soluble in a crowd
of unique ones
words that escape his lips
unviel years upon old scars
he craved to be the focus of their vision
he wanted to disappear into thin air
he smiled and laughed
he cried and fought
his demons took control
and then he was so pure
he wanted to die
he lived to the fullest
one said yes
one said no
one said do
the other said don't
inside his soul
lay a kaleidoscope
and the kaleidoscope twisted
and the kaleidoscope turned
and he wanted it
then he wanted nothing with it
he smiled through the day
he cried through the night
he laughed in the sun
he drowned in the dark
and he smiled
as a tear rolled down
multiple personalities disorder