i was determined that i was gonna break the news to him tonight , i went back to the office and i found out that yesung and siwon has invited us both to dinner , damn it i wanted to tell him while we had our dinner , you know Donghae is simple person though he has a rich lifestyle but he kept everything just simple , he doesn't go out that much , he like to have his meal in his house and still enjoys the simple little things that life offers, so when i became part of his life i didn't find it that hard to adapt to his lifestyle and i have come to even love it, we match very well in that point , those quiet moment that we share every evening when we are alone , even if we don't say mach or do much , we enjoy each other company , he is a man of few words and i have a crazy mess in my head but me do make a good pair if you ask me , so i was waiting for that moment of calmness that we have everyday to tell him , but apparently today we have none thanks to his friends .
we arrived to this amazing restaurant ,which i just came to know that is owned by the CHIO's of course , ughh those rich men believe me they loveeee to brag about their properties , siwon is sweet but he can be goofy sometimes and weird , i still like him though , so we were greeted by waiter who lead us to our table which was all the back kind of isolated from the rest of the tables , and they were already there enjoying their drinks , they both stood to greet us
" y/n you look amazing dear , how are u " yesung oppa said huging me
" thank you oppa , i am doing great " and siown hugged me too.
as soon as me were setteled tha servent came and started pooringred wind in out glasses ,
damn i can't drink alcohol ! what i am gonna do now !! fuckk i need an idea
i put my hand over my glass when the waiter was about to poor some for me
" ah none for me thank you " and i gave him a smile
" your not drinking today y/n , are you ok ?" siwon asked ,
" uhh no , its just i am not in the mood today " i said with a little smile , and Donghae looked at me little sceptical but he shrugged it off ,
everyone was laughing and chatting , and i was lost on my own world of daydreams and looking at this gerouse man sitting beside me who was enjoying his time with his friend , if only he could hear my thoughts and know how much i love him and adore everything about him , his evil and somehow puppy eyes, his perfect smile , the look he gave me when no one is watching us , the way he makes me feel every times our eyes meet accidentally in our busy days , the way he smells though i can't stand it these days but you can blame that on my hormones not him .
as much as i tried to engage in the conversation with them but i couldn't , i was so distracted with my own delima , but over all the dinner was fun and Donghae excused us a little early because he sensed that i was just tired
" bab are you okey ?" he asked as soon as we were in the car putting his hand on my thigh
" yes baby , i am just a little tired thats all , it has been a busy week .. for both of us " and i gave a littles smile to cover my true reasons for that
and he just hummed and nodded his head , then he caught my hand in his and i rested my head on his shoulder looking for some comfort , i guess i am not telling him today after all
" y/n just take a day off tomorrow " he said playing with my fingers
" i told you before i have i really mean boss i don't think he is gonna like it if i don't show up tomorrow" i said lifting my head a bit to see that annoyed look in his face and he pressed my hand
" i think its time to start listening to me and not your boss don't you think !" he said raising an eyebrow and i just chuckled then he brought his arm around my shoulders and pressed my body further to him
"y/n if anything bad happens to you i will never forgive myself " he paused for a bit then resumed his talk
" just go shopping tomorrow and enjoy your day" really Donghae !! you know that i am not a shopping person , but giving a second though it's not a bad idea, in fact i might do it .so i just nodded my head and smiled and he pressed a kiss on my forehead .
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when i woke up Donghae was gone leaving a note and red rose in the side of the bed , ugh cheesy but still it managed to get a smile on my face
"i wont see today but trust me you will be running on my mind all day , i am already counting the minutes till our meeting tonight
love ....
PS : you use that cart and if you dont i will know and i am not gonna like y/n "
i am not gonna lie that was cute and under that note i found his credit card , its not like i didn't have money but apparently he didn't want me to spend my money , ok y/n let's go spend some money , it not like he is gonna go bankrupt , he has plenty of it anyway , just joking i am not gonna spend that much anyway .
Donghae's pov
" i am nervous hyung " i said over the phone
" why the hell are you nervous Donghae" yesung said on the other end of the line
" i don't know hyung i have never done this before and you know how awkward i am in stuff like this "
" of course i know you're basically a stone in human form , i wonder what y/n sees in , i am much better than i wish she picked me instead "
" hyung don't make me curse at you " and he started laughing
" easy superman i am just joking with you , dont worry it gonna be okay "
" okey hyung , i am here i need to go and prepare thing , i will call you later "
i reached home and hurried inside , daniya was there to help me also , i was panicking and scared , y/n was out , i made sure she leave the house today because i needed to prepare this surprise for her and i was praying to my lucky stars that she likes it . she will be here here soon , how do i know !! of course i have my men guarding her without her knowing of course , after what happened with crazy Mina i can never let her out of my sight never again , i did that mistake once and i won't do it again , so yeah i know exactly where she is and what she is doing , and i am not planning on telling her any time soon because i know how she is and she will hate me for it , let's just keep that way shall we ! .
y/n pov
finely i reached home after a fun day out , but when i got there every thing seemed oddly quiet i made my way to the kitchen and nothing , daniya was nowhere to be found , i made my way to the bedroom and i open the door slowly and then i found the most amazing mind blowing , mesmerising thing i can ever think about , the room was filled with balloons floating in the air and touching the ceiling and every one of them has a string that fall down till the bad and at the end of each one of them there is a picture with little notes on it or a rolled up paper attached to it , i walked with small steps to reach them and i could feel my eyes watering and my heart beating fast , i started reading
" i love you for every time you wanted to hit me with a stapler because i was pain in the ass but you didn't because you love me to much"
i reached for another one
" from that day i saw at the cross road there you gave your umbrella for the older women i knew my heart no longer belong to me "
oh my god he saw that !! and then my tears started falling without my permission
"thank you for making me the human i am now , you are the beauty to my beast "
then i saw picture of me sleeping with my hair all messed up and my mouth half open , that bastard took my picture when i looked like a sleeping frog
" you are the reason i wake up every morning , just to see this"
another picture of me just standing in the kitchen drinking a cup a water wearing shorts and plain shirt
"the way you do ...... anything , just anything drive me crazy "
another picture of me in balcony staring at the sky hugging my armes
" you keep looking at the stars but you don't release that you are the most beautiful among them "
i reached for another rolled up piece of paper
" thank you for loving me the way you do "
" i became stronger because of you , i don't know if you know that but i was lost before you"
" i am sorry for all the pain i caused you , i swear i would devote what is left of my life to make it up to you"
" i am an idiot how have a lot of luck , i know because i have you in my life"
and there was one rolled up paper that stood out , it was a red one i grabbed it , tears still streaming on my cheeks , not believing what i was reading
" let's just live the three of us happy till ever after "
he knew !! HE KNEW ABOUT THE BABY , there i choked in my own sob , tears making rivers on my cheeks , he knew i waS pregnant , i can't believe he didn't say anything about it and thats when i felt something behind me i turned to find the love my life , LEE DONGHAE on one knee , a wind smile on his face and eyes sparkling with tears .
he slowly took my hand in his
" y/n you know that i am a stupid man , i don't know how to be romantic , i lose my temper very easily , i hate unorganised unprepared people" i chuckled in the middle of my sobs
" that i know !" and he smiled and nodded
"i hate people who doesn't respect their appointments and waste my time , sometimes i can be mean and evil " and he swallowed and continued pressing my hand harder
" but also you should know i am nothing without you , from the first day i saw i couldn't take my eyes off of you , seeing you every morning became the most anticipated moment of my day . i almost fired Mr jung for overworking you that day you were sick , and i made kim heechul pay hard for touching you in that club " i felt my heart escaping my chest at his word , i had no idea about this !
" i don't know when or how exactlyi fell for you y/n , but all i know is that i want to spend the rest of what is left of my time on this world with you , have our kid and start family "
and then he he pulled a little with box from his pocket and opened it and i has the most amazing ring i have ever seen
"y/n will you take the risk and accept all the damages and agree to spent the rest of you life with this idiot right here
would you ........ would you marry me "
i tried to say something , i swear i tried but nothing came out of my mouth , i cried even hared , true i was hoping from him to pope the question and i was kind of mad that he didn't , but i have never imagined him doing it in the most romantic way i have ever seen wait i have never seen anything like this, he know how much i hate cheesy stuff and i guess that why he did all of this , just to prove me wrong and i am a romantic person after all and he succeeded.
after i failure attempt to speak a human language and express my approval of his proposal , i just nodded my head very hard and he stood up and put that ring in my right hand , he is a dork after all but he can make me laugh
" idiot thats the wrong hand " and i smacked his head lightly
" ohh my bad !! hey this is my first time doing this alright " and he laughed at himself
he reached his hand and wiped my tears with his thumbs " why are you crying baby"
" it took you so long idiot , i was losing hope already and making plane on how to raise a kid all by myself " and i hit his chest
he hugged me closer to his chest " i can't believe how amazingly stupid you are y/n "
"yaaa !! how dare you talk to me like that"
" you have called me idiot !! we are even"
i tried to calm myself and ask him the question that was burning in my head
" how did you know ? "
he just laughed and patted my head " i am Lee Donghae y/n remember"
"yeah yeah my bad , but you could've asked sooner you know "
" i wanted to make it a special day for the three of us baby" and then he leaned in closer and planted the softest kiss on my lips
" i love you y/n more then you can imagine " he whisper in the kiss
"i love too Mr Devil " and he leaned again and kissed me more passionately and deeply .
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tootoootoooo eyyyy that was it , i think its the end i am not sure i might add few chaps later , but i truly feel like i am losing a child of mine ,
this fanfic was for my bias my inspiration in life and my idol , LEE DONGHAE i truly absolutely completely love you and admire you as an artist and as a human being and you have my all respect , and elso this is for my spheer bleu ELF ALL over the world
see you soon @@SuperDuperELF