So I cannot put my head to bed 'til I grab ahold of every thought I have and toss it right away
I cant take another day,If I could only have another "me" to go on then I'd be okay
I'll say that everything's alright, but then when all goes wrong would you take the fall
And take the blame?
Everything we know is all a farce, so when the world is broken will you take the fall
And take the blame?
Day or night, the voice I can't fight
"Don't don't don't try to hide" I can't even control my instability
No amount to erase sanity
This meaning I can't define, sighing into dead air
But to me, can I see, wanna be, out and feeIs it a lie?
Just let me
Sink away, swept away
Into the current night of elusive day
Don't let me surface
Hold my head below and don't reach your hand to help me out, 'til the end
Add the taste of a lie, so sweet
So why do all the results of that recipe come out sour?
It all amounts to everyday I spend
Swaying left and right and trying to hold a smile
I seem to grow more bitter
There's no way I wanted all this
So I am holding on
I wanna be, I wanna be a part of a world that desires what I contribute
What I would say to them, loud and full of courage,
I won't wait, cannot wait, is it late, to be great
Or should I just give up
No I won't fade away, no way
What was and is will never be, so not me
Destroy all that I hate, hold on to my fate
No matter what it always seems to hurt me in the end
The never-ending sadness that I live with
A flavorless insanity I can't evade
I see that it's more than I can chew
But I alone hold on to all the pain I can't erase
So I guess I'll
Dance, dance let the song play
Until my color fades into a pale gray
Won't saturate but
Change into a new hue
Never reawaken, lost in a daze
So then can I
Take away, take away
All of the lies I said, down to the last day
And all that reappears when I look at my own reflection, is not who I thought
That I'd see, it's all that I am