Genre : Sad, happy ending
Pairing : Hyunjin X Stray Kids
I love this song. Its lyrics are just too great. I love 3racha's work. So its a Hyunjin fanfic which is dedicated to Hellevator's lyrics.Hope u enjoy (^o^)💖
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Nobody actually cares for me.
I'm riding on my pain and my tears.
As I try to escape above.
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Hyunjin's Pov -
"Why can't u do better? I thought u had studied hard? If ur continuing to do bad then u won't be able to become a doctor. I never expected this from u. I'm really upset. U don't help us in the household works and yet u haven't studied properly? What's happened to u? " plz, plz shut up
" Ur dad is right. Ur not doing anything properly. U won't become someone in life"
"I....... Never thought of becoming a doctor. I want to do something i like. I wanna be an idol or an entertainer, i can't study because u always give me some work to do. I- *Slap*"
"Now ur losing ur manners? What have we raised u to be? Nothing?
Stop ur silly dreams of being a singer cause truly, u'll never learn anything. Ur wasting our money and time. Go to ur room and think of ur actions! "
Well......... As u see,i have a really hard time dealing with my parents.
I got 2nd rank in the first exam i faced in 10th grade. But seems like they aren't satisfied. I tried my best of course.
But they always tell me to do something and waste my study time during the exam days.
How do they even expect me to do good when its them who's preventing me from doing better?
Dad never passed in 2nd grade when he was my age, and mom never passed 10th grade. I did better than them and still they're complaining.
They're complaints pierce through my ears as i try to process what they're rambling on.
They don't support my dream of becoming a singer,they'd tell me that i have to study hard if i wanna become a doctor when they know i never had the thought of being one.
Sometimes i wonder if they never loved me as a son. And they're only caring to me because they want me to be someone great and earn mad money so they can live a luxurious life.
I wanna die for one day, to see the person who really cares.
But seems like its impossible since nobody actually does.
I'm on the edge crying,as i lay on my bed.
Just run away Hyunjin, its better than staying here.
'Shut up.'
But u want to, just listen to me. They don't actually care. Its time u find ur own happiness. Life's nothing if u don't learn what enjoyment is.
'Really? '
Yes. I'm sure u'll love ur freedom once u get out of this one hella rock ur living in.
' I...... '
Jump out of the window and soon u'll find the people who really cares for u.
My mind battled. What if i actually did run away from this' one hella rock'? Will i really find somebody who really trusts me and loves me?
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I should just really leave should i?
Things won't work out like i expect.
Without any hesitation, i packed my stuff and some food with water and jumped outta the window as i stepped on the green grass of our garden and gave my final good bye to this so called 'Rock'.
As i walked on and breathe in air which was different from what I'd breathe in my home, i saw a really dark forest which was never there.
It was hella interesting, and my instincts tell me to go in.
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Going deeper i saw something wierd.
'elevator' it read.
Was it an elevator to another world? Though funny i opened the rusty gate and looked around the little space.
I stepped in and turned back. I saw the buttons.......... 1,2,3,4,5,6, H? What type of place would H bring me in? What the f***in hell?
It must be going down right?
H........
What is this?
H...............
Hell? Is this an elevator which brings u to hell?
Though shaking and scared i pressed the button 'H'.
Then the elevator shook heavily. As the numbers reached 6, there was a flash of light and i closed my eyes because of the brightness.
Outside the elevator beamed light as i struggled to open my eyes.
I opened the gates and walked out. It was a bright place which seems like a hillsaid filled with purple flowers and purple tall grasses. Looking around i heard a voice behind me.
"Finally came" it said as i turned back and saw 8 other boys.
"Wha-Who...... " what is this place? How come these boys are here?
" I guess i need to explain " said a boy with purple striped hair who seems to be the leader came closer .
" I guess so".
" See...................all of us here had a life like u did. So we all ran away from our homes and into the elevator which took us here.
It means u are chosen to be with us than ur family. It may sound creepy, but the forest u saw only appears in ur eyes, not for ordinary people. Then without any hesitation u came and went into the Hellevator "
" So............... It means the hellevator is the one which collected all of u here? So I'm also going to stay here? " my hands and toes curled as shivers went down my spines.
" Yes, we're going to be a family. A family which looks after each other and love each other. Will u be part of us? " he asked with a smile and took out his hand.
" I'd love to " i said and shook hands and smiled too.
Maybe that wasn't a really bad decision. We became a family and they're all great boys. Working together, laughing together and even fighting was really fun when we're all together.
My life went on so well. It was a new experience.
I called my parents that same night and told them i was in a better place where there was light and not dark (except for Darkbin).
Though it was hard for them to believe, i still called them a few times and told them i was still happy.
I never expect life to be great until i met my 2nd family ( Stray kids) . We understand each other because all of us are one and we know it wasn't an easy life before.
Without them, life would mean nothing.
9 or nothing.