Emotional Amnesia

By CAKerst

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Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're... More

Preface
Reconstruct
Razor
Crash
Changing
Innocence Killed
Recreating The Past
Staring In The Mirror
Choking On Force Fed Lies
Don't Stop Me From Dying
Hora Nigra
Dreams Of Paris
Cigarette Affair
Memories Faded
Crossing The Distance
Happy New Year
Private Song
Somebody's Everything
What Am I Without You?
Outer Space
The Photo In The Frame
More Than I Can Mention
Until The Very End
Changing Myself For You
Opening The Memory Box
Distant Grieving
The Tattoo Of You
Wishing You Well
Standing On The Edge
Ocean Rush
When Summer Ends
The Color Of Me
Pill
Happily Ever After
Hatred
Seeing Him Again
This Moment In Time
You Changed
Trapped
Final Vow
Old School Boy
Behind The Door
The Last
Picture
Carnival
Ring Master
His Idol
The Hourglass
Sudden Realization
You're Not Here
Surreal
The Monster
Nightmares Of You
Supposedly
The Action
A Time
Happiest Time - Not...
Silent Nights
Sometimes
This Time We Are Infinite
This Moment In Time
We Can Move On
Sleeping Next To Me
Blurred Lines
The Letters
Dark Corners
Journey Away From You
The Decision
Revealing All
Whilst You Sleep
Talking To Him
Scars!
Saudade
Ravens
Tentacles
Everlasting
Trapped
Sleeping Beauty
You Came To Me
The Monster You Made
Speaking Your Mind
Calm Darkness
Hear What I Am Saying
Puppet On A String
The Cry
Another Long Island Ice Tea
The Looking Glass
Yet My Call, Became A Whisper
I Know
The Same Way
Immense
Take Away
Down Under
When Is The Time?
In A Year
Still The Voice
Never Fooled You

Epilogue

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By CAKerst

Dear reader,

By the time that I had finished this book I had no idea to what extent I was writing. The initial idea was to be a rebel and tell things like it is, but in the end this was an emotional process of growing and changing.

This is a chapter of my life which I closed on the day I wrote the very last poem for this book, and that alone is a good thing. These were all the emotions that I had "Emotional Amnesia" about. I blocked it out and forgot it with a reason – that I did not want to feel. Now however I am glad that I felt each and every emotion and wrote it out. I might not be the same person anymore, but I am a better person for putting everything "out there", and if there is one thing I have learned it is to stay true to yourself.

I have lied to myself many times and this was the first time that I was completely honest about who I was and how I felt. I hope this book has brought the same changes into your life. For now I have only a little bit of advice:

Follow your heart and never take no for an answer. Secondly I would like to ask you to never in your life become a person that others think you should be. Remain whom ever you would like to be...

And these are my little words of wisdom from me to you...

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