-Sparkles* POV-
After the song had finished, I felt the rush of the music, that I got after playing any song but that soon faded when I saw the state that Tee was in. I couldn't help it. I just... hugged her.
-Tee POV-
Now that I'd stopped crying, the real awkwardness of the situation started to hit me. I was in between two of my idols, who were hugging me and I had been crying, seemingly for no apparent reason. "G-guys... I've s-stopped crying..." I murmured and they both let go and their face went a deep red.
Jada and Sophie rushed over like a bullet. They kept asking me if I was okay and whether I want to carry on. It hit me how much The Ugliest Kittens were like a family. Jada was like a mother, looking over all four of us, Sayu was the youngest sister, childish and hyperactive, Sophie was the older sister, the one that always acted strong and smiled for all of us and I was the middle child, holding the family together. I smiled at that thought and the other three went into a frenzy. "She smiled! Thats the first time she's smiled in like two weeks!" I heard Sayu say excitedly. The smile went as quickly as it came but the others were still obssessing. It was as if they had won some great victory.
After Jada, Sophie and Sayu stopped, Kogie looked unsure and he asked us "Are you guys okay to perform?" I just nodded, I felt slightly stronger somehow. Not much stronger, I still had cracks all through my heart but it was as if the pieces were glued together somewhat, not firmly, but glued all the same.
After around an hour of performing a mixture of Area 11 songs and other songs, we finally reached the song and I know exactly why Jada picked it. She knew that this was the song that always cheered me up, she wanted to make me feel better so she picked this as a last ditch effort. I doubt that it would make me feel too much better but it would keep me standing and slightly more stable. I remembered the scars on my wrist, another sign that I'm unstable. I wonder what the band would think if I showed them that. I was wearing a long-sleeved shirt right now so they couldn't see the cuts. I shook the thoughts away and glanced over at the others. They looked exhausted. Sayu grinned. She knew what song was coming up too. "Last song of the day, guys! Let's make it good!" She counted down from three and we started.
Parv and I started up on the guitars and I had to sing almost immediately.
Rockstar- Nickelback
Don't judge me, alright? I just find this song cheers me up because it's so true about the 'Rockstars' roaming the streets... Plus it sounds kind of good when we sing it...
(Sparkles*=S* Tee=T Sparkles* And Tee= S*T Kogie and Sophie= KS)
T: Im through with standing in line to clubs we'll never get in
T :Its like the bottom of the ninth and Im never gonna win
T: This life hasnt turned out quite the way I want it to be
I heard both Sophie and Kogie say the same thing at the same time in a really deep voice: "So tell me what you want." I tried to supress the laugh that was coming. I always laughed at that deep voice, it was just so funny... At that point I didn't even think about my outside life, there was just me and the music.
S*: I want a brand new house in an episode of cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a King-Sized tub, big enough for 10 plus me
KS: So what you need?
Do not laugh. Do not laugh.
T: I need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club at 37000 feet
KS: Been there. Done that.
I swear to god if you laugh
T: I wanna new tourbus full of old guitars
S*:My own star on hollywood boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me
KS: So how you gonna do it?
Don't. You. Dare.
S*: Im gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
T: I'd even cut my hair and change my name
Me and Sparkles* looked at each other and we knew we were about to laugh, we could see it on each others faces, both of them contorted into crooked smiles.
S*T: Cos we all just wanna be big rockstars
T: Live in hilltop houses
Driving 15 cars.
S*: The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
T: We'll all stay skinny because we just won't eat.
I flinched at that line. I knew that I was incredibly skinny, I hadn't eaten much in the last two weeks but I wasn't going to do anything about it any time soon. I didn't really feel like eating. I shook of the oncoming wave of sadness and kept going.
S*T: And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the moviestars
S*: Every good gold diggers gonna wind up there
T: Every playboy bunny with her bleach blonde hair
I did a small stupid gesture towards my hair and both me and Sparkles* started laughing, me, accidentally leaving Parv to play guitar by himself. We recovered as quickly as we broke and composed ourself once again, I caught onto the guitar and started into the music again
S*: And well
S*T: Hey, hey I wanna be a rockstar.
T: Hey, hey, hey I wanna be a rockstar.
S*: I wanna be great like elvis, without the tassles
T: Hire 8 bodyguards that love to beat up assholes
S*T: Sign a couple autographs so I can eat my meals for free.
KS: I'll have a quesadilla, ha ha.
I could hear that Kogie was trying to regain posture, while also trying not to laugh.
T: I'm gonna dress my ass with the latest fashion
I did an overacted fliratious wink and I could hear Sophie snickering.
Get a front door key to the playboy mansion
S*: Gonna date a centerfold that loves to blow my money for me.
This time, instead of Kogie and Sophie saying anything, I looked round to find that they were laughing, so I had to cover for them.
T: So how you gonna do it?
S*: I'm gonna trade my life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name
S*T: Cos we all just wanna be big rockstars
T: Live in hilltop houses
S*: Driving fifteen cars
T: The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny cos we just won't eat.
Me and Sparkles* could tell that Kogie and Sophie weren't playing, the bass wasn't playing anything.
S*: And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
T: In the VIP with the moviestars.
S*: Every good gold diggers gonna wind up there
T: Every playboy bunny with her bleach blonde hair
T: And we'll
Hide out in the private rooms
S*: With the latest dictionary and todays who's who.
T: They'll get you anything with that evil smile
I did a weird face and turn around towards Sayu. I may or may not have been on a mission to make all of the Ugliest Kittens laugh during this song. She looked like she was gonna crack.
S*: Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial
I rubbed my fingers together in front of my face and made my eyebrows go up and down. She cracked and I could see that Leo was looking at her kind of weirdly. I turned around quickly, victorious.
T: And well
S*T: Hey, hey I wanna be a rockstar
T: Gonna sing those songs that offend the censors
S*: Gonna pop my pills from a pez dispenser
T: Get washed up singers writing all my songs
S*: Lip sync 'em every night so i don't get 'em wrong
I lip synced those words at Jada, I could see that before I did that, she was already close to cracking. Anything could make her laugh. I gotta think quickly. What can I do to make her laugh. Oh I know! She always laughed at those really old rockstars that are well past their prime. I took an 'old lady posture and started singing strangely
T: Well we all just wanna be big rockstars
Live in hilltop houses
Driving fifteen cars.
I put on my best old lady voice and did a small perverted smile.
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap.
We'll all stay skinny cos we just won't eat.
I stopped my little performance because I could hear that not only Jada was laughing but so was Sparkles* and I straightened up, feeling achieved. This time I sang seriously and started projecting my voice
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold diggers gonna wind up there
Every playboy bunny with her bleach blonde hair.
We stopped there because half of us were in tears and we couldn't carry on.
A/N
Hey! Its Tee here! Sorry I haven't updated in a bit. I've had serious writers block and someone's applied to join the story so I've had to find a way to add her into the story but for now, here's a small serious/silly chapter! Hope you enjoyed... PEACE! Yep. Never saying that again.