I'm just bored and wanna do this.
Day 1: List 10 things that make you happy.
1.) Music
2.) friends (sometimes)
3.) writing
4.) YouTube
5.) Netflix
6.) Wattpad
7.) Shane Dawson
8.) Ethan and Grayson Dolan
9.) when my phone batteries on 100%
10.) sleep
Day 2: Write about something that someone told you that you'll never forget.
My mom told me that not everyone is going to agree with you. And that's okay. But you have to at least respect their opinions. You have to agree to disagree.
Day 3: What are your 3 pet peeves.
When people don't close my door and then make me get up to do it.
When people jump to conclusions that everything is about them. Like I could say something and then someone will be like "WERE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME!" NO I FUCKING WASN'T!
Everything. You name it I hate something about it. (Name stuff if you want for a reason why I might hate it)
Day 4: write about someone who inspires you.
Who inspires me? Oh. I got one. Shane Dawson.
Shane Dawson when he was a kid was so poor as a child. His childhood was not all the great. His family was poor, he was raped, he didn't have a father, his grandmother was sick, he was bullied and overweight. Like 400 pounds overweight. And all around his life basically sucked.
But he had a dream and his dream once became a reality. He is doing so well in life currently. He has an amazing boyfriend, a dog/cat that hate him 😂, and he is financially stable.
He is so humble and kid. You know when he had first gotten money from YouTube he had bought his mom a house and her dream car. Yeah. And he was living in some dirty, small apartment and sett his mom up first.
He is so humble and kind. He is the sweetest man I've ever met (yes I've met him). He is just amazing. I love him so much. ♥️
Day 5: list five places you want to visit.
Colorado
Italy
New York
Hawaii
Canada
Day 6: five ways to win your heart.
A ring. Lol.
Pizza
Something super romantic with roses involved
Alcohol
Flowers
(So I basically gave away details on if a guy proposed to me) 😂
Day 7: List 10 song's you're loving right now.
1.) I Wouldn't Mind- He is We (it literally just came on)
2.) Mama Don't Worry- bhabd bhabie
3.) Something's Gotta Give- Camila Cabello
4.) Simple Man- Jensen Ackles (Cover)
5.) She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5
6.) Piggyback- Melanie Martinez
7.) The Sound of Silence- Disturbed
8.) Bartier Cardi- Cardi B ft. 21 Savage
9.) Her Last Words- Courtney Parker
10.) Poppin'- Asian Doll
Day 8: Share something you struggle with.
Depression and hallucinations (literally knows that so idk why I'm saying it here... 😳)
Days 9: Post some words of wisdom that speak to you.
I'm gonna post a quote cause I'm dumb.
Day 10: Write about something for which you feel strongly.
Everyone in this world is a hypocrite.
Day 11: Something you always think "What If..." about
What if I died. What would my friends do? How would people react? Would anyone care?
Day 12: write about five blessings in your life.
Having food in my cabinets
Having a phone
Having a family
Having great friends (sometimes)
Having an education
Day 13: What are you excited about?
Not having again tomorrow. Our three day weekend has turned into a five day weekend.
Just because it was snowing and icy on the roads.
Day 14: Post your favorite movie that you never get tired of watching.
Idk things annoy me fast.
Day 15: Bullet-point your whole day.
(This was like Tuesday)
Woke up
Ate
Power went out for a bit
Started snowing
Washed my hair
My mom put it in knots (I'll show you what it looks like in another chapter)
Ate
Watched Bates Motel
Watched the new Dolan Twin video
Watched Bates Motel
Got into an Argument
Now about to go to sleep sooner or later
Day 16: Something that you miss.
Feeling like I'm #1 and irreplaceable by someone.
Day 17: Post about your zodiac sign and if it fits you or not.
Aries but idk about it that much.
Day 18: Post 30 facts about yourself.
How about no. Let's do like 10.
1.) I hate fruits and vegetables
2.) I like alcohol
3.) I hate almost everything
4.) I'm a picky eater
5.) I have OCD
6.) I hate most everyone
7.) I care more if the animals die in movies
8.) I have glasses that are ugly as fuck
9.) I hate mirrors
10.) I talk to myself when I'm alone
Day 19: Discuss your first love.
So it was a guy who I had liked as soon as I saw him in 3rd grade. And he would always stare at me across the class and stuff and I liked him.
We would talk sometimes but not a lot. Then in 4th grade we didn't have the same class but every time he saw me he'd still stare at me, mind you while he had a girlfriend since like 2nd grade.
And in 5th grade (the best grade ever) but we had the same class and we sat together in most every class. We would talk so much in class that the teachers would get annoyed and (mind you he had a girlfriend) we'd talk and joke and help each other in class.
We would text and talk for hours and we'd talk in class and sometimes we'd pass notes during tests (not for answers just to talk).
I liked him since 3rd grade till like 7th. (I moved after 5th) but I still liked him. And deep deep down I still like him a little. Idk why but I do. But love and I don't mix well so love for me doesn't exist.
Day 20: Post about three celebrity crushes.
Cole Sprouse, Jensen Ackles and Ethan Dolan.
Day 21: What three lessons do you want your child to learn from you.
That bullies are jealous of you low-key.
That even if you have nothing and feel like nothing you always have someone who sees you as everything and who will give you everything.
Don't be a doormat and stand up for what you believe in and be confident in your answers and have proof to back yourself up so you don't go into a gun fight with a knife.
Day 22: put your music on shuffle and post the first ten songs.
Something's Gotta Give- Camila Cabello
Devil in Me- Halsey
Dollhouse- Melanie Martinez
Whachu Know- Bhad Bhabie
Deadahh- LIL PHAG ft. Tana Mongeau
Both of Em- Bhad Bhabie
I Wouldn't Mind- He Is We
I Built a Friend- Alec Benjamin
No Place Like London- Johnny Depp
My Immortal- Evanescence
Day 23: a letter to someone anyone.
Dear all of the people reading this,
I love you so much. You are beautiful no matter what you say, your brain says, people say, the scale says. You are beautiful. Thick or thin. You are you. No need to try and impress anyone. Because you are a Sweet LittleUnforgettable Thing. You're beautiful, smart and just an amazing person to be around. Don't let anyone tell you different.
I am always here for you. Follower count doesn't matter to me. I still love you no matter how high I reach or how high you reach. I will still love and care for you. ♥️ Now go slay then haters you beautiful Queens and Kings 💖 Show the world how much you matter and who YOU are not who people tell you to be. 🥀💜
Sincerely The girl who loves you 💖 (Taylor🥀)
Day 24: Write about a lesson you learned the hard way.
Let's jut say I shouldn't trust everyone and shouldn't open up to everyone.
Day 25: Think of any word. Search it up in google. Write something inspired by the 11th image.
My word is Ariana. Let's see.
Story: ⚠️ GRAPHIC READ AT YOUR OWN RISK⚠️ also it has nothing really to do with the picture. Lol.
I laid in my bed, tears sliding down my bruised cheeks before I realized I need to film a YouTube video for Tuesday. I pushed the thought to the back of my mind and continued to cry over the abuse my step father had shown me today.
I laid in the silence of my darkened room hearing only the sound of my mother and stepfather screaming and one another through the thin walls of our home.
"Get your lazy pathetic ass up and make a fucking video." I whispered to myself with a hint of self loathing and pain.
I stand up reluctantly wiping my tears away and heading to the bathroom to apply makeup over my wounds and choke my tears down.
I walk back into my room locking the door to make sure they don't come in.
I grab my phone turning on some Ariana Grande to drowned out my parents screams while I set up the camera and set the brightness of the ring light.
I plug my phone into my computer to screen record my phone.
I turn off the music getting positioned in my recording corner of my room in front of bright cloth background.
I press the button ready to film.
Happy face.
"Hey guys! Welcome back to my channel and if you are new here then Hey girl! Welcome! So today I will be opening some of your guy's Snapchat's." I say into the camera.
I stop for a second listening to the sound of my mother crying hysterically in the room next to me.
I force myself not to cry and continue on.
"So early today I told you guys to spam my Snapchat and you guys did just that. So let's get into the video." I say wiping my hair to my left.
I fix my hair real quick before starting to open my fans Snapchats giving my commentary and love back.
"Okay I think I'll open one more cause this video it gonna be like 20 minutes."
I click on one that says "Ariana Grande" not thinking about when I see a picture of Ariana with a caption saying "You are one of my winners from my Twitter where I said that I'd add back people from Snapchat! I love you! I hope you have a good day!" It reads.
I start smiling and squealing tossing my phone on the ground.
"OH MY GOD! GUY'S THAT WAS ARIANA GRANDE! ARIANA GRANDE LOOKED AT MY SNAPCHAT STORYYYY!" I exclaimed into the camera.
"Okay I think that will all be for today guys! Oh my god! Bye guys, I love you and stay beautiful. Hair flips from Colorado." I say flipping my hair into the lens like always.
I stop recording and begin sending it to my computer for editing.
"OH MY GOD!" I scream again jumping on my bed.
"Yes!" I scream forgetting all about my abusive step father and just how happy my fans and how Ariana made me feel today.
"Hey! Maya! What is all the noise in there!" I hear my step father yell from the other side of the door jingling the lock.
"Um nothing." I yell back settling down.
"Open this fucking door you little bitch!" He shouts pulling at the door handle.
I don't move.
"Open the fuck up!"
Finally I say it... "No!" I shout back in anger. Oh shit.
The other side of the door falls silent.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?!"
"I said no!"
"You little slut!" She says kicking at the door.
I start panicking throwing all my valuables in my closet.
He kicks the door in just as I close my closet door.
"You stupid little slut." He says slapping me so hard that I fly into the wall.
I quickly grab a baseball bat next to me and hit in over the head with it making him pass out on my floor.
"Maya, honey are you okay?!" My mom panics grabbing onto me hugging me tightly.
"I called the police." She says hugging my head as I hear sirens grow louder outside.
"I said no." I whisper to him angrily.
This had nothing really to do with the picture but whatever. Hope you liked it.
Day 26: Write about an area in your life you'd like to improve.
My grades in school.
Day 27: Conversely, Write about something that's kicking ass right now.
Umm. I have no idea.
Day 28: Post five things that make you laugh out loud.
The Dolan Twins
Shane Dawson
Kevin Hart
When people say something stupid
When a teacher says a cuss word (idk it's just weird but it's funny)
Day 29: What are your goals for the next 30 days.
Umm... well... um... I don't know... Maybe to get the Jelena Fanfic completely finished so I can post it.
Day 30: Your highs and lows for the month.
So far high: Wattpad started working again and finding The Dolan Twins and binge watching their videos
Low: the fight I had with my best friend and my depression.
It took me almost an entire week to do this. But if you want to do it in the comments or in your book you can. Tag me in it so I can see it unless it's in the comments cause I'll see it regardless.