Author: Chai JiDan
Full Etrans: Anne Noh
Editor: Chen Yi Jun
It was the fifth day...
Jiang Xiao Shuai felt like he was a prisoner waiting for execution, Wu Suowei was holding a gun in his hand, Chi Cheng was contemplating whether to fire or not, and everything was controlled by Wu Suowei's hand.
Today was the last fight to determine either the hand would shoot the bullet or not.
It was another sleepless night, and Wu Suowei's heart was broken into pieces like glasses at Chi Cheng's office.
Jiang Xiao Shuai saw Wu Suowei, and couldn't help from being startled, looking haggard, dark circles under his eyes, pale lips, and dulled eyes, in short, he didn't look like his normal self. Looking at Wu Suowei's miserable appearance, Jiang Xiao Shuai secretly felt happy, it looked like today's visit wouldn't be in vain.
"Da Wei, how are you in these past two days?" He strongly slapped Wu Suowei's shoulder.
Wu Suowei almost fell to the ground because of the slap, and it took a while for him to stabilize his position, Jiang Xiao Shuai's fatal blow was like it moved toward his weak heart and smashed it over, "a good day is about to come, we are going out for a meal tonight!"
In fact, Jiang Xiao Shuai's so-called "good day" wasn't a good day for one of them.
Wu Suowei face changed, and he forced a smile.
"Okay, it's a time for a celebration, celebration."
Wu Suowei felt unconfident the more he forced a smile, and it made Jiang Xiao Shuai felt even more hopeful and motivated. The two people that sat together had something in their mind, on the surface they were chatting and joking, without worrying about anything, but actually their heartstrings were being pulled tightly.
"Chi Cheng didn't bother you for the past two days?" Wu Suowei cautiously asked.
Jiang Xiao Shuai effortlessly answered, "No!"
Wu Suowei really couldn't force out a smile and could barely showed an indifferent expression.
"That's great."
"Ha ha..." Jiang Xiao Shuai laughed merrily, "at first I also worried Chi Cheng might have changed his heart, but after I gossiped with Guo Cheng Yu, I found this worry is too superfluous."
"What did you two talked about?"
After asking, Wu Suowei silently gave himself a big slap in the face, you are such a cheap mouth!
"What else can we talk about? Talk about the matter between three of them. I discovered that I am getting even more interested in this Wang Shuo kid, I already knew that he is handsome, a top-notch. Now I also know that he is simply a heartthrob!"
Talking with Wu Suowei, he excitedly praised him, "did you know? He is very talented, beside from raising snakes, Chinese and Western instruments, he's good in everything. He sang in high school and composed several songs for Chi Cheng."
This nonsense simply stabbed at Wu Suowei's back since he could even fall asleep while listening a concert, he even regard [1] Yao Ming as his idol in singing standard, not to mention in music composition, he even sings out of tune when he sings those old country love songs.
[T/N: [1] a famous Chinese composer. He composed Journey To The West song hence in earlier chapter WSW sang that song when he was interrogated by CC. He just died this year.]
Jiang Xiao Shuai continued to fan the flame, and every sentence hit his sore spot.
"His body is also amazing, and he was a primary national athlete during high school and he did a very amazing job. Tsktsk...I almost salivated when Guo Cheng Yu described him. It is said that anyone who has made love with him, no matter who you sleep with, when you closed your eyes, his shadow will appear in your mind and it lingers forever."
Wu Suowei's eyes darkened, unable to conceal his disdain.
"Isn't that too exaggerate?"
Jiang Xiao Shuai continued with the gossip, "Guo Zi slept with him once, and the aftertaste stayed for six years, you think, Chi Cheng slept with him for three years, won't the aftertaste last for a lifetime? Who can remove such a deep-rooted memory? Can you? You definitely can't, with your small figure, it definitely won't work."
Wu Suowei said angrily, "Lao zi also don't want to remove it!"
Jiang Xiao Shuai looked at Wu Suowei that looked like he was about to blow up and kept on poking at his sore spot.
"And that man is very brave, it is said that he kept various size of poisonous snakes, he had been bitten seven or eight times, almost died twice, but he still doesn't care! Still keep going! I admire him for this, he is not afraid of anything! Do you think Chi Cheng is enough to tie him down? Wang Shuo still can fool around with another man while dating Chi Cheng. Do you dare? You certainly don't dare, you don't even dare to be with him, let alone betraying him."
Wu Suowei's face turned grim, "that even Lao zi can't look down on him!"
"Yes yes yes, you can't look down on him." Jiang Xiao Shuai grinned, "I'm not even kidding, right? Why are you anxious?"
"Who is anxious?" Wu Suowei annoyed, "when did you see I'm being anxious?"
Jiang Xiao Shuai said inwardly, when did I see you not being anxious? Just a little bit more anger and you will burst to flame by yourself without needing to pour a gasoline.
"You see, it is a very good topic, we were just casually talk about it and it became this hot?" Jiang Xiao Shuai feigned wonder, "Da Wei, I realized you're not in the right mind! What's the matter? Something in your mind?"
Wu Suowei sneered, "Yé is too excited."
Jiang Xiao Shuai continued to rumble for a while, he knew that Wu Suowei's fear was as black as the bottom of a pot, with both hands in his pockets, smiled radiantly, and he excused himself gracefully.
......
At eight o'clock, Wu Suowei dragged his soulless body to climb up the bed, in order to successfully survive the night, he ate four sleeping pills in advance. Lying on the bed, he fell asleep a moment later, and had a dream.
Dreamt of him and Chi Cheng sleeping on the small bed at the clinic, Chi Cheng said to him: "I should be yours, it is bound to happen"
After hearing this sentence, Wu Suowei woke up, the sky was still dark, and the clock points to 11 o'clock.
Wu Suowei almost fall apart.
Why can't I wake up one hour later?
Suddenly remembered the night when they poured their heart out to one another, he also had a hard time, he didn't realize it at that time, but he saw that it was twelve o'clock, his heart unexpectedly calmed down. That day was Wang Shuo's birthday, Chi Cheng was drunk because of him, and Wu Suowei still remembered all the words that he said.
In one hour, if there's no traffic jams, it would only take half an hour to arrive at Chi Cheng's furthest house, then he only need to endure for half an hour, so he shouldn't think about him at all.
[T/N: they were having a mind game, and both don't want to lose. If he woke up at 12am or arrive at CC house at 12am, then he will win the game since the due date already pass.]
How can he endure it?
Books, television, and movies were definitely out of the question as he didn't have strength to clean up the room, so he stared blankly and felt upset...When he thought about it for a while, the only solution was to masturbate. If his is lucky, he could come twice, and half an hour would pass by. But judging by today's situation, it would be amazing if everything goes smoothly.
Wu Suowei closed his eyes and began to fantasize about beautiful girls with big buttocks writhing in front of him.
Beautiful girl, beautiful girl...Wu Suowei silently meditated, there was no changes around the thing in his hand, he felt irritated, his movement becoming rougher, not only he didn't feel comfortable, his thing also didn't feel good.
...Resisting for a while, Wu Suowei relaxed his shoulder, and reign to his defeat: I will indulge myself once, anyway, after I endure this night, I won't have any relation with Chi Cheng anymore.
With that in mind, he pulled back Chi Cheng in his mind after he had forcibly squeezed him out just now, and Xiao Wei in his hand immediately came to life.
Leisurely and gently, recalling those intimate moments, and wallow into the affectionate memories.
"Whoever had made love with him, no matter who you sleep with, when you closed your eyes, his shadow will appear in your mind and it lingers forever."
"Who can remove such a deep-rooted memory? Can you? You definitely can't."
Suddenly these words appeared out of nowhere and completely disrupted Wu Suowei's rhythm, he wanted to do this as a distraction, and yet it backfired.
"If he dared to appear in front of me, Lao zi will immediately rape him, fuck until he ran out of breath!"
His mind began to stage the scene of Chi Cheng and Wang Shuo having sex, it looked like he had really saw it before, Chi Cheng's passionate eyes, his coarse panting, and moaning out Wang Shuo's name, and it clearly resounded in his ears.
The thing in Wu Suowei's hand, instantly went flaccid.
It was like the principles he had strongly believe before, his belief, withered to nothing under the powerful mental torture. Grievance, sadness, unwilling, anxious...All the negative emotions mixed together and accumulated in the wounded heart and become more and more unbearable.
Finally, he exploded.
Half past eleven, Wu Suowei clenched his teeth and climbed down from the bed, there were fire in his eyes, and he stormed toward the door. He wildly shouting in his heart: I don't care if you composed a song or not, I don't care how much is your courage, I don't care how great it is to fuck you! He is mine, belong to Wu yéyé, get lost as far as you can!
He ruthlessly yanked the door open, and his step halted abruptly.
A mighty strong body was leaning against the door, a chiselled face, domineering and sharp eyebrows, and without a trace of smile.
"I thought you were going to come rushing here at 11:59, and I guess I overestimated your determination."
Wu Suowei went rigid for a moment, frantically rushed toward Chi Cheng's body with a sudden roar, and fiercely bit his neck. The smell of blood hit Wu Suowei's nose, his teeth stained with blood, but he still didn't let go.
Chi Cheng embraced Wu Suowei and let him bite.
A long time later, Wu Suowei choked from emotion and could no longer bite, two drops of hot tears rolled down into Chi Cheng's collar.
At this moment, Chi Cheng suddenly felt guilty.
Why used such a strong approach to force him into submission? His heart was just unyielding, slightly awkward, slightly blunt, with just a little more patience, pushing and coaxing, perhaps the knot in his heart would blossom. The knot was so abruptly gouged out, and it was a bloody mess, how could he not feel hurt?
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