I am too tired to think of all of this. I hide the note and the ring in my closet so that no one can see them but me. I walk over to my window and look out of it to find a note, its from Toby:
"Teralyn, if you have found this, then someone thing great has happened and we are in love, I want you to know that this is going to work and that I love you, with all of me. ~ Toby"
I put the letter in the same place my mothers was and I sat on the window seat and pulled my legs close to me and I just cried. I cried because I was so happy yet so needy, because I need my mother. I heard Jaycee crying for a bottle so I got up and fixed her one and she went right to sleep.
I crawled into my full sized bed and drew a breath in, prayed, turned my fan on 2, and went to sleep. The best thing I could every ask for is sleep, it helps me think and clear my head.
When I woke in the morning it was about 8:30 so I had 30 minutes before Jaycee would wake up so I decided to text Toby
"Good morning!" I text ed
"Morning, how did you sleep beautiful?" replied Toby
"Good, do you wanna come over and have breakfast?" I asked
"Whatcha got?" he asked
"I'll make pancakes, bacon and sausage, and biscuits." I said
"On my way!" said Toby
"Okay." I said
Today was take your child to work day so dad was taking Jaycee with him because a lot of his workers were bringing grand kids.
I got Jaycee up and ready and kissed her before she left with dad. 5 minutes after I got all of the food ready Toby knocked on the door. I opened the door and let him in.
"I didn't know it was a pajama party." he said laughing
He was wearing regular clothes and I looked down to realize I was in my pajamas, but that god i had brushed my teeth.
"Oh shut up." I said laughing, leaning in and kissing him
"I am starving." said Toby
"Me too." I said holding my stomach.
We sat down at the table and began eating.
"So what do you want to do today?" I asked
"I think we should... I don't know." said Toby
"Want to just hang out here." I asked
"I would love that." said Toby
"Okay, well let me clean up." I said
"I'll help." I said
We cleaned up the kitchen and went up to my room.
"I didn't expect your room to be like this." said Toby
I looked at my room and it was really clean like normal.
"I mean this neat and this big." said Toby
"Wow, thanks. I got your cute little note." I said
"Ha-ha!" said Toby
"I love you!" I said
"I love you more!" said Toby
"Not this game!" I said
"I won!" said Toby