Bey POV
"Bey! BEY! BEYONCÉ!" I heard and I quickly snapped my head up. I saw Ashley staring at me.
She looked at me and asked me was I good. "Uhm...yeah I'm fine I just have a headache is all" I lied. And she knew it because she grabbed my hand and took me into the hallway in the dance studio. She folded her arms and looked at me with a raised eyebrow "Talk."
I sighed and told her how the divorce between me and jay is affecting me and most importantly Blue.
(Okay wait some of you might be confused because the author didn't give a description. So right now we are doing the OTR II tour and while we were in Manchester after the show me and some of the dancers and crew went to the club. I came to the hotel room and seen Jay in bed with another woman. One of my closest friends actually. He was with Michelle.
Yes I am talking about Ms. WhenJesusSayYes Michelle. Ms.AintGotNoAss. Ms.DontKnowHowToDropItCauseWhenSheDoItAintHot. And if you don't know who I'm talking about by now here is a picture.
(Y'all I love Michelle with her holy self it just went with the story and I wanted to be messy😂)
Okay I'm done with the pettiness...for now. But yeah me and Kelly walked in and beat her ass. Oh and if y'all don't know Kelly my gorgeous chocolate drop Bestfriend who WON'T go behind my back and fuck my man here is a picture of the gorgeous melanin goddess.
Now isn't she just the most gorgeous piece of chocolate you've ever seeeen. But anyway y'all I'm getting wayyyy off topic. But Shawn had the fucking nerve to leave my child with Ty Ty. Even tho I trust him and that's blue's god father but still really? But anyway back to the story.)
Anyways how it's affecting Blue. She asks where her daddy is and Why daddy isn't with us. I don't know how to tell her this. It's gonna hit her the hardest. I'm honestly so stressed out right now. While I was talking I just broke down crying. These past few weeks have been so hectic trying to pretend like we are happy is tiring. "It's gone be okay Bey. Just a couple more months" she said reassuringly while hugging me.
"Mommy what's wrong? Why are you crying?" I hear a familiar voice say. I couldn't help but to smile. Just hearing her voice makes my day.
"Mommy's Okay Baby" I said. She looked at me like 'you a damn lie'. She gives me a tight hug. Ashley looks at us and mouths "aweee" pretending like she's wiping her tears. So damn extra. "Wait blue didnt I tell you to stay sitting down? And to not eat that sucker?" I say looking at her with an eyebrow raised.
She slaps her hand on her forehead and shakes her head "Mommy you are getting wayyyy off topic. That isn't the point right now. I came to see if you were okay. I felt it in my soul that something was wrong. We just have that special connection Mommy". Mhm special connection my ass she just wanted to be nosy. "Mhm get your behind back in there". She starts walking back while shaking her head "Can't even get a thank you."
Ashley thought that was the funniest thing ever. "Oh that's funny? I bet it ain't gone be funny when you don't dance this next show." Her jaw dropped "Bey...you would never." She says glaring at me. "Mhm wanna try me?" I said raising a eyebrow. "Nope I'm good." She says standing up.
"Hey Bey I think we should have a little girl's day. Like the ones we used to have." I sighed "Ashleyyyyyyyy you know I wasn't planning on taking ANY breaks right now." I said looking at her. "But bey think about it. We don't even have to go anywhere we can be on your tour bus. All the girls planned on going out tomorrow I know you not feeling it and since your mom is gonna have blue you can relax. Have a couple drinks, watch movies whatever you wanna do pleaaasseeeeeeeeeeee" She says with pleading eyes.
I rolled my eyes and sighed "Fine...and you only wanna go on my tour bus to use my bed and tv". She laughs and says "you know me so well". "Well you are My Dance Captain"
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