Chapter 15- Zayn's P.O.V
We arrived an Nando's, confused about Louis' sudden happiness. I looked at Harry, who was just as confused as I was.
"Is he on drugs?" Niall asked me, and I pondered that for a moment.
"He's not that stupid." Niall nodded, but still looked as confused and worried as I was. Liam was freaking out, thinking something was seriously wrong.
"We are here my children." Louis said, getting out. We followed him and went inside. Louis went up the the hostess, and she smiled politely.
"Hello. Welcome to Nando's. How many?" She asked, and Louis held up five fingers. She grabbed some menu's and walked to a big booth, where we sat down.
"Stephanie will be your server." She walked away, never giving us the impression she knew who we were. A pretty brunette walked over, holding a writing pad.
"Hello, I'm Stephanie, and I'll be your server today. Can I start you off with something to drink?" She asked us, ready to take notes.
"Sprite." Liam told her, flipping through the menu.
"Same." Louis smiled at her, making Stephanie blush a little.
"Coca-Cola." I told her, looking for what I wanted to eat. She nodded, scribbling that down.
"Water." Harry winked at her, and she grinned, blushing harder. I think Louis and Harry liked doing this to her.
"Lemonade please!" Niall exclaimed, jumping in his seat. I think we all knew our bill was going to be a lot. Niall always pretty much ordered the whole entire menu. I chose what I wanted and set my menu down, looking at Louis.
"Okay, Louis? What's up?" I asked him, making him jump.
"I..what?" He asked, coughing.
"You blew up at Lisa, and then after became happy." I stated, and Niall nodded.
"It does seem kinda weird, mate." He added. Louis shrugged.
"I realized her opinion doesn't matter. Now we just have to worry about Uncle Si and management." Liam looked at Louis like he was crazy. Again.
"We? You mean you. None of us decided to announce on live TV that we're dating a guy." Louis glared at him.
"It slipped out." He stated.
"That's what she said." Harry commented, making Louis shove his elbow into Harry's side.
"Damn." Harry hissed. Louis smiled smugly, and we all laughed. The waitress came back with our drinks, and we ordered quickly, starting up random conversations that got us some weird looks from other people. We finished eating with no mishaps, and we got back to our flats safely. I crashed on Louis' and Harry's couch, not bothering to go back to my own flat.
"I'm staying here tonight." I told Harry, and he nodded.
"Wanna watch a movie or something?" He asked me, and I got up, and rushed to the cabinet.
"Transformers!" I yelled, and we heard Louis groan from the kitchen. He walked in and slumped on the floor.
"I don't wanna!" He complained and Harry patted his head. I popped the movie in and sat back down. Harry had Lou sit next to him, and throughout the whole movie they were cuddling and kissing. It made the movie very unpleasant.
"Stop sucking faces please. I swear I'm going to get an STD from looking at you." Louis stuck his tongue out at me, and I mimicked him.
"Children, behave." Harry mock scolded us, flicking Louis' nose making him pout.
"Aw." I had to say, which made Harry and Louis blush deeply. The movie finished, and Harry went to bed, leaving me and Louis alone.
"So, Louis. Have you thought about what I said?" I asked him.
"Said about what?"
"Are you in love with Harry?" I asked him, and he hesitated.
"You don't do you?" I asked, and he looked guilty.
"I really don't know anymore. I felt incomplete when Liam was in his coma. I feel attracted towards Harry, but I question it when Liam touches me or looks into my eyes. I don't know what to do anymore." His voice cracked at the end, and I saw he was tearing up fast. I got up and hugged him, soothing him softly.
"You'll figure everything out, don't worry. Time will heal all pain." I told him, and he sniffed.
"No, it won't. Some of my wounds are still open." He replied, wiping his nose on a blanket.
"That's disgusting, Lou." She smiled weakly, and sighed, still sad.
Here's a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
But don't worry, be happy
In every life we have some trouble but when you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
But don't worry, be happy
The land lord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate but don't worry, be happy
Look at me I am happy
Don't worry, be happy
Here I give you my phone number, when you worry call me, I make you happy
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got not girl to make you smile but don't worry, be happy
'Cause when you worry your face will frown and that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy now
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Now there is this song I wrote
I hope you learned it note for note like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say, "In your life expect some trouble, but when you worry you make it double"
Don't worry, be happy, be happy now
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, be happy
Don't worry, don't worry, don't do it, be happy
Put a smile on your face
Don't bring everybody down like this
Don't worry, it will soon past whatever it is
Don't worry, be happy
I'm not worried, I'm happy
I finished singing, and Louis was laughing. Don't try imitating reggae. Ever, Zayn. It's just so wrong." He said between laughs. I frowned.
"Thanks." I said sarcastically. He grabbed my arm.
"No, it's just different. It sounded good." He smiled, and I tickled his sides. He wriggled, trying to get away.
"S-stop!" He gasped, and I stopped. He caught his breath, and got up, walking away. I followed, and he went into his fridge. He pulled something out, hiding it behind his back.
"Louis, what's that?" I asked, backing away. He smiled evilly.
"Oh nothing." He attacked me then, spraying something all over me, and in my hair.
"Whipped cream." I stated, and he licked his finger.
"Yep." He put the can back, and I wiped my shirt off.
"Well that was a random experience." I shook my head, flinging some cream everywhere. Louis slid, and landed on his bum. I laughed, but he pulled me down.
"Wwe're equal now." He smirked, and I layed down, too lazy to get up.
Louis stayed where he was, back in his deep thoughts.
"Louis, just know I'm here if you need me. You're never alone." He looked up, and didn't answer.
"None of us want you to feel alone." He snorted.
"I'm always alone." I sat up quickly, and grabbed his hands.
"You. Are. Never. Alone." He nodded, refusing to look at him.
"I need to figure things out." He muttered, getting up, pulling out of my grasp. I sat there, annoyed at myself for not doing more.
"Shit." I whispered, getting up. I got the rest of the fluffy cream out of my hair, and grabbed my jacket. I got in the lift, and went to my flat, not bothering to tell Harry where I was going. I got in and went straight for my room. I need to help Liam get Louis. I need Harry to mess up, and never hurt Louis like I knew he would eventually. Harry's better off messing with some slag, not our best mate Louis. I was a man on a mission.
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Liam's P.O.V
I went to my keyboard after I heard Zayn slam his door, and started playing the familiar keys.
(CUE MUSIC NOW! LINK-)
Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left
I don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching
Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
Hmmm hmmm mmm
Uhhh oohhh aahhh
Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh
Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it'd feel so free
Now I know what's meant to be
And that's okay with me
But who am I to say you love me
And who am I to say you need me
And who am I to say you love me
Mmmm Hmmm
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
This was my song to Louis, who will probably never know how much I love him. If anything happens to him, I will never forgive myself for not telling him how I feel. I sat back, and let the tears run freely. I hope him and Harry are perfectly happy together. I hope Louis opens his eyes one day to see what he could of had. I hope he realizes I love him more than Harry ever could. I would die for Louis. I would die to be with him, and let everything be a dream. But unfortunately, this isn't a fairy tale, and I'm not getting my happy ending. No one will save my heart from heartbreak. No one can save me from this despair I'm feeling. Only Louis can save me, but we all know that's not happening. Louis is far from my grasp, and I lost my chance. I'm so sorry, Louis. I'm sorry.
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