They Say I'm Messed Up

She's Gone

That little girl you saw in me
Is gone now.
She is replaced with me
A person that only feels pain
Someone that that fakes it all.
Im a faker.
I fake all the emotions you see
Happiness
Laughter
Smiley
Everything is all an act
Im like a puppet
And my hidden depression is the puppeteer.
It doesn't want to get noticed.
So it stays hidden.
And the little girl that was once in me
Is now gone
She slipped and faded away.
Into the darkness
She wants to come back.
But she can't.
Now that I'm here.
She can never come back
Because now my depression is always with me.
And it will never go away.