I am a bit mad. Somewhere in between, raging anger and burning madness. I don't like people doing things before I'm ready. Especially when they are playing with my life. Ugh! I'm going to bottle up my rage for now. Maybe I'll kill something. Or do what humans do and flip a table or kick a wall. I have supernatural strength so the results are actually satisfying.
The Winchester Cam is rather boring. Sam and Dean are at Bobby's. At the moment they are arguing about the existence of angels. Sam is all for it, he thinks we are all fluffy white winged babies. What a quant thought. Dean thinks it was more likely that King Kong pulled him out. Also a quant idea. I'm bored, but Cas went back up to heaven and it's kinda hard to get up there. Now that Deans back, I'm not taking the risk. 'Oh look!' Bobby has found something, saying that angels are the only likely reason Dean is back on earth. Thank you Bobby! But the boys are still bickering. It's so annoying when they do that. Like constant whining Liliths. I think I'll go chop her head off for kicks. Wait, that's breaking a seal. You will understand later what the seals are. Don't wanna spoil anything.
Well, now we are going to see one of Bobby's friends, Olivia Holt. She hasn't been answering her phone, Bobby's worried about her. So I go take a nap in the back seat of the Impala. When we get to Olivia's, I can sense something is wrong. Probably because there is a ripped open Olivia Holt lying in the living room. Ok, a few injuries, close calls and ghosts on steroids later, we, Bobby, has discovered that it is "The Rising of the Witness", a sign of the Apocalypse. Basically anybody you couldn't save comes back to tear you to shreds. Appealing, huh? Luckily, Bobby found a spell to send them back. And he has everything he needs here. Ok well time for some poor people to die, again.
Well, that went well. Unfortunately I was in Egypt the entire time. Then I traveled to France, they have supreme baked goods. While I was stocking up on chocolates, guess who payed a visit? My adoring big brother Castiel. I glared at him for a while, as he talked about stuff. I didn't really take in his words, until I was satisfied with my glaring. "What? Sorry Cas, I was too busy imagining me barbecuing your head to care about what you just said." I said interrupting him in mid sentence. He glared at me the same way I'd looked at him. Then he said, "We are going to talk to Dean." Yeah I bet we are.
When we got to Bobby's, Cas asks what the boys have been doing. I focus on Winchester Live and put two fingers on Cas's forehead. Then I mentally shove the feed through the link. Cas watches in silence. Then he opens his eyes and does the angelic whoosh thing. Dean wakes up and sees us. He gets up and walks over to us. Cas starts off with, "Excellent job with the Witnesses."
"You were hip to all this?" Dean asks.
"Saw the whole thing." I said pointing to my head. Dean looks confused. "Who the hell are you?" He asks me. "Yes Cas, who am I?" I ask, stressing the Cas.
"Dean, this is Zipporiah, the last angel god created."
"Call me Zip." I say smiling and extending my hand. Dean stares down at it like I'm handing him an octopus. I wasn't expecting him to take it anyway.
"Well thanks for all the help." He said sarcastically. "I almost got my heart ripped out of my chest."
"But you didn't." Cas said.
"I thought angels were supposed to be guardians. Fluffy wings, halos- you know Michael Landon. Not dicks."
"I am a guardian." I say. Both Cas and Dean look at me. I smile, "A badass one." Dean looks about to say something, when Cas speaks up.
"Read the bible." Cas says. "Angels are warriors of God. I'm a solider."
"Yeah, well then why didn't you fight?"
"I'm not here to perch on your shoulder. Ask Zipporiah to do that. I had larger concerns."
"Concerns? People were getting ripped to shreds. Oh and where is you boss?" Dean asks. I quietly interject "Father, if it means any difference." Of course Dean just keeps going. "Huh? Were the hell is god? If there even is a god."
"There is a God." Cas says.
"I'm not convinced." Dean shots back. Then he goes on about how god doesn't care. I only halfway listen. Instead I let my mind wander. I think about how I'm always brushed aside. Just being shushed makes me think about all the times I've been put aside. And at this very second the rage I always feel rekindles. Dean is in mid-rant when I say "Dean shut up." I don't say it very loudly as I don't want to wake anyone up, but somehow I put enough force into it Dean shuts up. He stares at me. He tries to talk but finds that I've taken his voice. Cas tries to talk to but he can't either. I stare at them both, awed. I've never done that before. I can see the surprise in both of their eyes. I also see what looks like....fear in Cas's. I figure before I lose their attention I'd better talk.
"Dean, I understand than you were on a nice little rant but we came to tell you something. We already know your opinion, you made it very clear in the first sentence." I look at Cas who nods motioning me to go on. "The Rising of the Witness is one of the 66 seals you have to break to get Lucifer out of the Cage. Lilith is trying to start the Apocalypse. Yes, we know you put the spirits back to rest but the seal was still broken. And Lucifer, he's real too. Anyway, Lilith has broken other seals also. We are trying to stop her. We stop some seals from being broken, others we cant. Unfortunately we don't have an unlimited supply of angels. Six of Cas's soldiers died in the field this week. More have died in the past two months too. We can't spend all our time protecting you. I'm here to watch you. If you want help you'd better start praying." I wave my hand and they can talk again. "Anything to add Cas?" Cas shakes his head. I turn to Dean. "I'll be back." Then I disappear with Cas.
Cas takes me to an empty park. "How did you do that?" He asks. "I don't know. I just got really angry and then I just concentrated my thoughts on shutting you two up." He frowns. "I have to report this to heaven." He says looking at me. I shudder. "Please don't, I'm pretty sure I'm not supposed to have that power. I wanna know more about how I did it too. Besides they'll probably question me and I'll go to angelic jail for no reason. Just save us both the trouble." He nods. "I understand." I hug him. "Thanks Cas." I whisper into his ear. Then he whooshes off.
I reappear, sitting on the back of an armchair. Dean only looks a bit surprised. "I'm not usually like that. I don't know I'm just tired." I say running my fingers through my hair. Dean looks at me. He hasn't moved from his spot in the kitchen. I get up and walk over to the table. I scoot over one of the chairs and sit in it. We sit in silence for a while. Then Deans asks, "Tired of what?"
"Heaven, demons, the world constantly needing saving. You know, there always seems to be something bigger that needs fixing." I turn toward him. "You kept hunting Azazel, he got you to open the Devil's Gate, leading to all these demons on earth. Lilith got out, now she's planning the Apocalypse. Who knows if we can stop that. If we do, what's next, it's never going back to how it was. So what are we even doing? Once we help, someone else always seems to use that against us." Dean seemed to consider what I'd said. "How long how you been watching us?" I sigh, "Since Sammy was 1." Dean looks a bit appalled. "How long have you been on earth?"
"806 years. I got exiled here."
"How old are you?" He asked.
"1,306." I replied.
"Well you look good."
"Dude, I'm like the youngest angel! Ever!"
Dean frowned, "Seriously?"
"I guess you took the 'God's last Angel' as a joke. Yup, I showed up a while after all the other angels." I went on to tell him almost everything you know about me. He was a pretty good listener. Interjecting questions occasionally. Pretty soon we started talking about normal human stuff. Eventually we had an understanding of each other.
"So whenever I need your help I just pray?" He asked.
"Yup, I'm also linked to you, live Winchester broadcast in here." I tapped my head.
"Why weren't you here earlier?" He asks.
"I was hungry, and bored." I told him honestly. He just shrugged.
"So, I'm the only one who can see you?"
"Umm, your kinda my subject, Cas gave you the ability to see me, if I wanted, other people can see me too. Just not Sam. Guardianship is complicated that way."
"Should I tell Sam about you?" He asks.
"It's up to you." I reply.
"So....you just gonna hang out or.....?" He asks.
"Nope, I left my stuff in Paris. Just send out a prayer if you need me." I waved, and went off to finish my chocolates.