Hiii this is a request from KimmyParishaTemplanz! A namjoon one!hope you guys like it!saranghae💞
Warning:THIS IS CHAPTER IS GODDAMN LONG BTW
Namjoon's POV
"Hey namjoon-ah!come with us!"i rolled my eyes and ignored her
"Im not coming especially when your there"
"Oh come on!my presence is not that bad"she says smiling
"No thanks"
"Please"she begged pouting
"Dont start on me y/n"i said while reading the book that i was holding
"Pleaseeee"
"Seriously y/n will you stop when i say no then it means no"i said groaning
"Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee"
"ARGH FINE!"i shouted slamming the book at the table and standing up...she is really and very very vey annoying
"Yes!!now lets go!"she grabbed my arm and dragged me outside the school and there waiting my friends and her friends
"I cant believe you got him to come"one of my friend says who is jimin "ofcourse i know he cant resist me he will always say yes in the end"y/n said siggling her eyebrows at me
"Shut up...now where are we going"i asked
"WERE GONNA WATCH A MOVIE!!!!"
Mall
"CINEMA HERE WE COME!"cindy shouted excited as she his boyfriend hoseok held his hand "is this your first time going to a cinema?"i asked
"Nope"she smiled popping the 'p' "im just excited because this is the first time im watching with all of you!"
"Me too"y/n said and the others agreed with her
"So whats the movie we will watch?"jimin asked "Me Before You"bea answered she is y/n and cindy's bestfriend too...also bea and jimin are in a relationship
"I love that movie very much!"y/n said in excitement...sheesh even her voice is annoying
While we were buying tickets i was quiet the whole time while y/n was talking and talking
And i wasnt listening to what she's saying
"Hey are you listening?!"she asked "no"i answered
"Ugh...come on just listen its very important--"she was cutted off when taehyung shouted "Yah!guys come on!"
The boys and cindy and bea already went inside
"Kaja(lets go)"she smiled and dragged me inside but i snatched my hand back and ignored her
Y/n's POV
"Oh my jams"i heard jimin gasped and i laughed quietly while bea laughed too
"Yah hyung give me more popcorns!"i heard taehyung whispered shouted at yoongi
"Jin-ssi, jungkook-ssi would you want some popcorn?"i asked the both who was quiet
"Sure lemme have some"i handed jin my popcorn and let him ate it
"You dont want?"i asked jungkook he shooked his head smiling at me
"You sure?"
"Yes im sure"he said smiling again "are you sure your sure?"he chuckled "yes im sure"
"Are you sure your sure your sure?"
"Oh my god y/n yes im sure"he laughed and i smiled "okkie"
"Yah you too love birds!be quiet and watch the movie!"namjoom said almost growling
And cindy smiled at me and suddenly smirked "love birds"she mouthed and pointed her lips to jungkook and i rolled my eyes at her
"Shut up"i mouthed back
"Babe popcornnn"i heard hoseok whine
"What about you namjoon-ah?want some popcorn?"i asked after snatching the popcorn from jin
Namjoon ignored me and i frowned because of that
"He doesnt want some so gimme that popcorn"jin snatched the popcorn away from me
"Yah y/n dont frown"jungkook said as he smiled showing his bunny teeth
"Smileee y/nnn"he begged "is it really a big deal for me to smile?"i asked him "yes because it makes me happy when you smile"i felt my cheeks burning up and i quickly turned away from him
"Are you blushing y/nn?"he teased "n-no--"
"BE QUIET!IM TRYING TO WATCH THIS GOD DAMN MOVIE"namjoon growled at us
I saw jungkook rolled his eyes "wow hyung i never knew how much you want to watch this movie"jungkook said
"Well i was forced to watch this movie"he said turning back to the movie
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"Oh my god the guy died in the endd"bea and cindy cried "yeah what a bummer"jin frowned thinking about the movie again
"Babe are you hungry?"i heard jimin asked bea "yesss very very much"jimin smiled showing his famous eye smile
"How about you?you hungry?"hoseok asked his girlfriend and cindy nodded leaning her head in hoseok's shoulder
"I wish i have a girlfrienddd"taehyung dramatically cried "me too"i heard yoongi said and when i turned to them they were both frowning and pouting
"How about you jungkook?"i asked him "huh?"
"A girlfriend jungkook, a girlfriend"i said while texting on my phone
"Dont you have any girlfriend?or are you courting someone?"i asked again and looked up to him after i placed my phone back on my bag
"Well i dont have any girlfriend...but i have been liking someone...but she likes someone else..."i could see those sadness in his eyes
"Oh..well thats a bummer...who's the girl??"jin asked
"Its y/--"namjoon cutted off jungkook who was telling us who is the girl he likes
"Lets go eat"he says grabbing my wrist "huh?"
"Well your the only person here who knows how to pick a good resturant or something so lead us the way"he said letting go of my wrist...oh my god
HE TOUCHED MY WRIS--"he's rightt now y/n please lead the way"i nodded
"Hey y/nnn"jungkook placed his arms around my shoulder "yeah?"i asked while still finding a good resturant to eat
"Lets go eat there"jungkook pointed a resturant "there?"i asked him "yepp i heard that their food is the best"i smiled at him "well if you say so"
Suddenly me and jungkook were seperated when namjoon out of the blue walked between us
"Yah!whats your problem?"i growled "stop flirting around!im hungry"he growled back
"Hyung--"jungkook was about to speak but cindy cut him off "wahh whats with the tension here lets go eat im hungry too!"cindy said while grabbing my wrist while hoseok grabbed namjoon's wrist
"Leggo kookie"i heard taehyung said
When entered the resturant and my jaw dropped at the place...it was so beautiful...
We picked a table for us and this is the sitting arrangement
Jungkook.Me.Namjoon.Jimin.Bea.
Jin.Yoongi.Taehyung.Cindy.Hoseok
The table was long and big enough for all of us...
"Hi boys what would you like to order today?"the girl said trying to flirt with the boys...
I could clearly see how many stack of foundation is placed on her face...and i could clearly sense that she is a complete slu--a not good person
"I would like--"the girl ignored me and turned to the boys
Bea and cindy were obviously pissed off by the girl who was also flirting with their boyfriend
"We would like a another waiter and stopped being a hoe here...your job is to get our order not to flirt "namjoon said with a serious and un-interested face
"OHHHHH YOU JUST GOT BURNED BY MY NAMJOONIE BABY!"
Jungkook's POV
"OHHHHH YOU JUST GOT BURNED BY MY NAMJOONIE BABY!"i frowned at the 'my namjoonie baby' but i laughed when y/n shouted that after she stood up
The waiter got embarrassed but glared at y/n
Y/n came into realization when she realized what she said
She fakely cough and sat down while me and the rest laughed "sorry it just slipped out"she says scratching her head
We got another waiter and this time its a boy so its alright
While we were waiting for our food y/n kept tlking to namjoon who wasnt listening to her and pretty annoyed with her the whole time
"Can you stop talking y/n?"i heard namjoon say "hm?"y/n turned to him
"Stop talking its annoying...your voice is annoying"namjoon hyung groaned turning back to his phone
Y/n ignired hyung and now she is talking to yoongi hyung
"So back to what i was saying she--"
"I TOLD YOU TO SHUT UP!"we flinched at namjoon hyung shouting
All of us are quiet and none of us dared to speak up
"I was just talking to yoongi--"
"Didnt i told you to shut up y/n?your voice is so fvcking irritating it annoys me very much!"
Y/n kept quiet and hung her head low
"Yah namjoon stop being so mean to y/n"jin hyung slightly glared at namjoon hyung who rolled his eyes
After a few minutes we got our food and we startes to dig in
While i was eating i couldnt help but look at y/n who was beside me
"This is delicious"i heard bea smile and started to feed jimin hyung
"Yeah it is"jimin hyung agrees and the others agree too
"Babe feed me too"cindy rolled her eyes laughing at her boyfriend
"Yah hoseok your not a kid anymore"
We laughed at him "there there my hobi"cindy patted hyung's head and fed him which made him very happy
"Y/n would you like some of this?"i asked and she nodded but before she could grab some
"Open your mouth"i already fed her
"Hmmmm ish sho dilishush"i laughed how she tried to talk with her mouth full
"You want some joonie?"y/n asked namjoon hyung
"No"
"Try some its delicious--"
"I said no, stop forcing me on things i dont want like yourself"
Suddenly all of us went quiet after namjoon hyung said that
I started to cough to break the very tense tension around us
"Ah jungkook are you okay?"y/n asked and gave me a water
"T-thank y-you"i smiled drinking the water she gave me
Why cant you see that i like you y/n...
Y/n's POV
After that day we got 2 weeks no school
Cuz there has been some emergency in the school
Right now im with jungkook
We were watching a movie...comedyyyy
"Wow this movie is amazing"half way through the movie my phone started to ring
"Ill take this call first kookie continue watching"i said smiling and he gave me a nod
I stood up and went to the kitchen before answering it
"Hey y/n its jimin, can you come to namjoon's house for a bit?"
"Oh hey jimin...why?is there anything wrong?"
"Yeah kinda...it seems like the food namjoon ate yesterday was bad for him...he's allergic to that food so can you come here and look after him for a bit?"
Poor namjoonieee...
"Cant you look after him?im kinda busy with jungkook"
"What do you mean 'busy'?"i could clearly sense that jimin is smirking right now
"Shut up mochi were watching a movie"
"Ohhh okayyy well i cant take care of him right now cuz me and bea have a date"
"Then call jin or the others for help why me"
"Yah!you like him dont you?then you should get this opportunity to be with him"
"Ugh fine...
"THANKSS I OWE YOU ONE!"
He ended the call and i went back to the living room
"What took you so longgg?"he whined and i rolled my eyes laughing
"Im going to namjoon's house today ill be back later"
"But what about our movie"he whined "sorry...namjoon is sick right now...anddd he needs me...well jimin needs me to look after him so...you can just wait or just go home whenever you want to just lock the door"i smiled
"Im sorryy again"i smiled at him again and he pouted at me before i left
Author's POV
"W-why is she here--achoo!oh my god my skin is so fvcking itchy"the girl slightly frowned when she saw the man she loves suffering from the itchyness in his skin
Namjoon wasnt happy to see the girl
"I really owe you one y/n thank youuu!byebye!"jimin smiled after hugging the girl and leaving y/n and namjoon alone
"But wait what will i do?just look after him?does he need to take his medicine or what?"the girl asked
"Oh yeah i forgot. Hyung needs to take his medicine after he eats then just let him rest...he hasnt eaten so you can cook him some porridge byebye!"(i havent experienced a allergic stuffs so i dont know about this stuff and im just writing down whatever comes to my mind)
"So namjoon--"before the girl can continue her sentence the boy already went to his room and locked the door
The girl sighed and groaned knowing that the boy wouldnt talk and open the door until jimin comes
"But atleast i get to be with him"the girl looked up to the bright side and went to their kitchen
While she was making porridge she was humming a song that was made from bts her friends
"I gotta let you know that i need to let you go its hard to say goodbye--"she was cutted off when suddenly namjoon appeared in the kitchen
"Oh i thought you were in your ro--"the boys didnt let her continue her sentence and answered it in a lazy way "im hungry..."
"Is your skin still itchy?"the girl asked trying to break the awkward silence
"What do you think?"y/n turned to the boy who was scratching his skin
"Why do you hate me?"the girl asked out of the blue while she continues ro make the porridge for namjoon
"Because i dont like you"the boy bluntly answered
"Oh i get it...why do you even hate me or why dont you like me?not in a romantic way but as a person?tell me what you hate about me"the girl says while finishing the porridge
"Its because your annoying,you always force yourself on someone who doesnt like you,you always force a person on something they dont like,your clingy,your very very very irritating to be with,your dumb,you are very childish and your just too annoying and i hate loud persons like you"as expected the girl's heart broke after namjoon answered her
"Am i really a horrible person?..."she muttered to herself after placing the nicely made porridge on the table right infront of namjoon
"Why dont you like me...in a romantic way?"she asked "didnt i already answered your question?thats already the reason i already told you"
"No in a romantic way...why wont you date someone like me?"
"Because your not my ideal type...i like tall girls and youe short,i like girls who are smart but your not,i like girls who sings or raps or dance and you...you dont even have a talent...and i dont like clingy and touchy girls like you"
"Oh...but i can change for you!if you want i will change for you"the girl happily smiled
"No...no matter what you do or no matter what happens i will never like you...or have feelings towards you"the boy said after eating the porridge she made
"But still...maybe i can change your mind...you know things change and all"
The girl just wont give up and the boy was getting super super annoyed
"I like you...and im wondering if you like me too..."she smiled
"NO!I already told you that whatever happens i wont change my mind"namjoon growled but the girl kept continuing
And the boy just had enough "Y/n!can you please stop?!i already told you!stop it already!cant you face the truth that i will never ever have feelings towards you!i will never ever like you!
Cant you see that i hate you?!why do you keep forcing yourself to me?!stop being a slut!just stop it already!I dont want to see you anymore!i never wanted to see you!i want you out of my freaking life!"the boy shouted...
"I-im sorry..."the girl fakely smiled "here's your porridge...i forgot i have something to do so ill just call someone to look after you..."
The girl was so broken hearted but she didnt want to cry infront of namjoon because she didnt want to look weak
Y/n rarely cry infront of others...she only cry by herself...
"Bye"
Then the girl left...and a few minutes later jin,taehyung, and yoongi came into the dorm
They were supposed to be in the studio but since theyre done with the music theyre making and because y/n called they already went home
"Is this porridge???can i eat it???please please pleaseeee~"taehyung begged when he saw the untouched porridge infront of namjoon
"Yeah you can eat it...y/n made it"
"YAY!"the boy cheered and started to eat the porridge
"Taehyung..its just a porridge and i could just make another one for you"jin said almost face palming
"Yeah i know but its delicious and its special because y/n is the one who cooked it"
"So why did she leave?"yoongi suddenly asked the sick boy "she said she have something to do"
"Really?she told me she doesnt feel well"namjoon shrugged, sighing
"What happened...i heard her sniffing while talking to her in the phone"the oldest said as he sit on the chair with his phone
"Yeah what happened"taehyung joined in
"Things happened..."namjoon said before standing up but stopped the yoongi held him back
"The truth namjoon"
The sick boy explained what happened making the three boys face palm
"Your so dumb hyung...do you think she's fine after what you said to her?"
"Yes...I mean she smiled also i rejected her...but my rejection was a bit harsh"namjoon shrugged "you are really dumb kim namjoon"the oldest rolled his eyes at the poor sick boy
"Ofcourse she's hurt!i thought your smart!seriously Kim Namjoon!dont you know forced smiles or fakes smiles?do you think a person will still be happy when someone said something that hurts and offends them?and why would you reject her?she's perfect and if i were you i would totally date her"yoongi asked
"God"jin scoffed in disbelief
"You dumb dumb dumbbbb"taehyung said pointing his finger to his hyung
"Oh jungkook your back?"they heard the door shut and jungkook came into view
"Yeah..."
"Why do you look so down?is there something wrong?"jin asked "its y/n...i was in her house and she told me she will take care of namjoon hyung"
Namjoon kept his head low but listened
"Then suddenly she came home crying...i asked her whats wrong but she ignored me and told me to go home...she told me she's fine but i could see she was sad and so broken..."
Taehyung looked at his Namjoon hyung
Flashback~
"Oh y/nnnn your backkkk!!!!!"jungkook smiled widely...but it faded away when he saw the girl crying...
"Why are you crying??whats wrong?did someone hurt you?are you okay?"the boy was so worried he kept asking trying to comfort the girl
But he was ignored and was told to go home
"Go home jungkook im fine...just go home...thank you for coming"she pushed him out of her house and locked the door
"Why does it have to be him...why do i have to be this stupid...stupid to assume that he will like me back?!argh!im so freaking stupid!"the girl cried in frustration
"Mom...dad...why do you have to leave so early?..."
Author's POV
"Hyung...why do you hate her"jungkook asked "why cant you like her?"jungkook asked again
"Do i have to explain myself again?"namjoon groaned standing up but stopped again when jin held his shoulder to sit down
Because they all know they have to talk
They wanted namjoon to nor hate y/n because its very painful to see y/n always getting hates by namjoon
"Ugh i cant understand you namjoon!she's perfect cant you see that?!will you stop with the hate?!if you stop the hate hate hate on y/n you can see how great she is!if you cant like her in a romantic way then can you like her as a person?!"jin shouted in frustration
Namjoon never ever in his life saw jin angry
Namjoon shut his mouth up and let his hyung shout
"She's in pain now because of you!"
"And so now its my fault?!is it my fault that i dont like her?!"namjoon shouted back making the air more suffocating because of the heavy tension
"THEN I WILL DATE HER...SHE DOESNT DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU HYUNG"jungkook growled standing up wanting to punch namjon
"Woah chill chill"yoongi pushed him back to his seat
"Why would you even date her?!"namjoon asked
"Why do you care hyung?!i like her!"
"But she likes me!"
And thats when jin stood up with taehyung and yoongi and walked out
"Seriously hyung i just cant understand you..."jungkook ruffles his hair in frustration before going to the living room
"Argh!"namjoon slammed his fist on the table before going outside
"Ill go with you"taehyung and yoongi joined with him
And they went to y/n's house
"Why isnt she answering"jungkook groaned calling y/n's phone again
He wanted to talk to her...while jin just watch the younger throw his phone to the couch
"Lets go to her house"
Y/n's POV
"I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!!ARGH!"i shouted
"IT FVCKING HURTS SO BAD...it hurts so bad..."
I went to the bathroom and opened the water to fill the bathtub
I layed myself inside the bathtub...i dont care if im in my clothes...i just want to die...he will never love me...
Those 3 years wasted for nothing...
"I just want to die..."
Namjoon's POV
"Y/N?!"i knocked on the door of her house
"Y/N ARE YOU THERE?!"
All of us were panicking...because we know something is wrong...
Its been minutes and she's not answering...suddenly jungkook and jin came
"Open the door"
"Its locked jungkook"yoongi said trying to open the door by kicking it
Jungkook tried and the door opened
"Y/n?!"
"Y/n??!!!!"
When we went to her room...there was water flowing out from the bathroom door
And when we openned it...we saw y/n laying at the bathtub...
Her whole body and her head was underwater...and she wasnt moving
The water kept flowing and we quickly did what we need to do
"Taehyung call the ambulance now!"
"Got it"
"Shit..she's not breathing..."
"Y/n w-wake up!"i stuttered trying to wake her up
"The ambulance is on their way"
Jungkook gave her a cpr
3 times...
But she's not still breathing...
How many minutes has she been there?!
All my fcking fault...
Author's POV
"y/n...im so sorry....w-why didnt i r-realized it earlier before..."the boy cried kneeling at her grave
"W-why d-do you have to l-leave us...to leave m-me"namjoon sniffed
"Why didnt i realize earlier that i love you...they are right...im dumb..."
The boy placed the flowers on her grave before talking and crying again...
Im sorry guys if it took long for me to update cuz first this chapter is freaking long,second because today is our first day of school!!!!Im really sorry again
But im sure the next chapters i will be updating is worth it...well i hope so...but i will try my best!!!
And also the next chapter i will be updating is a jungkook angst!!!thank you very muchhhh!!!dont forget to leave a comment and voteee❤
Thank you guys!!!!! I love youuuu!!! SARANGHAE EVERYONEEE❤
4050 wordssssss btw 😂