prod: nigga you the one that pointed it out
Roc: ohhhhhh right!
Diggy: you wanna go?
Me : he'll yeah!
We slowly made our way to the corner where the park was. Well we tryd to but were stopped by alot of fans like fr all the girls were all over the guys. And some really sexy dudes was tryna talk to me nicki and baby . Well mostly me and baby got the young cute guys cuz I mean like nicki 31!she was getting some young dudes tho!
Fangirl1: omg Roc I love you
Fg2: twist You are sooo sexy. You need to drop the bitch on your arm and come see me!
Dude: ain't like she can't get another nigga . Aye ma you sexy fr!
Dude2: nicki you gone be my wife!
Dude3: but baby doll dat body on point. I was born in 95 too. Baby come get with it.
Prod: nah huh nigga dats my girl
Fg3: I'm here for you prodigy !
Tyga: alright! Excuse us! Hahahah
Fg4: Tyga baby why you tryna leave me. I love you . I wanna have yo baby!
Nicki: girl you like 13 yo mama know you talking like dat!
Fg4: I'm 15 fake barbie
Nicki: don't get slapped lil gurl
Me: nicki less go !
Fg1234: can we have your autograph
Me: bitch no ! Get tf out my face!
Tyga: aye you can't talk to our fans like dat
Me: whet ever Michael hurry up Chresanto Christopher , Craig and Daniel!
Twist: baby why you say our real names?
Me: cuz I'm ready to ride that rollercoaster!
Nicki: ahahah Barbz zat zid not sound right !
Me: I mean like fr tho I can ride either one tbh with you
Twist : I've never seen you high before. Or even dare to smoke anything. And now...
Roc: wht can you do bruh? She twenty , she changing ,I bet if u let her live her life shell fuck you better;). Besides it's just hookah can't really hurt no body
Me: awe baby you want to stop?( kisses all over his face) huh?I'l stop for you .ok?
Twist :no baby you don't have to.
Me: good cuz I wasn't going to anyway. Wait a minuet .... Your sobering up?
Twist: Yup.
Me: why ?
Twist: cuz nick still ain't gave me the pen.
Me: you weren't high in the first place were you
Twist: not really.
Me: can you carry me?
Twist: wht , I can't even walk straight how am I supposed to carry you. And I'm sore . I'm sorry baby.
Tyga: nigga you just weak!
Twist: man wht ever .
Tyga: come here Leah.
Twist: aye man don't try no funny shit with my girl. Cuz I will kick yo ass.
Tyga: nigga I was drunk let dat shit go . Man you know I wouldn't do you like dat
I walked over to him and he picked me up . I wrapped my legs around his waist and arms around his neck. He held under my thighs for support. I rested my head in between his chin and his shoulder. He stopped, letting everybody go in front of him. I didn't say any thing . But I know twist was looking cuz my baby be jealous some time. After a few minuets he was high . Finally. He didn't care wht was going we passed the amusement park cuz we were hungry. I noticed that I didnt hear the others voices up close but they sounded like they were a good few feet away.
Me: why are walking so slow
Tyga: cuz I wanna talk to you
Me: about what?
Tyga: Leah I really miss you. I don't know why I ever broke up with you. Or did wht i did that night . I was completely waisted none of that should have happened.
Me: I know and I been forgave you. You gotta forgive your self.
Tyga: I know and I've tried. But I miss you babygirl.
Me: Im with twist tho.
Tyga: but the kiss last night I know you felt something.
Me:......... Yeah but it doesn't matter I shouldn't have don't it any way
Tyga: ok understood. But Leah I know you remember what we had baby.
Me: I'm not your baby
Tyga: ( kisses my neck) I still love you
Me: Tyga no
Tyga: I miss you so much baby( try's to kiss my lips)
Me: stop
Tyga: just let me show you (starts rubbing my thighs going up to my cat)
Me: Tyga! No stop it!
Tyga: baby I can't live with out you. Just tell me you love me.( kisses me And slides his hand up to my cat , rubbing it)
Me: No ! Put me down ! Now! ( jumps down )
I ran to the others . Nothing against Tyga or anything but, That's what Ray told me before he raped me. I was helpless nothing I could do. No one heard me scream, cry , and beg for him to stop . No one heard. I bumped into Roc. He turned and saw me crying. He grabbed me into his arms.
Roc: Leah , what happened?
Me: the flash backs roc! I can't , I can't !
Twist: baby what are you talking about ( reaches out to touch me)
Me: no no no! Please don't touch me.( clutches on to Roc) don't touch me!
Twist:Leah are you ok?
Me: he's gone ,( crying trying to convience her self) he's gone , he's gone, please be gone.
Roc: Leah whos gone?
Me: Ray!!!! Is he gone .
Nicki: he was never here.
Diggy: shut up!
Twist: he's not here Leah.
Me: he's gone ?
Twist: yes.
Me:( looks up at Roc) just hold me please? Please , please just hold me
Roc: Leah your shaking what happened. What made you have these flash backs
Me: n-nothing
Tyga: Hey Leah are you ok?
Twist: what did you do to her bruh?
Tyga: Uh.......
Me: Nothing! He didn't do anything. I just wanna go home . To Orlando where I know I'm safe! I just can't do this any more! I'm leaving tour!
Roc: No don't talk like that! It's ok ! I'm here for you.
Me: you can't be there for me forever Roc!
Roc: but I will be
Me: thanks
I hate it ! I just can't take this any more. All these emotions flying around me. People liking me more then they suppose to . Me being scared. Twist feeling some type of way. And I know Roc likes me more as a girlfriend and not a lil sister. I just wanna go home! Christmas in two months . And I just wanna die. I'm not suppose to feel like this. These tears weren't even about the flash back . My life sucks !
A few hours later
Twist POV
We eventually made it back to the hotel. I've been worried about
Leah . Is she alright? How would I know she doesn't even trust me enough to touch her ! It just bothers me so much! She is so worried about Ray, Tyga and what they doing. She forgot about me. I told her we needed to talk. I can't be the only one in this relation ship. She followed me to my hotel room where Roc was laying on the bed listening to his music. I know he likes her but he's faithful . He won't do star like dat.
Me: Yo Roc !
No answer . He can't hear me good. She sat on my bed .I have to do this. I don't want to but I have to. I sat beside her and grabbed her hand. Fuck I can't. I love this girl. But I have to
Me: Aaliyah you know I love you right?
Leah: Don't finish..( eyes water ) its ok I know where your going with this.
Me: Don't think I'm just doing this out of spite . But I just feel that your paying so much attention to Ray and Tyga you just forgot about me. We just need a break. I don't hate you I love you with all my heart . But it's soo much going on right now. I'm sorry .
Leah:(tear falls) dont be.... Goodnight.
She got up and headed to the door . She looked over at Roc . He smiled at her she tried to smile back but instead she frowned and more tears fell. She walked out the room with her head down . She didn't even look back at me . She was so hurt. What on earth did I just do? Roc's head spun my way. He shook his head in disbelief .
Roc: bruh what tf did you just do? She didn't even look back at you. And she a Leo bruh. You fucked
Me: what does her zodiac sign have to do with any of this ?
Roc: ima a Leo nigga! You know how many times I walked away from a relationship with out looking back. I don't even remember those girls names.
Me: and she didn't look back at me. So?
Roc: you might not get her back this time . I'm just saying
Me: Fuck!... You like Leah.... Don't you?
Roc: Isnt it obvious?
Me: I mean no , not until today when you was Holding her like she was dead.
Roc: oh yeah my bad by the way . She flew just flew into my arms and I embraced the moment .
Me: but other than that you hid it pretty well. I give you props cuz I know Leah is one he'll of a temptation
Roc: a temptation that you just broke up with. She prolly crying her eyes out right now . She might never wanna talk to you again
Me: Ik dude what was I thinking
Roc: well it's too late now I'll try and talk to her in the morning for you
Me: yeah so you can make her feel better? No thank you.
Roc: fr man ? Dats how you feel. You know I ain't like dat
Me: so you wouldnt "talk" to her to make her "feel better" ? I mean come on bro she is beyond worth it
Roc: but loosing my bro ain't . She yo girl
Me: shit ! I hurt her didn't I?
Roc: nigga she was hurt yesterday when you was paying so much attention nicki. Ion think that baby yours or waynes btw
Me: why not?
Roc: Nothing against her or anything. But come on let's be real . You and I both know Nicki get around. I'm just saying. Its a 25% chance that the baby is yours
Me: dats true. But I'm getting of topic. You think she take me back? I really didn't mean it that way.
Roc: man y'all been through alot. She was there for you when you first made it. Y'all basically knew eachother half yall life.
Me: FUUUUCCCCKKKK!!!
I punched the hotel wall leaving a hole. This is fucking stupid. I hate makeing her feel like this . Hurting. I bet she she hates me . Now. I shoulda got her pregnant so she wouldn't have to stress over nicki. I picked up my phone and tried to call her no answer . I laid back and tried to figure out how to fix. I was in deep shit.
Aaliyah POV
WTF!!!!! Why was all I could ask my self. My eyes were making a freaking river. What did I do? Nothing!!! Fix it. Get your self together Aaliyah. He is not worth it..... Ugh yes he is. I seriously need a razor now!.... No you can't do that to your self. He us not worth it. It's other fish in the see. Like tht guy Tyga he's looking pretty good now that he got his self together!.......No he's my ex for a reason dumbo!!.... And now so is Christofart! Haha dat was funny. .... Bruh my inner self is not a comedian. ..... Says you! ..... Wait a minuet why the he'll am I talking to my self. This is ridiculous .I bet five thousand that my eyes are puffy as shit. Baby is up trying to soothe me but it's just not workIng.
Baby : you need to pull your self together. We got shows tommorow you can't perform with a broken heart.
Me: but-
Baby: no buts. Get your self together. Trust me Ik twist and he'll be crawling back to you in no time . But you know what they say the best way to get over some one is to get under some one new. Itll prolly take you a while but it'll happen.
Me: I'm leaving tomorrow !!!
Baby: oh yeah. Ok I got something for you.
She took out her phone and dialed someones number. She smiled at the screen .Tf? Oh face time
Baby: hey A'Kel* ah- k- el*! You remember me?
???: Of course I do we were bestfriends all the way up to highschool. You still cool with Uh.. Aaliyah or y'all don't talk.
Baby: you remember her?
???: Uh yeah I only had like the biggest crush on her in fifth grade!
Baby: right well actually that's why I facetimed you. I ..... Need a favor
???: whaz up bre?( an: he know them by they real names)
Baby: poor Lealea is hurt(an: that's what they called her when they was younger)and she needs some cheering up to do. Think you can take it?
Me: what are you doing! Are you crazy. I don't even member him like that.
Baby: Kel. Ya kno the light skinned , scrony, big headed bucked tooth , glasses wearin brace faced green eyed boy we hung out with before we met twist in 8th grade...... He looks no where like that now. Still the green eyes but ....
Me: I still don't know who talking bout
Kel?: damn. LeaLea* Lee -Lee* you get big and forget about the boy huh?
Me: LeaLea? Omg I haven't heard that since I was 12! Let me see!
Baby: I just said it
Me: shut up
I grabbed the phone. To a mouth watering sight. Light skin. 6'4. Chiseled abs. Buff arms. Tatted . Green eye. High cheek bone. Perfect teeth . Tight jaw line. I licked my lips and he chuckled. His freckles faded and his dimples got deeper. I couldn't even talk I swear I was zoned all the way out.
Baby; hellloooooo ! Earth to her yellowness. On my phone.
Me: ....... Uh here!?....... Have the years been good to you or what ?
Kel: well have they?
Me: yes sir( raises hand in salute form )
Kel: god your beautiful ....
Me: are you kidding me I'm a total train wreck. My hair is a mess , my eyes are puffy and my voice is cracky . Beautiful ? I'm far from
Kel: your point? You know what your not beautiful . I take that back
Me: thanks .
Kel: your beyond gorges
All I could do was smile and giggle like a dumb blonde on oxycoden .I still don't think I'm as pretty as everyone says. We were now talking for like 20-30inuets. His voice had gotten a lot more manlier . He made me feel a little better but I still couldn't get over the fact that I had absolutely nothing to hurt twist.
Kel: can I have your number sweet?
Me: sweet?
Kel: yes your very sweet. And I would like to make you my sweet some day.
Me: well...
Baby: omg! Would you just give him the damn number. I haven't posted nothing on instagram since Eariler today .y'all two cakin... Kel you still in Orlando right?
Kel: Nah we in Deytona. 30 minuets away
Baby: oh well you know ya girl flying home tomorrow . Why don't you come get her from the airport?
Kel: yeah of course. What time are you landing sweet?
Baby: omg ! 251-766-3108 . Write it down and do it quick y'all can talk about that stuff later. Leah gimmie my phone!
Me: Did you get the number?
Kel: yeah . Bre why you being such a Party popper? You wanted me to cheer her up?
Baby; you been cheering her up for like an hour now! And Leah you know Prod prolly text me like fifty times and you ignored it didn't you?
Me: uhhhh..
Kel: what the he'll is a Prod ?
Baby:bye Kel( snatched the phone)
Me: call me!
Kel: alri-
Baby:( hangs up. ) a missed call and six new messages!
Me: umm. ... This is so depressing.
Baby: I wonder what Nicki is gonna say about this
Me: who cares . My heart is torn.
I crashed on my bed and coudnt hold the tears anymore . Inlove and destroyed! I will never fall in love in my bestfriend ever again . Ima try my hardest to get over twist. You know ,I'm just not gonna fall in love. Too many heart breaks are involved with Love.I covered my head with my pillow and cried my self to sleep.
End Of Chapter!!!!!!!