Rita's pov
I run downstairs with my stuff and I get in the car I see Lara driving but I don't see her mom
"Where is your mom" I ask
"She went out of town for a week so I have the house to myself" Lara says
Lara is the only child
"Bitch you are lucky as fuck" I say to her
She rolls a blunt and lights it then puts it in her mouth she looks at my arm noticing the cuts she then takes the blunt out of her mouth shit I forgot I had on a short sleeve shirt FUCK
"D-did you d-do th-this" she stutters
There was no point in lying she already knew the answer
"Yes" I say
"Why would you try to kill yourself" she ask
"I didn't try to kill myself I cut so I don't kill myself I cut because nobody will care nobody will care if I disappeared" i state
"Plus these are old" I lie
"I'm so sorry Rita I care I care so much please I love you so much" she says then kisses my cheek
(In line at the concert)
I lay my head on Lara's shoulder while we are in line she feels underneath my shirt
"Baby I feel your bone" she says to me
She gives me a sympathetic look I cry on her shoulder
(At her dressing room)
We sit down on the sofa and eat some candy they placed out for us then she walks in with a smile it looked fake trust me I know what a fake smile looks like I can see the hurt in her eyes
"Hi I'm Demi" she says quote on quote smiling
"I'm Lara Coleman " Lara says in her American accent
"I'm Rita Ora" I say in my British accent
Lara stares at Demi like she's the only girl in the room
"You're British" she ask
"Yeah, you don't know how much you saved my life" I say to her
"Aww baby thanks maybe you should take off you're jacket it's hot in here" she says even though her jacket is still on
"I'm no thanks I'm cold" I make that excuse
"Show Demi she'll understand" Lara says
I nod then I take off my jacket and reveals the cuts on my wrist
"Oh baby girl" she says while taking off her jacket then revealing her cuts
"Demi are you still-" I ask but I get cut off
"No" she cuts me off
"Are you" she ask
"Yes these are from today" I say Lara looks pissed off at me because I lied
As I was about to say something Lara interrupted
"So demi how old are you" she ask
"25" demi replies
"Ur very beautiful" Lara says while stroking Demi's hair
"I'm going to the bathroom I'll be back" I say while grabbing the razor out of my pocket and walking to the bathroom