A/N: Sanft: (German), a direction to perform softly and smoothly.
I know these are too many annoying defenitions but bare with me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Tysm for reading and enjoy(≧∇≦)/
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Your POV
I've never felt this much silence like this before, not knowing how to feel at all.
I looked down after Yoongi finished telling me everything. And he only looked away, looking as if he was beyond crying; as if he felt too hurt that he became numb.
I looked up at Yoongi after moments and moments of utter silence, and said,"I'm... I'm sorry. I know I said this too much but I truly am."
He shook his head lightly, looking down,"I just said this to feel better. But this wouldn't change the fact that I killed him. I killed him, (Y/N)," he said this as he looked up with angelic shining eyes that were close to breaking into tears.
I came closer to him and lightly patted his back. "You did not kill him. Don't blame yourself for that. And besides, he wanted you to be happy and to pursue your dreams, didn't he?"
He shook his head as he looked down at his white knuckles, forcefully blinking away the tears. "It was the reason why all this happened. So I decided to leave it. This path doesn't belong to me. But it belongs to you."
He looked up at me as he said the last sentence, honesty showing in his voice.
"But you're hundreds of times better than me, Yoongi. You were born to play music. Because sometimes... The path chooses you. And all you have to do is follow it."
His eyes rose to the wall as he looked as if some memory flashed in his head. "The path chooses you... My grandfather once said something like that... I think it was... 'Follow your dreams and they'll follow you'.."
Then he buried his face in his hands and sighed deeply,"this is nonsense. We're not living in a peachy world."
"But.. It's never too late-"
Yoongi suddenly got up and headed to his room and I stayed like that on the couch, not knowing what to do.
I just sat there, listening to the dribbling rain outside, the smell of it that was mixed with soil hitting my nose.
My eyelids felt heavy, forcing me to close them. And before I knew it, everything turned dark.
Yoongi's POV
I got back to the living room with a sweater as I noticed that (Y/N) was shivering a little. Even though I tried not to care, I couldn't help but notice every detail about her and try to make it up to her because of the way I treated her yesterday.
I shook the idea off my head as I entered the living room and found her sitting, sleeping peacefully on the couch.
I didn't even notice that a smile already formed itself on my lips as I stared at her angelic features while she inhaled calmly, making the world feel more peaceful and finer.
I put the sweater aside and tugged her in a blanket. And while I was doing so, I felt that I was too close. And when I tilted my head to face her, my face was inches away from hers.
My heart unknowingly started pacing fast. And I bit my lip as I looked at hers, rosy colored and soft looking.
I shook that stupid thought off and backed away, just what was I thinking?!
But then I couldn't hold myself, not knowing why I even wanted to stare at her figure forever.
I glanced at her once again and decided to come closer, hoping she wouldn't wake up. And my lips came in touch with her soft cute cheek. I kissed it and backed away, not even daring to look back and see if she woke up as I rushed into my room, feeling a war of hormones starting in my system.
Just what have you done to me, (Y/N)?? So swaggy, huh?
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Your POV
My hands travelles swiftly on the piano keys, producing astounding notes that fit perfectly together. Lights gathered around me as people cheered before I could even finish. There were hundreds of faces, but I wasn't even nervous at that as I kept playing confidently on the piano.
And now it was the time for the finale.
Do..
(Y/N)..
La..
Hey, (Y/N).
Ti...
(Y/N)!!
My eyes widened as I opened them fast and looked around, realizing I was dreaming and feeling dissapoimted at that. It was such a great dream and such a perfect composition.
But my eyes widened even more when they landed on Yoongi's face who looked as if he had just woken up.
"Huh? Did I.. Fall asleep? Wait, am I still.."
I looked around, realizing that I fell asleep on Yoongi's couch.
"Oh, my gosh, I slept here?? Did your parents see me??"
"Just my mom, but I explained for her the situation, don't worry."
I sighed,"well, good, I guess."
"Hey, (Y/N)," I looked up at Yoongi. "Isn't your event today? Like, three hours from now?"
My heart stopped as reality hit me.
Damn it, damn it, DAMN IT!!!
I ran towards the door, not having any time to think of anything but to head home and change. Hopefully, I could get there on time and warm up a little.
But, soon I heard Yoongi calling from behind,"hey, wait! (Y/N)! You're shoeless!!"
I looked down at my feet and realized he was right. Soon, he came to me and handed me my shoes and said,"you can't go home alone. You don't know the way. Let me take you. It will be faster."
I nodded as I thought of all the things
I had to do. How could this happen to me?! I was always strict with time and never forgot about any important detail. So, how could I completely forget about the Seoul Grand Event??
I didn't know, but I felt nervous as I rode a train for the first time with Yoongi. I've never been on a train before.
It was too crowded. And Yoongi had to wrap his arm around me to prevent me from bumping into random people. And I flushed dumbly again, my heart racing so hard as I bit my lip and looked down at my feet.
More people came to our side and Yoongi had to pull me tighter that my head was now too close to his chest. And I could suddenly hear the loud thumping of his chest. Why was it beating so fast, too??
It perfectly fit mine, forming a unique, comforting composition that I've never heard before. We stayed like that all the way, my heart popping but my ear that was buried in his chest enjoying the harmony of our hearts.
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A/N: Is this good? Am I good at fluff or should I stop trying to write fluff? 😂
Idk why you even read this tbh, but thank you so much for reading and I promise I'll try to write better.
Love Yourselves ♥♥ ✌