*Jimin POV*
I looked up at Jungkook as I was drinking from him, I've been awake for a full day now and this is my third time drinking. I just can't seem to get enough.
His hand tickled over my thigh to reassure me and he would occasionally wink at me to make me blush. After a few moments I pulled his wrist away from me and smiled at him, wrapping my arms around his neck and straddling his thighs.
"Is your hunger getting better?" He asked with a soft voice, I nodded and kissed his nose "Good, should be better by tomorrow. I forgot to warn you that your hunger will last around 2 days" he chuckled and tickled his fingertips over my naked back
"It would have been nice to know, I don't mind drinking from you though... you taste really good" I could feel myself blushing as I said that but Jungkook had a big smile on his face
"Good, I'm glad I taste good to you. You can drink from me whenever you want to, you don't need to ask"
"And you can drink from me anytime you like" I replied quietly but I was close to his ear so he heard perfectly.
"Don't you think it's time we went to go see Tae and Hoseok? I'm sure they've missed you"
"Yeah, can we? Are they in?" I asked suddenly having no idea if they were
"Try and smell them, I'm sure as a human you noticed they each had their own smell?" He asked and I nodded "okay... try and pick out that smell now, focus on it" He instructed. I took a deep breath in and smelt nothing but Jungkook. I pouted a little and he just chuckled and kissed me softly "try again baby... try and not smell me... I know that sounds hard but it's doable" he kissed me again and let me have another go.
I closed my eyes and took another deep breath in. I tried to ignore Jungkook's captivating smell and focus on everything else around me. In my room I smelt my perfume, Jungkook's perfume, a candle I have on the bed side. I then tried to smell the rest of the house. I focused on the kitchen and could smell food being cooked, apples on the counter, the chocolate bar someone had half ate. I couldn't smell Tae and Hoseok though
"It's okay baby you can do this, I promise. Just a little harder" he reassured me and I nodded and tried a little more
I focused on the living room, I could smell the warm plastic of the tv, the fabric cleaner of the sofas, a candle burning in the centre of the coffee table. I moved around the room a little and that's when it hit me, the smell of my two best friends, cuddled up together on the sofa. My eyes shot open and Jungkook was smirking at me
"I told you that you could do it. Come on" he said whilst standing up and dressing us properly. He then tapped the back of my thighs, begging me to jump into his arms so he could carry me. I did what he wanted and kissed over his face and neck, licking over one of the fresh bite marks I had left on him, catching the last bit of blood that came out. He giggled at me and went down the stairs to take me to my best friends. As soon as we got down I wriggled out of his arms and ran into the living room, jumping onto Tae and Hoseok. They both groaned as I landed on them and wiggled in between them
"Chim! I missed you, how do you feel?" Tae squealed with joy as he kissed over my face
"I feel good, I just feel constantly hungry at the minute" I replied with a blush "I can't stop biting Kook..."
"Ah, that'll pass soon, it only lasted 3 days with Hoseok"
"Yeah you'll be fine soon Chim" Hoseok said whilst cuddling into me more
"3 days?? I can't do this for 3 days! I'll end up killing you" I said in panic at Jungkook who giggled at me and sat on the other sofa. I climbed out of their cuddles and joined Jungkook, resting my head on his shoulder
"You won't kill me, since were soul mates it's against your natural instinct to do that. It'll get to a point when you're drinking from me where you will stop on your own. Don't worry" he smiled and kissed me softly
We all watched a couple of films together, each one of us falling in and out of sleep. I rolled over into Jungkook's chest and caught his eyes. They were his usual chocolate brown colour but I could see flecks of blue flickering in them. I frowned a little and he looked at me worried
"What's up?"
"I can see blue in your eyes. Are you hungry?"
"No, but I can see blue in yours as well" he smiled and kissed my forehead
"But why? I never have before"
"Because you're a vampire now, you can see things better, things are a little more heightened for you"
I smiled and nestled into his neck more, breathing in every inch of him. My mouth started watering a little at the smell and I tried to control myself a little since Tae and Hoseok were with us.
There was a sudden knock at the door and I rolled out of Jungkook's embrace to go answer. He pouted slightly from loosing me in his arms but snuggled back into the blanket we had over us. I went to the door to find Jin and Namjoon with Yoongi, I rolled my eyes at the sight of Yoongi but jumped onto the other two.
"Hey chim, you seem different" Namjoon said with a wink hinting he could tell I'm a vampire now
"Yeah I feel really good lately" I replied and wrapped my legs around Jin's waist.
I looked over at Yoongi and he had his head down and playing with his hands. Jin carried me inside and the others followed. As we got into the living room, Jungkook shot up from the couch from the smell of Yoongi. He growled a little and took me back into his arms from Jin. Luckily Jin understood and ruffled my hair before sitting down next to Tae and Hoseok.
"Hey guys, what are you doing here?" Hoseok asked
"We missed you, it's been ages since we last came round. Seems like we missed quite a bit as well" Jin stated whilst looking at me and Hoseok. We smiled and I buried myself into Jungkook again.
I looked over at the door and saw Yoongi leaning against the wall. He must have felt me looking at him as he looked back at me with guilty eyes. I patted the spare sofa cushion next to me for him to sit on, his eyes widened but came and sat next to me. Jungkook noticed and pulled me closer to him with a low growl. I held his hand and kissed it a couple of times to reassure him that it was okay.
Once Yoongi was sat down he stayed quiet and had his head still down. He looked sad and it hurt my heart to see him like this. I held his hand in my free one which made Jungkook growl even louder. Yoongi looked scared but still kept his head down
~I literally made you my soulmate for life, eternity even. You have no reason to be worried Jungkook. It's you that I love~ I thought to him and he just smiled and kissed my cheek
"Are you okay Yoongi? You seem really upset"
"I just didn't really want to come today but Jin and Namjoon thought it would be good for me to see you"
"Why?" I asked whilst turning to face him a little more. I crossed my legs and felt Jungkook wrap his arm around my waist protectively
"I've not been doing too good lately, I've been drinking most nights, drugs, sleeping with random people... I don't know how to get myself out of it. They think if we get friendly again... that I'll be able to focus on something else, rather than just having no contact with you"
"Yeah sure, I'll do anything to help you get back on the right path. You should have come to me sooner, I didn't know you were doing so bad" I replied and felt and twinge of guilt fly through me
"Don't feel guilty Jimin, it's fine. I hadn't told anyone, just for some reason when Jin saw me one day he was able to know exactly what was going on with me. It was like he read my mind or something" he said with a scoff at the end. I looked at Jin and saw he was trying to hold in a laughter. I squeezed Yoongi's hand once more before cuddling into Jungkook again.
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(Trigger warning: sexual assault and self harm)
Later that night when me and Jungkook went to bed, it seemed like he had something he wanted to ask. Before he could I stripped him down to his boxers and me to just my tshirt and boxers. I pulled him into bed and I straddled his thighs, kissing his lips softly a couple of times
"Tell me what's on your mind" I demanded and he looked at me with wide eyes "I know you want to ask me something, so ask me"
"I just can't stop thinking about the night I changed you... you said that since I would kill anyone who hurt you... I would have a lot of killing to do, who hurt you?" He asked with his voice breaking slightly, I could see tears in his eyes and his lip quiver slightly
"Kookie, don't get upset... it was a long time ago, I don't even see the people anymore"
"Tell me anyway baby, I want to know everything there is to know about your life"
"Okay... but don't get angry or upset or anything okay? I never talk about it so it's a big deal for me this..."
"I promise that once you've told me, all we will do is cuddle and kiss. Only if you want to talk about it we will"
"Okay... well, when I first came out as gay I was still in school and I was dating this guy, nothing was serious but I had a big crush on him for a while. So it went on for a couple of weeks and one of the popular guys found out... I don't know he saw us kissing or something.
Anyway, the day next I saw the guy I was dating and he was being really mean to me, like ignoring me and whispering behind my back. He then started calling me names, and being verbally horrible to me.
This went on for a few days until it got to gym period, I was showering afterwards and he came up to me and started kissing me. Since I didn't think anything of it I kissed him back and it got kinda heated pretty quick. He then left the stall I was in and this other guy walked in, he looked me up and down with this disgusting face on him.
He forced himself onto me. I tried my hardest to push him away but he was strong and I was still really weak and hadn't grown much. I could also hear the guy I had been dating outside the stall and laughing... I didn't got to school again for a few weeks. I couldn't face any of them, the thought of even having to see them, even now, sends shivers down my spine.
I resulted in finding pain in other places. I would cut myself quite a bit, they were never deep ones so I wasn't left with many scars, so I'm quite lucky in that sense I suppose but it made me who I am today.
Although it sounds stupid, I'm glad I went through it... it taught me a lot about myself and the people I surround myself with. Tae was the only one who was there for me the whole time. I then met Hoseok through him a couple of years ago when I first met Yoongi as well. It's kind of why we're so close now, they know what I went through and how I was treated. It's kind of why I found it hard to let go of Yoongi. He knew everything about me. It's why I still care about him a lot, because he was there for me. Yeah he messed up at the end of our relationship but I can't just forget about how he was at the start"
"Baby..."
"No, you said no talking remember"
"I know... I know, I just want to say I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you earlier, I'm glad you had Tae, Hoseok and even Yoongi though" he said whilst brushing his hand over my cheek. I could see he was trying to hold his anger down and he had tears in his eyes again.
"Please don't be upset. I know it's not nice but I'm okay, no one can ever hurt me ever again, I have the big strong Kookie to protect me and love me forever"
"You do baby... I love you so much"
"I love you too" I replied and he smiled and captured my lips between his