Ranae
"Are you sure you're sick from something?"
"I have to be mom"
I just got finish throwing up for the 50th time this week. I brushed my teeth and wiped my mouth. I looked in the mirror and saw my mom giving me this look.
"What?" I asked.
"You need to take a test Ranae"
"A test? What kind of test?"
"You know what test I'm talking about" She said walking away and I followed.
"You don't believe that I'm... pregnant do you?"
"Its possible"
I laughed and brushed her off.
"Well I'm gonna go, I have to meet Kait for lunch"
"Ok be safe, I love you and put on a jacket its cold outside"
"I love you too" I gave her a kiss on the cheek, grabbed my jacket and left out.
I made my way over to the bar and grill restaurant and met Kait at a booth near the window.
"Hey girl hey" I said giving her a hug and then sitting down.
"Hey babe I miss you"
"I miss you too"
"Soooo, how was Jamaica" She winked.
"Fun" I said.
"Meet any cute guys?"
"Something like that"
After we finished eating we headed back to her house to chill for a little bit. We were on the couch watching Basketball Wives LA.
"You have any snacks?" I asked cause I was still hungry.
"Yea its in the kitchen, help yourself"
I stood up and went into the kitchen to find what I wanted. I grabbed the bag of plain chips and scooped me up some vanilla ice cream from the fridge. I went back to the couch and began eating the chips with the ice cream. As I was eating I looked over at Kait and she was giving me this disgusted look.
"What?"
"Weird combo Nae"
"Its good you wanna try?" I put the bowl out.
"No thanks" She shook her head.
I shrugged and took another bite.
"Tami's my spirit animal" I laughed.
"Same"
I was about to take another bite but felt something coming up. I quickly put the bowl down and rushed to her bathroom that was luckily a few feet away. I lift the lid up and threw up everything I ate today.
"Oh my gosh" I mumbled.
"Ranae are you okay?" Kait said walking in.
"Yea its just something I ate..I think"
"You think?" She said giving me a rag from the cabinet.
"Kait I don't know but I think I could be pregnant"
"Wow really? that's amazing Ranae" She flashed a big smile.
"Do you wanna go to the drug store to get a test?" She asked.
I thought for a minute and then nodded.
"Ok come on" She said putting her hand out.
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"Which one do you want to get?"
"I don't know, get the most expensive one"
"Ouu look at these flavored condoms"
"Kait!"
"What"
"Stay focused"
"Ok my bad dang"
I picked up the most expensive one I seen and another one and looked at the back. As I was reading I saw a flash. I quickly looked at my left and saw someone with a camera outside.
"Shit"
"What the hell was that" Kait said looking.
"Paparazzi"
"Oh hell, here give me the test"
I gave her both boxes and she put it in her pocket. I gave 50 dollars to the cashier and we headed out. When we finally made it back to her house, I went into the bathroom and peed on the stick. I went back into the living room and waited.
"So what if you're pregnant? How would you feel?"
"I don't know, I mean it's a baby I don't think I'm ready for that to be honest" I looked down.
I drunk a whole bottle of water in the next 5 minutes and it was about time to check the test.
"Its time" Kait said.
I walked into the bathroom and grabbed the test. I looked at the two lines that appeared on the result window. I scrunched my face and grabbed the box to re-read the directions. I then put the test back down and closed the door. I gotten the other test and peed on it. I let that sit on the counter and just waited.
"Are you ok in there?"
"Yea just give me a few minutes"
I grabbed my phone from my pocket and check the time. If I was really pregnant I would've know what to do, I don't think me and Chris are actually ready for this and it's honestly too soon.
The 5 minutes was up and I took a deep breath. I grabbed the test and looked down at it. Two lines. I sighed and grabbed them both then walked out. Kait quickly got up and walked towards me.
"So?" She asked.
"I'm pregnant"
"Oh my gosh" she smiled and hug me.
I hugged her back but I wasn't excited like she was. She let go of me and her smile slowly went away, I guess she noticed my blank expression.
"Oh I'm sorry"
"No it's ok"
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"No it's ok I should go, and tell Chris" She nodded.
I grabbed my jacket and purse.
"If you need anything just call or text me ok?"
"Yea, thanks Kaitlyn"
"No problem"
I gave her one last hug then left. Instead of heading home or to Chris house I wanted to make sure for myself that this was true.
It took me about 15 minutes to get to my destination and I went inside. I checked in and waited for my name to be called. As I was waiting in the waiting room I received a text from Chris.
Chris: Hey you coming over later right ?
Me: yea I'll be there shortly
Chris: ok where r u now?
Me: Kait's
Chris: ard hurry up
"Ranae" I heard someone called. I locked my phone and stood up. Once I saw who it was I smiled.
"Hey Dr.Quinn" I shook her hand.
"Nice to see you again Ranae, your doctor is busy so I offered to take you. What's going on today?"
"Well, I think I'm pregnant"
She looked back at me and gave me a smile.
"How ironic"
"Yea" I chuckled.
We entered the room and went over everything and did the urine test, the same as I remembered.
"Ok remember two to three days, I'll keep you posted"
"Ok thank you so much Dr.Quinn"
"No problem"
After that was over I headed over to Chris house finally. I missed my boo so much. I pulled up in his drive way and hopped out. I knocked on the door and waited until he answered.
He opened the door with nothing on but sweatpants and smiled. I walked and he closed the door behind me. Before I could take another step I was snatched back and arms was now around me.
"I miss you" He said.
"Aw I miss you too"
I kissed him and backed away but he grabbed my face and started kissing me again. I dropped my purse and put my arms around his neck. He moved down to my neck and slowly took my jacket off.
"What you trynna make a baby or something?" I chuckled.
"I will shit"
We made our way to the couch and he pulled a condom out from somewhere, now this nigga wanted to use condoms, and I think you know what happened next..
After our session we cuddled underneath the covers and watch tv. I stroked his hand and smiled to myself.
"Hey Chris?"
"Yea?"
"Have you ever been in love?"
It was silent for a minute.
"Yea why?"
"When you was with her, did y'all ever consider having a child?"
"She wanted to but I didn't at the time"
"Is that the reason y'all broke up?"
"Now that I really think about it yes but that's over with I'm with you now, what's up with the questions?" He lifted my chin up so now I was looking at him.
"Nothing I was just wondering"
"Ok"
He gave me a kiss and we went back to watching tv.
I really hope I'm not pregnant. I'm not pregnant.
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The next three days flew past and the first place I was going to this morning was the hospital to get my results. I was patiently waiting in the waiting room until my name was called. I wasn't really nervous because this happened before and my period was suppose to come on yesterday but I'm sure it will come on sometime today anyway.
"Ranae"
I stood up and saw Dr.Quinn. I smiled and walked to the back with her.
"Welcome back Ranae"
She closed the door, grabbed her chair and some files from the desk.
"So I know you're aware that the pregnancy results are back"
I nodded.
"Ok now let's see what we have here"
She opened the folder and looked through the papers and then closed the folder.
"So?" I asked.
"Congratulations you're pregnant!" She smiled.
I could feel my heart beat starting to increase.
"And you're about four weeks along"
"I'm sorry what? Four weeks?"
"Yes"
I felt my heart beat increase more.
"Now we're done here, I will call to set your next appointment to get down to real business. You will be seeing a different doctor but I'll let you know. Thanks for coming and again congratulations!"
"Yea thanks"
I stood up slowly and walked out. As I was driving back home I couldn't help but think about the thoughts that were running through my mind. I quickly wipe the tear that fell down my face and tried to suck it up but I couldn't. Tears started streaming down my face causing me not to see the road. I pulled over and put the car in park. I tried to calm down but that didn't work instead I continued crying. I grabbed my phone and dialed Kait phone number.
Kait- "Hello?"
Me-" Kait something really bad happen and now I don't know what to do"
Kait-"Wait slow down what happen ?!"
Me-" I can't talk about it over the phone"
Kait-"Ok meet me at my house I'll be here"
Me-"Ok"
I hung up and put the car in drive then sped off.
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I rung the door bell and she quickly opened it.
"Hey come in"
I walked inside and went straight to her couch.
"So what's going on?" She said sitting across from me.
"I don't know where to start"
"Start from the beginning" I looked at her and sighed.
"I'm listening"
I took a deep breath and began talking.
"When I went away to Jamaica, I lied it wasn't fun at all. I mean at first it was but it didn't end that way. I was acting out and ending up sleeping with two people because I was mad at Chris and upset about my dad"
I grabbed my phone and went to the camera roll.
"And one night I went to the club and and uh.." I started to tear up.
"I met this guy name Mark and he seemed pretty cool at first but I was wrong. He tried to come onto me but I wasn't with it. So I went to the bathroom and I came back and several minutes later I don't know what's going on"
"What you mean?" She sat up.
"Its like I blanked out I woke up two days later and my body was sore and I found bruises on my face and arms"
"Oh my gosh"
"And I found this" I gave her the phone and she played the video.
I cried just hearing it.
"Come to find out that nigga put something in my drink and raped me Kait" I said through gritted teeth and cried.
"I went to the hospital and they said I didn't have no internal injuries or diseases so I left"
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry Ranae" she started crying and stood up to come sit next to me.
"Do Chris know?"
I shook my head.
"No and you can't tell him please"
She just looked at me weird.
"Kaitlyn please"
She hesitated but nodded.
"Wait it's more. I went to the doctors three days ago just to make sure if I was pregnant or not and I am. I'm along about four weeks and that's the time I got raped and me and Chris had sex that same week and we didn't use a condom"
She covered her mouth.
"I don't know who the father is"
I broke down even more and she hugged me.
What the hell was I gonna do.
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