I got no wise words to share with you,
To say that; I got no pride in myself,
Not that I'm not proud of the achievements that where handed to me,
I question my shadow and lie to my reflection,
I fear so much,
I have a monster under my bed who lives next to my bed side table,
It owns my heart and I own its power,
That deteriorates anger and lets me forget hate.
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--Sweet Bars--
Its getting colder,
I lie,
That makes me smile,
Blaming you for everything,
Its hard to admit that you'd look at me,
While you push me down on my knees,
Would it make you less of a man if you did?
In another lifetime I would of known not to trust so easily,
Every single day I light up a little more,
Locked in bars,
I rest in chocolate bars!
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-Unmasking-
I remember that mask,
Wearing it on to be accepted,
(I took it off)
I only had to accept myself,
So proud of me today!
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--The Normal Ones--
Blinding stings your eyes when you're a slut,
To busy dieting and being your prisoner,
Don't want to give you one more night,
I know my heads not right,
I know your not more then a stranger,
I've been here before,
That kind of love,
Who dressers up like normal ones while I have a dog tag on my neck.
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--Never Pure--
I will always doubt myself,
I will always hide my face ,
I will not walk into flames because I'm scared of Death!
You don't want me,
You will fail to stop me from falling into grace,
I will become dead in these ashes you spread out,
I am the disuses dieing in you!