Secret words [ Lee Donghae FF...

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"he is mean, arrogant, and evil I hate him and I wish he disappear, he makes my life even worse than it alrea... More

Part 1 : meet the devil
2 .Rain
3. whisper
4. Christian Dior
5.Donghae
6 . Phantom Thread
7.shut up !
8.Puppy
9.does she knows ?
10.Dahee
11. The truth
12.I am sorry
13.I love you
14. DNA
15 . Pain
16.Kindness
17.Between the lines
18.Maybe Champagne
19. Audience
Part 21.Comfort
22. Blood tests
23.Hormones
24.Would you....
New Story and good news!
BONUS 1: Bleu Converse

20. Panic Attack

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  " even if i tell you that she is your cousin , the one that you though you have killed years ago !! Mina y/n is your cousin not sohyun you get it wrong the first time" 

wait what !! is she serious right now !!  

my mouth dropped , and Mina was in shock  

" what are talking about ," Mina asked 

" yes she is your long lost cousin , not her sister you stupid greedy child , you have killed an innocent girl !! do you want to do it all over again Mina! " Mrs lee said stepping closer to her 

" stay where the fuck you are !! and do i look like i care who she is ! " Mina replied to her grandmother her gaze shifting on me 

" okey Mina let's have it your way , i have warned you , but you are a stubborn girl you don't deserve my mercy " and then she membuled " shoot her "and in blink of eye Mina was on the floor a bullet just came through her back  throwing her trembling body on the ground. 

i froze and couldn't react in any way , donghae was as shocked as i was and he looked even worse , i thought he was like that because of the sight of his cousin lifeless body on the floor  but nopp !! he went straight to his grandmother

" what the hell you were talking about ? ARE SERIOUS?" 

she rolled her eyes and looked at him " LEE DONGHAE THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR THIS ! let me take care of all this mess then i will explain everything " if you looked at him at that moment you've sworn that he was about to hit her or do something stupid , but thankfully i gathered some sense in me and grabbed his arm trying to calm him he looked fuming with rage and anger 

" ok Mrs lee lets talk later " he said , and seeing him like that i didn't dare to say another word , i didn't care actually about what she just said , it might be all a lie she just made up to convince Mina or maybe not , all it matters to me is that Donghae was alright and didn't get hurt .

a lot of men started storming in , they were tall and strong just like the type we see in movies , and i could see some of Donghae's man too , and right after them came yesung and siwon looking like half dead , their faces pal and scared 

" ohh thank god you are alright " and they both hugged donghae and me 

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we were in the car i was laying my head on Donghae's lap and he was patting my hair slowly trying to give me some comfort .  but my mind was somewhere else , his grandmother's words were looping in my head , then i remembered what Mina told me , but my trek of mind stopped when Donghae spoke 

" i am sorry you had to watch that " i look up at his face 

" i am sorry y/n that you saw me kissing her , i was more than disguised but i was afraid she will shoot you , i had to do it "

" it's ok don't worry about it ........ i know you didn't feel it at all" i forward my brows " or did you?? !" thank god he knows me so well that he catched on my sarcasm and laughed " yes i did big time " and i laughed too. 

after that we kept silent  , me lost in thought and getting sleepy already and Donghae i am sure he didn't want to disturb me so he chose to stay silent too .i had  hundred of questions in my head but i could ask none of them, i knew he was confused as well and i didnt want to add to that too , so chose to keep it to myself ...... i was exhausted physically and mentally .

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i don't how or when but i woke up in my bed .... our bed i mean , i felt like i have slept for eternity ,it was that kind of sleep that you have hundred and hundred of dream that create that weird universe and you live in it , you know some inception shit , i have never slept that deep in my whole pathetic life , and i felt good  .i open my eyes slowly and regaining  my conscience little by little , recalling all the event of the past day , and i wish i haven't remembered it all , after regretfully doing so i had to get up and find Donghae because he wasn't there.

i went downstairs and the house seems so quiet and empty , where sdid everyone go !! but then  i saw Donghae in kitchen doing what seems to be an " attempt to make breakfast "  but i could see that he failed miserably , i leaned on the door frame and watched him struggle there he looked cute but i had to step in before he burned the kitchen or chopped  one of his fingers 

"good morning" 

" oh good morning !! you woke up !" he said while fighting with the lid of tha blander 

" baby just leave it before you hurt yourself , i will make it " 

" no no !! i want to make breakfast for you today "

i walked to where he was standing and back hugged him " its ok i rather have no breakfast and still have you not missing a finger " and i chuckled behind him  

" come on y/n  i am not that bad !! " and he placed the blender but as soon as he pushed the button to start, it blow and the juice was everywhere and we both cracked laughing 

"yes you are not bad , you are a disaster" 

we end up eating toast and jam and it was the best breakfast i have ever had , he was there with me smiling and i could see he was happy , i was happy too.

then i remembered the office , to be honest i was so tired and taken by that sweet moment i did forget about it " what about work ? " 

" what about it ? " 

" are we not going ? its still early we can make it for some hours "

he started laughing " y/n you are really something , last night you almost get killed , and your talking about work the very next day "

" well what happened yesterday is gone , we are here today and we've got responsabilites "

he raised one eyebrow " well i am the boss and you are not going to work , we both took the day off , plus i was never gonna let you go to work in a shape like this ; do i look crazy to you " he seemed annoyed by my persistence , opps sorry baby but it's who i am , so i just smiled and hoped i didn't just ruined his day , it was unintentionally done . i needed to recover from the stupid shit i just said , so i slowly reached for his hand 

" so we have a day free!! what we should do ? do have any ideas ?" please don't be mad at me you know my stupid ass is sometimes weird and antisocial as fuck.

he ferrowed his brows and looked confused " y/n you really don't know or you playing dum ? " 

" what are you talking about ?" i am the confused one now

he stood up and in blink of eyes spooned me in his strong arms " it's obvious what my planes are " and gave me evil smirk his eyes sparkling 

" oh my god !! you never change don't you !! "

"never in million years !! not when i am with you " i love this crazy side of him

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" i think we should go see her " donghae said while we were still laying in bed caressing my cheeks 

" her ? who ? "

" my grandmother , she will never talk just like that ....... aren't you curiouse to know what she meant ? " 

" well i don't know , i am not sure what to think , i am confused and afraid but ...." i stopped not sure if i was going to tell him

" but what ?" 

" the first time i met Mina she told me that sohyun was your  cousin and ..."

"and what y/n please !"

" she said that you .. you killed sohyun " his eyes widened and he seemed like he lost his words 

" but i never believed her ! i never did !! and she also told me that my sister was your lost cousin but i knew that she  was making it all up " 

Donghae just stared at me his mouth getting dry " why you didn't tell me about it ? i had no idea what that manic told and most definitely i didn't expect something like that !! i swear to you y/n i have no idea on what's going on "

he panicked and did know how to assure me that he was innocent but i was sure of that along time ago he doesn't have to prove me anything. i put my finger on his lips and 

" shhh , i already know Donghae you don't have to say anything " and i couldn't resist his  eyes that started to water and his trembling lips , i loved that duality in him , the cruel evil cold LEE DONGHAE  that everyone feared  and most likely hated , the one that know very well what he is doing and what he wants , the one that runs one of the biggest companies in the country ,and the other donghae , my donghae the soft cute almost crybaby , that pays attention at every detail of anything that concerns me , the one that will defy the world just to be with me and the crazy little child that have every night  just for myself .


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" hello my dear i was expecting you , sooner to be honest" and Mrs lee smiled at both of us and we enterd her living room and sat on the beautiful sofa beside each other , 

" yes " is all he said and held my hand firmly that i turned my head toward him finding him fixing a glare at his grandmother , for god sake donghae she is still your grandmother you can't look at her like that  , and his granny at the other hand shifted her eyes on our interwinde hand and sighted 

" i know you want to know " she was going to add something , but Mr rude beside me didnt let her finish 

" yes Ma'am we came to hear the truth , and please tell us everything , did you mean what you said ? " 

she lifted the cup of tea that was already there on the table and guided it to her lips to take a sip then she started speaking , this woman was cold and mean yet somehow mesmerizing , no wonder Donghae is like her   , i bet he got it from her   

" let me start from the beginning ,so y/n will understand better " and we both nodded

" well i had three sons and all of then were married and one of them had  a daughter names dahee, unfortunately he got into a car accident with his wife and little daughter " she sighed and looked at the cup in her hand , she must be still in pain, losing a child is not an easy thing 

" no one survived the accident and no body where found , they just assumed everyone died , the car was so damaged and fell from high cliff to a strong flowing river "  she sighted for the second time and i could feel her pain 

" later Mina found out that your late sister was indeed dahee, my lost grandchild , at that time i didn't had an eye on Mina she was .... how can i say it , she was ' still sane at that time' and i had no idea what was happening with her and donghae "

then donghae interrupted her again !!

" please don't put me and that crazy girl in the same sentence " and she shoot him well deserved glare , and i squeezed his hand , baby i love and all but you should stop interrupting people 

"so Mina did all that mess , and i had to step in to protect both of them " she shifted her eyes on me " y/n i know you understand , she is my child i cant let her get in trouble "

"so you just protected her even if you knew she  killed her !! even when you clearly knew that sohyun was my girlfriend and i loved her very much , how could you do that grandma !" 

his voice went higher and he snapped at her , i don't blame him i barely could control myself 

" you saw me suffer , you saw how dad i was , how everyday a piece of me died until i was no longer a normal person , you knew all of that yet you chose to protect that crazy bitch , how could you !!" his eyes filled with tears 

Mrs Lee just stared  at him but didn't say a word  but then

" Donghae i would never be able to explain , and u would never understand it , it was better that way ...... anyways let me get to the point would you !" 

" after that i discovered what Mina has found out about the whole story , yet still something bothered me , i was never able to confirm the truth and there was never a way to be sure , the body was buried " Mrs Lee explain and i was still in awe , i  was in state of denial and disbelief , she is talking about my sister ,my sohyun , the only one i had and loved  

Mrs lee stopped and her eyes were on the floor as if she was remembering something , she was somewhere else , somewhere far , she lifted her head and took a deep breath 

" it stayed that way until the day i came to visit you at the office and i saw your new assistant , i told you i have seen her before " her eyes watering " y/n you look so much like your mother , you have her eyes and smile , the moment i saw you i knew it , deep down in me i knew it "  

i think i am gonna faint , for real though i am feeling dizzy , her word echoing in my head ' you have her eyes and smile'  i need air , i cant breath , is she serious now !!

as i was battling to get some O2 in my lungs which seems nowhere to be found , i tightened my grip on Donghae's hand  

"y/n are you okay , Y/N WHAT'S WRONG !! " Donghae panicked when he saw me like that , i think it was a panic attack , i am not sure i have never had one before , and after that the only thing i could see was black  

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ooffff sorry sorry sorry i was super sick and i was not in the mood for writing 

not edited whtattt !! i bet you know by now :* 

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