My eyes are burning
My vision blurring
My knuckles are hurting
My head pounding
Between sobs
I glance at the door
Locked
I am a monster
Chained with my anger
I put myself here
For this is what I deserve
The ceiling, the walls
The room gets cold
I put myself here
At least I can bear
I didn't wanna kill
I don't wanna die
But what if
There's no choice
So I put myself here
Because I'm a monster
Who was once a saint
I don't wanna kill
So I choose to die
Because that's my only choice