Emotional Amnesia

By CAKerst

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Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're... More

Preface
Reconstruct
Razor
Crash
Changing
Innocence Killed
Recreating The Past
Staring In The Mirror
Choking On Force Fed Lies
Don't Stop Me From Dying
Hora Nigra
Dreams Of Paris
Cigarette Affair
Memories Faded
Crossing The Distance
Happy New Year
Private Song
Somebody's Everything
What Am I Without You?
Outer Space
The Photo In The Frame
More Than I Can Mention
Until The Very End
Changing Myself For You
Opening The Memory Box
Distant Grieving
The Tattoo Of You
Wishing You Well
Standing On The Edge
Ocean Rush
When Summer Ends
The Color Of Me
Pill
Happily Ever After
Hatred
Seeing Him Again
You Changed
Trapped
Final Vow
Old School Boy
Behind The Door
The Last
Picture
Carnival
Ring Master
His Idol
The Hourglass
Sudden Realization
You're Not Here
Surreal
The Monster
Nightmares Of You
Supposedly
The Action
A Time
Happiest Time - Not...
Silent Nights
Sometimes
This Time We Are Infinite
This Moment In Time
We Can Move On
Sleeping Next To Me
Blurred Lines
The Letters
Dark Corners
Journey Away From You
The Decision
Revealing All
Whilst You Sleep
Talking To Him
Scars!
Saudade
Ravens
Tentacles
Everlasting
Trapped
Sleeping Beauty
You Came To Me
The Monster You Made
Speaking Your Mind
Calm Darkness
Hear What I Am Saying
Puppet On A String
The Cry
Another Long Island Ice Tea
The Looking Glass
Yet My Call, Became A Whisper
I Know
The Same Way
Immense
Take Away
Down Under
When Is The Time?
In A Year
Still The Voice
Never Fooled You
Epilogue

This Moment In Time

17 3 1
By CAKerst

Is everything like it should be?

In this moment in time.

Feels like life is against me,

As if I'm walking the line.


Separated from feelings,

I have learned to burn the bridge.

That walks me back over,

Where I was once the fridge.


This moment in time feels forever,

Since I have once returned.

I used to be oil on water,

But now I'm done – I've burned.


Silently I wonder,

What has come of me?

If I'll ever be who I once were,

Completely and utterly free.


This moment in time has changed me,

Beyond the point of repair.

I'm on a backdrop of nothing,

I just don't really care.


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