A Beautiful Disaster

By beautifulxcreaturess

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My story. A story full of unforgettable thoughts. I've come to terms with these certain parts of my life. Thi... More

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the beginning
venom
insane
love
dead to me
waste of time
continue
save me
feminism: a slam poem
restless
beauty marks
depression and hope: a slam poem
hell
headache
tired
can't stop
call for help: a slam poem
when life was simple
maybe
let my love
I'm sick
suicidal thoughts and depression
insecurities
a writer's secret of writing
impossible
an ode to never: a slam poem
rest
forgetfulness
18
our friendship
demons
shattered
poison
wounds
busted kneecaps
careful
for future me: a slam poem
sick
to the ones who saved me: a slam poem
to feelings
drown
an ode to forgotten memories
drifting
crying
nonsense
you're okay: a short story
my unfinished suicidal note
numb
touch
sorrows
alcohol: a short story
devils don't fly
I'm my worst enemy: a slam poem
breathless
love hurts
let me show you
I want to
nobody expects: a slam poem
where were you
end me
failure
falling
I dare you
save your breath
kb
mistake
how I love
you're a writer
why are you sad?
tried
shellshock and shadowy rain
I lie to myself
tired little eyes
the night calls: a short story
and then
waiting room: a short story
I never intended
magnetic doodle boards
I don't regret this
blaring music
untold emotions
monster
that moment
razor
nothing
a waiter and a customer: a short story
farewell to my dreams
never
stitches and love
fallen hero
3:00am
tired (continued)
pick your poison
darkness and an illuminating screen
an ode to you: a slam poem
what is wrong with me?
dear insomnia: a slam poem
how
completely content
eyes closed and body parts
weightless
veratrum
an ode to k: a slam poem
dark figure
sole purpose
first encounter: a short story
thorns
shattered glass
wildfire
drown your emotions
heavy
dreams and nightmares
I don't give second chances
I am a good friend
kind heart, broken soul
wild wolf
what was I
pain and burdens
when I face death
devils
unique
reliving memories
no matter
a gift
my midnight cries: a slam poem
light
dear someone
this
hold me
I feel
hello dear
no concern
strong
wasting away
lost
bravery
broken hearts and shattered ways
choked
blaring music
one day
heavy eyes
secretly competitive
I have a friend
thank you
don't give up
snow
remember me
that smile
calm before the storm
heal
dried tears
open-minded
heart
bed hair and bad breath
wait
red lips
hooded eyelids
hurt you
look at us
lost in darkness
you're wrong
my future speech
hypocrites
you were everything
I know
labyrinth: a short story
want and ignorance: a short story
sun and moon
caring soul
moonlight: a short story
I was
let's see: a slam poem
messed up thoughts
far from damaged
prey
more than a kiss
withold
cared for
you didn't care
to my parents
break down
soothing rain
I loved and lost
go ahead
cold heart
bare skin
dear god: a slam poem
stormy eyes
laughed
we both know
hurricane
depth
why
had enough
shattered memories
thunderstorms
12:00am
Authors Note

a short story: a slam poem

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By beautifulxcreaturess

a short story: a slam poem

her touch trailed down her cheek, her soft pale skin showed no evidence of the sun ever touching it. her eyes were so hazel that you could run through that forest like eyes of hers. her lips were tinted just a little, but they sometimes formed a smile. when she smiled, and if she smiled, you could see her perfectly straightened teeth. her dark brown hair rested on her shoulders, bouncing slightly as she walked. she was in her own imagination at times and often refused to leave those wondrous adventures of her own.

but when she was in her own imagination, she sometimes but not all the time, got lost. she got lost in the ideas of what could be and what could have been. and those ideas often drown within her. it also affected her in class, to the point she never pays attention, instead, she listens to music or draws. that's all she did at times, her boredom got the best of her, and yet she was acing all of her class.

her, a beautiful disaster, will never be written like this anymore. because who would ever want to read about her broken story.

therefore, she is better off as a short story...because she will never become a book.

a.b.

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