The next morning I woke up not feeling Jungkook's arms around me. I frowned a little and rolled over to see him lying next to me with his arms outstretched, and I guessed that I had just rolled away during the night. I gave him a gentle kiss on his cheek and nestled myself into him. As I was getting comfy he woke up slightly and immediately locked his arms around me.
"Good morning beautiful"
"Morning Kookie" I teased him
"Stop calling me Kookie" he replied with a husky morning voice but with a slight chuckle to it
"Never, you'll end up loving it just you wait" I responded and he just chuckled again and kissed my forehead.
"You're really cold" he whispered and tucked the blanket round me tighter
"Yeah, I woke up rolled away from you so I am a bit cold" he groaned in protest and held me closer and tighter to him than he ever has.
"Are you okay by the way baby? I didn't push you too far last night did I? I know I can get carried away sometimes" he brushed his fingers through my hair and kissed the top of my head "especially when it comes to punishments"
"Yeah, I'm good. I really enjoyed that side to you. I might misbehave again one day if that's the punishment I get" I teased him, he just laughed and kissed my lips softly
"Come on, let's go get some breakfast, I'm hungry" he said whilst pulling me out of bed. He dressed me in some sweatpants and one of his hoodies with some thick socks and pulled me onto his back once he was dressed as well. I kissed over his neck and shoulder and felt goosebumps cover his skin from the sensation.
When we got to the kitchen Tae, Hoseok and Yoongi were there also eating breakfast. Tae immediately opened his arms for me to cuddle into so Jungkook let me jump off his back so I could go over to him. I stood between his legs as he was sat on a breakfast bar stool and my head was on his chest as he gave me a squeeze. I caught Yoongi's gaze and just smiled at him slightly to not make it awkward between us. I looked over at Jungkook who was making us both breakfast and smiled to myself. He must have realised I was staring as he turned round to look at me and winked before carrying on.
"How are you today Chim?" Hoseok asked with a mouth full of food
"I'm okay, just hungry at the minute" I moved away from Tae and I saw his eyes widen. I looked at him confused and he just pointed to my neck signalling that you could see the bite marks from Jungkook. I gasped softly and pulled my hood up before Yoongi could see them.
~what's up?~ Jungkook thought to me as he tried to blend walking past me incase I needed him.
~nothing, I forgot that I had bite marks on my neck and Yoongi might've seen so Tae told me they were on show. I'm okay don't worry~ I smiled at him and kissed his cheek gently before sitting down next to Yoongi.
Once the food was done Jungkook placed two plates of food down and picked me up to move me a seat away from Yoongi and sat between us. I laughed quietly and saw Yoongi roll his eyes and sigh
"Why are you so protective of him? Ever since that night you saved him when I lost my temper you're everywhere he goes" he looked Jungkook up and down "how did you even know that I lost my temper? How did you know that Jimin was in a bad situation? Do you have some sort of super power?" He mocked and I saw Jungkook and Tae smile to themselves, laughing slightly at the fact that they do actually have a super power
"Drop it Yoongi, it's too early for this" I begged but he shook his head
"No, I want to know. How did you know? Who are you? Were you stalking him when he was my boyfriend? Are you a danger to Jimin? If you stalked him enough to know that he needed help surely you're bad news."
"Yoongi..." I begged again
"No I'm sorry Jimin, I want to know why this piece of shit thinks he can just walk into your life and think he has some sort of hold over you. That he can just replace everything I once was"
"I wouldn't test my patience if I was you Yoongi. I'll kill you in a second and wouldn't feel guilty about it. So shut that pathetic mouth of yours before I do it for you"
"Wow... impressive. How would you kill me? Shoot me? Stab me? Oooo how about the good old fashioned way of poison" Yoongi laughed to himself but I could sense how serious Jungkook was about this. I placed a hand on his thigh to try and snap him out of his anger but he didn't feel my touch
"Yoongi please, don't make it worse for yourself" I asked him quietly
"You want to know how I'd kill you? I'd make it as slow and painful for you as I could. Slowly draining your body of all the blood it holds before throwing your empty lifeless body somewhere no one would ever find it, wasting away to nothing"
At that point Yoongi seemed to have realised how far he had pushed Jungkook. He looked at me with a worried face, he examined how Jungkook had a protective hand on my thigh as I ate, I didn't see it as a protective or over bearing hold on me though... I liked the way he would always be touching me, letting me know he was right there next to me. The cold stare he gave Yoongi and the quietness of Tae and Hoseok made the atmosphere feel awkward and tense, I looked at Hoseok who smiled softly at me
"Is he safe for Jimin to be around?" Yoongi asked Tae and Hoseok who just nodded their heads happily.
"Jimin will never be safer than he is with Jungkook. Trust me" Tae replied
"What is this? What am I witnessing here?"
"It doesn't matter Yoongi. Come on let's just forget about this and have a peaceful morning" I replied whilst finishing my last bite of food. Jungkook smiled at me for finishing all my food especially after him drinking from me last night, meaning my strength will be a little weak today.
When we all finished we went to the living room to watch a film. I was cuddled up with Jungkook, Tae with Hoseok and then Yoongi on a large beanbag on the floor. Jungkook held my hand in his and kissed over each one of my fingertips. I smiled to myself and kissed his cheek again, making sure my hoodie was pulled up so Yoongi wouldn't see my neck.
~I'm sorry for getting mad at Yoongi~ Jungkook thought to me
~don't apologise, he was trying to make you angry, he wanted you to lash out so he would have a reason to think you aren't good for me~ I thought back to him, he looked at me and smiled softly before looking concerned
~do you think I'm good for you?~
~of course I do! I've never been happier, even though it's only been almost 3 months I've known you for I've never felt happier or safer than I am with you~ I comforted him and he smiled and kissed my lips softly
~good because you're mine forever~ he smiled and kissed my hand
~don't let him wind you up, I know he will try again, just try to keep your calm with him. He isn't worth your anger~
"Why are you looking at him so weirdly Jungkook?" Yoongi suddenly said, snapping us both out of our little world we fell into
"What?" I asked being a little confused
"The way he was looking at you was weird. Like he was reading your mind or something. He's a weird one Jimin... be careful of him" I felt my breath quicken as he mentioned the mind reading but Jungkook squeezed my hand to reassure me it was okay. I sighed and rolled my eyes at Yoongi before burying myself into Jungkook
"Just be quiet, stop trying to cause an argument between us. I'm happy and Jimin is happy and you need to accept that. You're just bitter about the fact that you ruined every chance you had with him" Jungkook replied whilst pulling me into a little spoon position and wrapping his protective arms around me. He pulled a blanket over us as well to give extra warmth. I held his hand close to my face so I could smell the salty-sweetness of him, feeling myself fall into my happy bubble of ignoring everything else going on.
~he won't stop thinking about you, he is thinking all sorts of disgusting things. How he wants to fuck you, how he thinks if you sleep together again you will go running back to him, how he wants to kiss you for hours on end. He's thinking about nights you've spent together and imagining you in his head. He's thinking about all the past memories you have together. It's not nice~ Jungkook thought to me after around half an hour
~Can't you switch it off? So you can't hear him? Stop torturing yourself~
~I need to know what he's thinking, I need to be aware of what's going through his head~
~I wish he would stop thinking about me in that case... he needs to know that I'm with you now~ I thought and felt Jungkook tighten his arms
~cuddle into me properly please baby~ he begged and I happily obeyed and turned myself over so my face was in his chest. He ran his hand through my hair and kissed the top of my head, breathing in my smell deeply.
~show him that I'm yours Jungkook, just keep kissing me and stuff. Don't push it too far but be really loving to me. Let him see how happy we are and how serious we are about each other. I know that he would understand then... it will also piss him off which I don't mind doing~ I admitted and felt Jungkook giggle
He played with my hair for a while, brushing it out of my face, twisting it through his fingers and tucking it behind my ears. He would occasionally plant a kiss on my face, either my lips, nose, cheeks or forehead. Every so often giving his arms a squeeze around me to make me feel safe.
I don't remember the last time I had a moment like this with Yoongi, we would cuddle a lot, but there would be no feelings behind it... we would just be lying in each other's arms. At the time I thought it was nice... but now... I realise all the love I missed out on. I felt a tear fall down my cheek, Jungkook pulled back and caressed my face looking at me worried
~are you okay baby? Why are you upset?~ he thought to me
~I'm just realising how happy I am compared to how miserable I was. Thank you for making me happy~
I heard him chuckle slightly before pulling me up a little higher so my head was in his neck. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head again, burying his hand in my hair.
"I CAN'T TAKE THIS! Jimin is supposed to be with me, not you" Yoongi suddenly snapped making me get a fright. Jungkook tightened his arms around me and I heard him growl a little at the statement he made "Jimin, you know yourself that we are made for each other, you know you belong to me. Think of the good times we had... we can have that all again"
"Yoongi... we aren't good for each other. I can't put myself through it again. I wasn't happy..." Yoongi walked over to where I was sat and I recognised the look in his eyes. He was angry and didn't know how to control it. It's the look he had in his eyes the night I found out he was cheating on me. The look he had in his eyes when he tried to strangle me. The look he had in his eyes when he was going to force me to have sex. I stood up so we could be on the same level "Yoongi please calm down... I'm sorry if that wasn't what you wanted to he..." I was cut off my sentence from a sharp pain spreading across my face. It took me a moment to realise that he had slapped a hand around my face from his anger. In a matter of seconds Tae and Hoseok had him pinned to the floor as Jungkook gave one swift punch to him. Hoseok ran over to me and pulled me into his chest trying to keep me calm.
I felt nothing, I felt numb, I felt as though the world had stopped. Yoongi has just hit me again. It just proves that when he has said it was a mistake last time and that he regrets it... that he doesn't actually mean it.
I was snapped back to reality at the sound of Yoongi's shouting. I looked over and saw Tae holding him back whilst Jungkook tried to stay calm. Trying to hold himself back from killing him, although I can't read Jungkook's mind... I know exactly what he's thinking.
My face was stinging still and I winced without realising which seemed to bring Jungkook back to reality as well. He looked at me with wide eyes and ran over to me and pulling me into his arms.
"Baby..."
"I'm okay, don't worry" I smiled at him "just please try and stay calm... he isn't worth your anger"
"I know he isn't, I just really hate him. He hit you. He hit my baby, I want to hurt him. I want to kill him" he said before kissing my forehead
"I know you do, but please... stay calm. Look at me and take deep breaths. Don't hurt him" I spoke softly. Jungkook nodded and kissed my forehead
"Stay calm? Jimin, he just hit you... again! I'm not going to stand here and do nothing. He hurt you. He put his hands on you" he said and held my hands. I nodded to show that I understood where he was coming from but he could see in my eyes that I didn't want him to fight with him.
I took his hand again before leading him out of the living room and to the kitchen. I was sat on the counter and Jungkook was stood between my legs. I needed to think about it all away from Yoongi and his tantrum. Jungkook ran upstairs to get me a blanket to keep me warm.
As he was gone Yoongi found me and walked over to me, before I could do anything he pushed our lips together once again. He tried to make me kiss him back but I left my lips still, trying my hardest to push him away. I managed to get my feet up to his hips and push him away. I jumped off the counter and managed to build the strength to push him away properly
"Keep your hands off me. I am not yours and will never be yours ever again. You need to get that into your thick skull, give up on me Yoongi, it's not going to happen. I'm with Jungkook and that's that. My heart belongs to him. I am done with you, you can stay here tonight and then you need to find somewhere else. I don't feel safe around you"
"You okay Chim?" Tae asked after hearing me finish my rant
"Yeah I'm okay, I'm going to find Jungkook and go to bed. Don't let him anywhere near me, I am done trying to give you a second chance" I glared at him before giving Tae and Hoseok a hug good night "I'll see you in the morning, love you both"
"Love you Min" they replied in chorus
As I got to mine and Jungkook's bedroom he was stood by the bed breathing heavy, slowly pacing round the room. I walked over to him slowly and wrapped my arms around his waist, I heard his breathing slow down a little at the feeling of my between his arms once again.
"I want to kill him, I can't stand how much he hurts you"
"I know... please don't kill him though"
"I won't, but it's very tempting" he smiled at me softly "Do you want to go bed?" I nodded. He pulled my sweatpants off so I was just in my boxers and tshirt and pulled a blanket over me. He locked the bedroom door to make sure Yoongi can't get in and stripped himself down to just his boxers and climbed into bed.
"I'm really falling for you Jungkook... I'm falling so hard" I admitted to him. He propped up on one elbow and looked at me with a smirk
"Is that so?" He winked at me
"It would help if you could say it back" I whispered feeling myself blush. He looked at me seriously and kissed my lips intensely
"I have fallen for you Jimin. I have 100% fallen for you"