Beauty Is An Agonizing Pain

By beautifulxcreaturess

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A continuation of my never ending story. This is for the people who decide to read my poetry. I hope you find... More

Copyright
sophomore year
suicide note: a therapeutic process
beauty and the beast
agonizing
blistered feet
I'm tired
part of me
weight
fear
senses
response
moving on/breaking and building
jealously
depression: a slam poem
I'm empty
I can't
control
unpleasant thoughts
unheard pain written on pages
safety coat
dead roses
broken promise
imagine
2:54 am
3:05 am// 11 minutes after
goodbye
blank expression and cold heart
intellect
what would you do?
19
11 poems//1 night
no: a slam poem
emotional scars
stage fright
everything happens for a reason
heaviness
voice
mercilessness
such a shame
bullying: a slam poem
fuck it
body
headphones
starvation
blinded
ocean waves
drunken lips
slightly relaxed
1:48 am
again and again
everywhere: a short story
because of me
kill me slowly
my anger
a little message
cut throat: poem//vent
I care about you: a slam poem
daisy
confusion
renegades
to the harasser hurting my best friend: a letter
fool
falling again
daily routine
indignation
resentment
choked breaths
many of you
it's time
insanity
tell me
dark circles
dream//4:00 AM
unhealthy
a chapter//new poetry
ventilation
a little death
my darkest secrets: a confession
dear papa: a slam poem
anxiety and me
toxic
I'm sorry//vent
untitled//vent
gone
live
God, are you listening?
worst heartbreak: a confession
the phantom of the opera
I should've saved you//vent
change of plans
I want/And
lack of motivation
I get hurt, a lot: a vent
backstab
heat flashes
ocean blue
second encounter: a short story
caged//so close
rose
nobody listens to me
one by one//song
love//hate: a slam poem
my reason
and if I stay: a short story
baby
corruption
mema
all the messages I never sent
hypothermia
thick skin
my emotions
phoenix
to my lover
I don't want to die
I'm gone//song
hiding in plain sight
abyss
online friends
warning: a slam poem
sweetheart
no fear
bound
abuser
truce
self-inflicted
just maybe
I don't mind
friend or foe
I was nothing
lost, broken, and tired
you//she
poker face
fun-nuggets and cheetos
zw
I want to be alone
entry 1: a vent
if
let's be honest: a slam poem
I am going to die: a slam poem
silver tongue
stay alive: a slam poem
entry 2: a vent
selfish
weak bones
slice
bloody mess
eb
sweet tea
vodka and pink lemonade
my anger: part 2
disconnection
hated
intense anxiety
silent girl
I realized: vent
plastic
drowning in darkness
nyctophobia
friendship: a vent
mom: a letter
summer's day
consume yourself
accustomed
blossomed
tender
fragile soul: a slam poem
all you can do
soothing sound
lonesome girl: a slam poem
hidden emotions
strangers
zebra stripes
one more time
death
painted
nothing alike
clarinet
help//broke
toxic end
use me
how are you: an honest truth
overthinker
bane
reality
sacrifice
bikini
lack of control
lack of confidence
lack of limits
sirens
no one cares
stain
glimmer of hope
detached
demons dancing
already too late
rabbit hole
Author's Note

I'm sorry

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By beautifulxcreaturess

I'm sorry

I say I'm sorry a lot, and what is the saddest thing about it, most of the time it isn't my fault. Every nerve in my body just automatic takes the blame and I have to apologize right away because if I don't...then I don't know what will happen.

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