(A/n: so into this song rn like fr tho)
*Daniel POV*
"Kiara, I AM DONE WITH YOU! WE ARE OVER!" I yell.
"What do you mean boo?" she asked.
"I mean that I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore, all we do is 'stuff' and don't actually date, so we shouldn't see each other anymore," I say.
"Is this about your 'cousin'? because I know she isn't your cousin," Kiara says.
"And how would you know?" I asked.
"BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU LOOK AT HER!! I honestly feel bad for her, because you cheated on her with me and I actually believed you that she was your cousin, til last night," She says.
"What?" I ask.
"Don't think I don't know, I saw you last night when I was calling your name, you don't deserve her, and I hope she has a great boyfriend who'll treat her right unlike you," Kiara says with a disgusted face.
She bursts out the bedroom door.
Suddenly, the thoughts of last night came into mind.
*Flashback*
"Tell me, did you ever love me?" Eliza asked.
"uh.." I was speechless.
Of course I love you Eliza. I still do.
"Tell me Daniel! Tell me the truth," she spoke.
"I-I-I-" I started to say but I couldn't finish the words.
"Looks like you never did, meanwhile I loved you with all my heart and yet I get treated this way," Eliza says then scoffs.
Then she starts to walk away. But I pull her back.
"Of course I did, of course I love you," I say.
"Sure," she says then walks away.
*Eliza POV*
I was talking to Jonah and we were hanging out. Then suddenly Kiara comes in,
"I'm so sorry about the whole Daniel thing, I seriously believed him when he said you were his cousin or something, but I found out myself that you weren't and it was last night. I'm sorry that you had to go through all this," Kiara says.
Wow did I judge her too quick? Because she actually isn't that bad. Well maybe I don't know anymore.
"Thanks," I say with confusion still running through my brain.
"Well, I'm gonna go now, anyways sorry again," she says and walks out the door.
"Whoa, what-" i start.
"was-" Jonah starts.
"that?" we both say at the same time.
Then we both giggle. We were on the sofa facing each other talking and giggling. I love him, but I don't feel a spark between him but when I'm with Daniel, I feel a spark, and it makes me feel so different. I don't know, do I just see Jonah like a bro or a boyfriend? I don't know honestly and I don't know how he feels. Maybe I just need to get used to it? UGHH!!! MY LIFE!
*Jonah POV*
Eliza and I are dating but I don't know if we have the chemistry. At first I thought it would be different but now I don't know anymore. Do I just see her as a little sis or a girlfriend? I don't know. But I don't to break her heart if she sees me as a boyfriend, but I also don't want to break her heart by not telling her how I feel and just lie? I honestly don't know what I'm feeling, like it's so complicated.
*Daniel POV*
I feel exhausted and relieved at the same time. Finally Kiara's gone, but there's drama? Life keeps on getting more complicated every day. UGH! I obviously still love Eliza but she's moved on to Jonah. I don't know if I should fight for her or not? Even if I fought for her and won, she probably wouldn't want me back. She's there alone in on the sofa right now. Should I approach her? Oh screw this. As I walk closer to her, I see my guitar laying near the sofa and I go over to it. As I grab my guitar, I hesitate for a second and think,
"I still love you Eliza," I thought to myself.
"What?" Eliza asked.
"Huh?" I reply.
"You said something?" she says.
"Oh it wasn't meant to be said, sorry," I say.
Then I continue to grab my guitar and sit far from her. Man did I really say that out loud?
"Um yes, like you are right now," Eliza says.
"Oh shoot, um, yeah it's nothing," I say then I scratch the back of my neck.
"If you want to tell me something go right ahead, I won't mind," Eliza says.
"Oh, it's nothing, really," I say.
"You sure?" she asked.
"Yeah," I say a little nervously.
Sometimes I feel like giving up, but I just can't, it isn't in my blood. (See what I did there 😏). Life's not doing well for me right now. I just wish I could make her feel better instead of hurting her.
It isn't in my blood.
I keep repeating the words, it isn't in my blood for a while until Eliza spoke up.
"What isn't in your blood?" Eliza asked.
"Dang, I keep saying my thoughts out loud huh?" I say.
"Yeah, so do you wanna tell me what's going on?" She asked.
"Where's Jonah?" I ask trying to change the subject.
"Don't try to change the subject with me Seavey, anyways he out at Walmart," she says.
"Fine, um, I broke up with Kiara, I feel more relieved, but there's one person that's still in my mind and I'm pretty sure she hates me," I say.
"Oh, so you're not heartbroken?" she asked.
"I'm not heartbroken by Kiara, cuz I broke up with her, but by someone else," I say.
"Oh really, yeah I had my heart broken twice but the first one I didn't really care, the second, I did and he hurt me so much," Eliza says.
Definitely me. Gosh I feel so bad. I wish I had never hurt her.
"Look Eliza, I'm so sorry for the pain I've caused, and I hope that you can forgive me like actually," I say.
I feel like I'm about to break down but I can't. Some part of me doesn't want anyone to see my hidden emotions. Although I can feel some tears threatening to come out, which explains why I'm looking at my feet.
"I forgive you but I still can't forget it," Eliza says.
"Yeah, I understand," I say but kind of trembling.
"Hey are you okay?" she asked.
I don't answer and keep my head down because tears were forming out of my eyes and yea I don't wanna face anyone like that.
"Hey face me, are you okay?" she asked.
I still don't look or answer and she finally turns my face to see the tears that are dripping down my face. All because of guilt, she almost killed herself because of me!
"Aw are you okay?" she asked.
Then she pulls me into a hug.
"Hey, tell me what's wrong," she asked softly.
"I-I still love you!" I kind of yell while crying a bit on her shoulder.
"What do you mean?" she asked.
"I never stopped loving you, cheating on you was the biggest mistake ever, I hurt you, and you almost killed yourself because me, and I just feel so guilty," I say.
*Eliza POV*
Wow I've never seen this side of him. It's like he's locked up inside and needs someone to talk to and express his emotions. To be honest, I feel bad for him. Wait he still loves me? Oh god. I still love him but I'm with Jonah! Ugh! My life! He continues to cry on my shoulder as I wrap my arms around him. Jonah could be back but Daniel's in pain right now.
"Hey you'll be alright," I say as I pat his back.
"And I've gotten better ever since therapy," I say.
He just cries and cries.
"Just release your emotions, let it all out until your better," I say.
I continue to comfort him. Why? Cuz I'm "nice" and I just don't like seeing people in pain.
"Hey, can I ask you something?" I asked.
He nodded his head.
"Why did you ever cheat on me?" I asked.
"I-I was stupid, and I thought I had enough of you but really I missed you, all our laughs, our dates, our everything, and then with Kiara, we just don't do that at all," he says.
"And I guess I suck in the dating world," he says.
I giggled a little. We stayed like this for 25 minutes until he fell asleep. I gently got out of his hold and tried to not bother him. Jonah finally got home after a while.
"Hey El!" Jonah calls me while walking in the door.
"Hey Jo, how's shopping?" I asked.
"It was splendid," he says and it made me laugh.
"So what happened while I was away?" Jonah asked.
"Well Zach, Jack, Corbyn, Christina, and Gabbie are in their rooms and I just stayed here, then Daniel came downstairs and let's just say he had a breakdown," I explained.
"Oof," he says.
"Yeah," I say.
"Hey can we talk?" Jonah asked.
"Um sure," I say.
A/n: Cliff hanged. Sorry not sorry, it makes stories more juicy or spicy ya noh? Lol k, I've been dropping chaps out quicker than usual but ya noh it depends, I've been really busy mostly cuz I have a lot of homework no joke and then there are tests and etc. But if u enjoyed plz vote and follow, also comment what else the next chapter should include... But before yew go, which wdw boi r y'all into? Comment who ur fav is and yah peace out mah doodz and I'll be back with another chapter soon. Bai :)