I hate how I left things that time. I hate how I couldn't vocalize my feelings so Shaun felt like he won and Sydney took his side. I wanted to tell him that no, just because I can't get myself together and say what really happened, doesn't mean that you're right or that you've won.
I've been through some terrible things since then. Being bullied and pushed around. Being broken down and brought to nothing. They tried to put out the light inside me but even after a fire is put out, it can be started again, right? It might take some time. I might need some help but even my ashes can burn into the brightest fire they've never seen.