I Am Probably Leaving Soon.
Leaving Watty, I Mean.
I'm Tired.
It's Hard To Explain Why.
I'm Just Tired Of Feeling Useless As I Watch Everyone Around Me Fall, One By One.
I Can't Do Anything To Help.
And It Hurts.
It Fucking Hurts.
And Then, Recently, I've Been Sad.
It Feels Like I Was Suddenly Shot In The Chest.
I Was Fine.
Laughing,
Smiling,
I Was...
Happy.
And Now, I Feel As Though I'm Watching Myself Slowly Disappear.
I Feel As Though Everyone I Love, Everyone I Care For, Has... Forgotten.
Forgotten Me.
And I Know,
I Sound Like An Attention Whore.
I Sound Like A Needy Faker.
But I've Felt This Before.
I Didn't Wanna Feel It Again.
I Didn't Wanna Ever Feel It Again.
But Here I Am.
And..
I Think It's Worse Than When It First Started.
But...
I'm Okay For Now.
I Think I Just Need Some Time To Myself.