#Omari
Sunday.
"Your phones ringing" Harvey flashed my Iphone in my direction. I shrugged. Harvey shrugged too and let it ring out, then carried on doing whatever he was doing on my phone
I carried on driving but soon came to a stop. I kissed my teeth. Why where so many people on the motor way at this time? 8 am and people want to clog up the motorway like this ?
"Its ringing again?"
"Put it on loud speaker" Harvey answered the call and put it on loud speaker.
"Hello?" Chyna said into the phone.
"Yo."
"Hey, I was just wondering if you wanted to co cinema later on today?"
"Oh nah I can't."
"Oh. What's wrong?"
"Nothing babe, I'm just don't like being up early that's all."
"Yeah I saw your status changed at like 6 am and wondered why you were up early"
"I'm going chessington with the family"
"Aww, Omaris a family man yeah?"
"LOOOL, yeah course. Its fathers day"
"Aw, how's my baby Kamara?"
"She's sleeping in the back." I turned around to make sure. I had a beautiful baby, she was wearing a cute summer dress with tights and her little mini convereses. She rubbed her face and carried on snoozing.
"She sooo preety. I want a baby now"
"We can make that happen" I said chuckling. I licked the rim of my upper teeth. Chyna was so flipping sexy for a 17 year old man.
"Oh yeah?"
"We'll I'm sleeping over chessington today, so when I hit up london tomorrow we can talk more about this baby thing yeah."
"Alright babe, have fun"
"Yeah"
"Don't hurt that pretty little face of yours"
"I won't"
"Byeeee"
"Laters"
"Your sucha flower pot" Harvey said a soon as I hanged up.
"What?!" I said laughing. I was tryna concentraate on driving but I wanted to see if this guy was ACTUALLY being serious.
"She's taking you for a prick blud. Saying don't hurt your face, and you reply yeah. I woulda told her if she wants the d*ck she shouldn't try to lie and say let's go cinema."
"I've been cinema with her before. Sh*t goes down dawwwwg" I said nudging him. He laughed and shook his head. Kara started mumbling, then slowly started crying. I loved her and sh*t, but when she was sleeping, the smallest noise would wake her up; she would cry then sleep again.
"Leave her." Kara was gonna cry for a couple of mintues then she would calm down and go back to bed. She did this every morning.
"She's gonna wake up junior. Are you gonna have 2 crying kids in the car?"
"The fact your pickney still cries at 3 years old is a big problem dawg." Kara was gonna stop crying when she could talk properly. There was no need for my baby to cry when I could give her anything she wanted. That's how I saw it anyway.
After a few mintues Kara calmed down and started to doze of again, but Junior started cry because he was woken up. I shook my head. Such a b*tch boy.
"I hate your baby fam." I said screwing Junior in the rearview mirror. He was Harvey Junior, Harvey’s son. This don was so flipping up himself he called his son he's own name.
"Oi Junior, say uncle your a punk." Junior looked at his dad and carried on crying.
"Some soggy guy. I bet you Kara could f_ck him up you know."
"Kmt. I bet you your phone that Kara is gonna cry more that Junior today." I raised my eyebrows and we shook hands.
We arrived at Chessginton around 10am, just about when it opened.
I got out of the car, then opened Kara's door and took her out of her car seat. I knew she must have been fully hungry. I helt her and waited for Harvey and my soggy nephew to get out of the car. They came out and I took Kara's feeding bag and locked the car. My mum pulled up and parked beside me after a couple of seconds. We had split the cars up because not everyone could fit in one car.
In the second car was my mum driving, my aunt, Kelsey and Harveys baby mother. I was gonna invite Chloe but... lol. I was never going to invite her.
I started walking towards the hotel with Kara as we were spending the night here and I wanted to get comftable and feed her, then SLEEP.
"OMARI!" I rolled my eyes. She was gonna piss me of and we hadn't even been here for 10 mins.
"Yeah?" I said turning around.
"Where you going?"
"To sleep?"
"Were going on rides?!" I looked at my mum, then turned back around and carried on walking. I was trying to repect my mum more but at that moment I wanted to take of my shoe and throw it at her.
Me?
On rides?
F_ck off.
I had never been on a ride in my life and I never intened to. So I should scare myself, for fun? I should stimulate myself falling and somehow enjoy that?
I went to reception at Holiday Inn and pickeded up my keys, then went to my room. I put Kara down and she started waddling around the room and ran to the window. She looked glued to whatever was outside so I looked out the window too. Our room over looked the safari part of Chessington, there was Zebras being fed and some fat birds on the other side.
"Do you wanna see the animals baby?" I asked Kara. She ignored me and carried on looking outside so I took it as a yes. I checked the times that the animals were going to be fed and the next time was 1pm. I set and alarm for 12 and changed and fed Kara.
Me and Kara were walking, I was carrying her in the sealife exibit when my phone started ringing. 'Marj.' I kissed my teeth and ignored it. She was gonna be stupid and tell me to meet her at the rides. When I looked back at Kara she was fully trying to lick the fish through the glass, I pulled her away laughing/disgusted. She was so weird. How can she try eating the fish through the glass.
I took her around the animal part, then we played the little games. Well I played and she clapped when I won her a big sponge bob, but it was bigger than he so I had to hold her and hold the toy in another hand.
"You seem very good with yours hands" the girl running the game said to me. See I didn't want to take that in the wrong way, but her facial expression told me to take it in the wrong way. I smiled back at her.
"I'd like to think so" I said trying to wipe the smile of y face. I was fully gonna catch a STD soon.
We were walking to another game to play when we bumped into my mum and the rest.
"You won that?". Junior asked he's getting excited.
"Yeah and its not for you you flower pot."I said screwing him. He smiled at me.
Like mate does he not understand that I don't like him. I don't like soggy boys. He just reminded me of Zac and I hate Zac.
"Don't talk to my son like that." Sarah said smiling but screwing me. Sarah was so sexy, if she wasn't my cousions baby mother I might have had to step to her.
"Let's go on rides now." Kara reached her hands out and my mum took her hands. Harvey took my hand and started walking away from the group.
"I'm not going on any rides man!" I said as Harvey walked into the line for some sh*t rollercoaster. He screwed me but lined up.
"So wagwarn?"
"With what?"
"With life init. I obviously haven't talked to you since Christmas, how you been feeling? Heard you and your girl broke up" this was the life I was leading.
"Talking about feelings is all long."
"Nah, your mum said she's been worried about-"
"She needs to stop bitching about me man. I'm fine"
"She said you've started to bring lots of girls home these days"
"I've brought home like 5 girls mate. And I didn't even now she was home 4 times."
"5 girls in a month yeah? So a diffrent girl every week? You’re catching a STI. Mark my words."
"Kmt. I always use protection."
"That’s how Kara’s here init?’’ I remained quiet. He actually had a point. I looked at him and just smiled rolling my eyes.
‘’So what would you do if you got another girl pregant." I shook my head.
"I love Kara but she's enough for me man. I have football, A-levels, and I'm gonna try to get full custody of Kara" harvey raised his eyebrows, I nodded.
" Chloe pisses me off, and how would it look to the courts if I got another girl pregnant? I need to clean up my act anyway for football. LOL I actually can't have another baby" I said laughing. Kids weren't an option to me for another 10 years. I’m just about to turn 17 and to be having 2 kids. That’s some bummy life I’m not gonna lead.
"So you would tell the girl to have an abortion?" I nodded.
"I'll tell her to abort it." I said shruggig. "A baby aint a baby to me until it's developed a bit, and that's not until like 3 months init." I said shrugging.
"I see you. So tell me about these girls then?"
"Their not important man." I said shrugging. The only important girls in my life were my sisters and Kara and Aaliyah to some extent.
"So who called then?"
"Chyna." I said smiling
"Chyna yeah?" Harvey said. We both laughed and moved up the line.
"Yeah, she's a cool girl."
"Isit?" Harvey said laughing.
"Yeah... we f_cked man. Lol just ask"
"So you've moved on yeah?" I nodded, we moved up the line again. Harvey started at me trying figure something out.
"Your such a lier. And you know you are. Your not over her. Lemme tell you something, as you grow up, you come to realise that you actually have the one person that you'll regret ever leaving. Me and Sarah broke up for a year, we both grew up quickly when she had Junior and we both couldn't handle it, we grew and came back together, and lemme tell you, the amount of girls I fiddled with when we weren't together, and I only did it because I was trya find a girl like Sarah-"
"Harvey, real truth I respect you and your opnion, but I'm not having some break down, I'm not f_cking girls because I miss her, I'm f_cking girls cause I'm single and I like sex. Please don't talk like my mum" I said sighing.
"Ite, but don't lie to me and say you don't miss her. Look at me and LIE, you were with her for nearly two years, you can't get over someone in a month. Your only sexing girls to stop thinking about her. You don't have to agree with me." Harvey said shrugging.
"Your f_cking annoying for a 19 year old you know."
"Kmt."
"Anyway, IF’’ I paused. ‘’IF I did miss her. I tried to holla her after she got into a fight but she ran away from me" Harvey looked at me and laughed. No –one believed me when I said that Lee literally ran away from me.
"Keep trying don. She’s a girl, you know she's frilly. Just make peace with her ,she your first love. Nothing will ever change that. And you were her first init?" I nodded.
"Then you HAVE to make peace with her." I just nodded. I'd speak her when I reached London. I just wanted to know wagwarn with her and Marcus. People had told me he punched her, but some people said he slapped her, it was all just diffrent stories, I wanted to hear from her mouth what happened.
Then I was gonna go f_ck up Marcus.
I'd probably bring Steven along, he wanted to f_ck up Marcus anyway but he just needed a good reason to motivate him.
‘’When she says go away, she means come closer, when she says not come closer, gab her and kiss her. Sarah starts arguments over the littlest sh*t when she’s bored, that’s her way of telling me she’s horny. Watch tonight, she’ll start saying that I left the tap running or some sh*t like that, just to start an argument, so we can have make up sex. Watch.’’ I shook my head. These two were mad, they were basically married they lived together and all sorts. I wanted me and my wife to be like that, their relationship was so calm, the trust they had. Sarah could trust Harvey with a naked Kim Kardashian and vice versa.
"Lemme ask you one more thing." I rolled my eyes but nodded.
"Chyna has long black hair right?" I nodded.
"Aaliyah has long black hair right?"
"When its in weave yeah."
"Chyna wears glasses right?"
"Sometimes"
"aaliyah wears glasses too right?" I nodded. I knew what he was trying to say and he was wrong.
We came to the end of the line, and everyone got strapped in. Cause of this fool I started thinking about her. When I pulled mysef out of my thoughts and I was straped into the rollercoaster.
I felt like a prick. I asked the woman to come of the ride and she shook her head.
What a b*tch.
My heart was seriously gone. I looked behind to see some guy that looked 3 years old strapped in, and he was smiling.
This little boy was gone. He was proper smiling. The ride started and I just closed my eyes.
When the ride was finished, I actually couldn't breathe. I came of the ride my hands were proper shaking. This is why I didn't scare myself for no reason. I actually can't remeber when was the last time I was actually scared. I looked at my picture and I looked proper ghost. Harvey started crying of laughter and brought the picture.
"Fuck this shit. I'm going back to the hotel." I said walking away from him.I wasn't even happy. I left the park and went back to my hotel room and laid down on my bed. Everytime I closed my eyes all I could think about was the ride. It was proper giving me nightmares.
I must have fallen asleep cause when I woke up from hearing some movemt in my room I saw Harvey creeping out of the room, and it was pitch black outside.
"Where you going?" I asked sleeply.
"Well Kara and Junior are sleeping in here, and your mum and my mum have gone out to eat dinner, Sarah sent me a text saying that I left the water running and I should come switch it off" Harvey said laughing. I kissed my teeth. So the whole hotel was gonna hear then sexing.
"Don't worry, there's always you-tube and tissue in the toilet." Harvey said laughing. I threw my blackberry at him but just missed as he closed the door. I sighed as I looked at my bold bb on the floor with the battery a couple of meters away from the cover and the phone. I shrugged. My sexy I phone was safe so who gives a f_ck.
I rolled in bed until I fell asleep the next morning. I woke up to my mum waking me up. She told me to get dressed and that we were leaving. FINALLY.
I tried to celebrate faters day but Kara was too young to fully understand it so *shrugs*
I showered and got dressed, I put Kara in my car and let Harvey drive. I was tired and stressed. I put my chair down and dozed off again to the music playing from the radio.
We reached london and the first thing I did was drop Kara at Chloes yard. I dropped her without even saying a word to her. We didn't get along, at all.
Our relationship just went downhill when me and Kayne burnt her boyfriend’s clothes. Since then the only time we talked was about Kara, but Chloe wanted to move in with her boyfriend, with Kara, on whose grave? I told her no, she didn’t wanna listen, so I told her that’ll I’ll just file for full custody for Kara. And now it’s going to the courts. I point blank refuse for Kara to grow up around another man like I’m not her dad?
I only dropped her cause I didn't want her to be around when I was smoking. I wanted to keep her lungs pure. I went corner store and got a pack of ciagrettes. I couldn't smoke weed anymore as much as I was in a football team and it was technically against the law.
But I still smoked anyway. lol.
I phoned Chyna to come meet me at her busstop. I always forgot how to get to her house. I got on then off the bus ,and lit up my cig whilst I waited for her. A batch of girls walked past me and smiled. I smiled back. I was single right?
They sat next to me and kept giving me looks. I shook my head and started walking towards Chyna,I could see her swaying her hips from here. I crossed the road and hugged her.
"You look like a proper gang banger when you smoke you know."
"So you nah like it?"
"Nah, its sexy. " She said kissing my lips. Yeah mate, this was the kinda girl for me. Sexy in every place, she could turn me on so easily. She took my hand and we started walking to her house. We stood outside her house as I took one last drag then put it out.
We went inside and 'chilled'.
Aaliyah.
Maria and I left the college gate on a monday morning. It was raining like mad, I swear British weather changed as fast as I blinked.
We were walking up the hill to go home when Maria pointed out Omaris car. My heart beat was gone. I carried on walking and the car beeped. Everyone looked at the car.
"What an attention seeker" I said shaking my head. My phone started ringing and a number came up. I knew it was Omari, I recongized the number. I dropped Maria to the busstop up the road, then walked back. I opened the passenger seat and sat down, closing the door.
We sat in sielnce for a bit, but the smelll of cigarettes was agravating my nose.
"So you smoke cigarettes now?" I asked trying to break the ice. Omari was looking out of his window and only nodded.
We sat in more silence, but I was disgusted. I hated him smoking weed but he didn't do it a lot, but I knew if he was smoking cigarettes, because he could do it on the road, he would do it 24/7, to "take the stress away”.
"So what happened with you and Cecila?" He looked at me.
"I'm preeeeety sure you know what happened." He nodded. I'm sure one of his friends had already told him.
"What happened with you and Marcus then? Cause I'm hearing he touched you."
"Why do you even care?" He turned his head and looked at me slowly.
"What?" Omari asked confused.
"I said why do you care? Why do you even give a sh*t what happens to me. You have Chyna right?" The last bit was meant to stay in my mind. Crap.
"I can have the whole world, I can still care about you." I just rasied my eyebrows. I didn't believe a word he was saying. He just wanted to fight someone and have a reason.
"Do you want me to drop you home then?"
"No. I have an oyster card." I said looking outside the car. I really didn’t want to be here.
"You didn't mind me taking you home last time."
My mouth was actually hanging down. I knew what he really meant.
I remained silent.
"Well that was before I knew that you had a girlfriend."
"Oh. I have a girlfriend, that's news to me you know. Never knew I had a girlfriend" Omari said sarcastically.
"So why is she wearing your football shirt then?" Once again that just slipped out.
"Hmm, maybe because I can do what the f_ck I want." I kissed my teeth and opened the door to leave. He actually didn't even respect me at all.
He held my arm and pulled me back into the car. This time I actually tried to leave the car but he was actually proper strong.
"We need to sort this thing out."
"What thing?" I asked confused.
"THIS. US. Explain what's going on."
"Nothings going on Omari." He was seriously delusional!
My window knocked. Omari pressed some button puling the window down. I watched him do it, as he pulled the button down, he bent down so he could see who the person was, and he looked so f_cking sexy. I looked down at my hands and saw them shaking, this was the effect this FOOL had on me.
"Aaliyah are you okay?" Nelson looked at me and asked worried. I nodded.
"I saw you struggling to get out of the car, is he hurting you."
"No Nelson, I'm fine thank you." I said actually getting annoyed, he was a nice guy but he was really clingy.
"Okay, are we still on for friday then?" I just nodded. I could feel Omaris eyes on me.
"Who's this then?" Why was Nelson so nosey?!
"This is Omari, Omari, Nelson." I said introducing them.
"Oh, your ex."
"Mate, f_ck off." Omari said rolling up his window and starting the car. He started driving out of the area. I looked at him, I actually wasn't shocked. I was slowly getting used to his erratic behaviour.
"So who's Nelson then? Your dating guys after a month yeah?" Omari said chuckling but shaking his head.
"So since you and me and broke up you haven't been with anyone else then?" Omari didn't reply.
"Exactly. So if I want to go on a date with someone else you have no say in it. At all." I said shutting him up.
"Who's Chyna?" I asked again.
"Your jealous?" I looked at him and laughed. He questioned this statement.
"So you can't answer the question nah?"
"No Omari, I'm not jelaous."
"So why did you proper scope her up." I kissed my teeth. I knew Luke had more loyalty to Omari than me. This is why Kwali was my bestfriend, he could keep his mouth shut at least. I remained quiet though.
"She's just a friend." I slowly nodded. He was such a lier.
"Omari?"
"Yeah babe?" My heart skipped a beat.
"Can we come to an agreement?" He nodded looking at the road.
"Me and you are over yeah?"I asked. I was hoping he would say no, or maybe even fight for me? Maybe? No?
He didn't reply, but nodded after a while.
"So don't include yourself in my buisness then. You said you don't think me and you can't be friends, then were nothing really right? Your my friend or nothing. And I mean it, and as my friend I don't want you to be rude to my friends." He slowly nodded.
‘’We had or bad times yeah, but honestly you’re a big part in my life, whether I like it or not, and we were friends before this mess.’’ I nodded smiling.
At least we had come to some agreement.
"Friends?" He shook his head. What? I looked at him confused.
"Aaliyah, understand yeah, me and you f_cked last week? … Explain that please?" Omari said parking outside my house, then sitting back looking at me. I shrugged. I could explain it but I was scared to say it out loud.
"I'm not being you friend. Can you actually understand that?" Omari said slowly.
"Why not?" I said weakly. I sounded so immature.
"Because I f_cking can't see you like that. Could you see Kwali as you boyfriend? No. Of course not so I'm not seeing you as a friend. Get that through your head." Omari said starting to get angry.
"Then leave me alone then! F_cking hell Omari."
"I'll leave you alone right after you tell me what happened with Marcus, I'm on my way to see him now, I just wanna hear from your mouth, did he hit you?"
"Yes. Whatever man" I said coming out his car then banging the door. He had actually pissed me off so much. Why must he chat so much sh*t? The past week I was in such a holy moood, I felt God had taken the weight of my shoulder and then he decided to come back and put it all on again. I actually didn't understand, it had been about a month and a bit since we broke up and he was STILL on my mind. I was actually baffled. I missed him and I still love him yeah, he was my first boyfriend but now he was actually pissing me off. I heard his door slam then his hands turned me around.
"Is this how you want me and you to be forever now? Constantly arguing?"
"Maybe if you leave me alone we won't talk then we won't argue."
"So you want me to leave you alone?" No.
"Yes! I regret ever meeting you."
"So you regret is having sex then?"
"Yes ! Leave me alone ?!" My front door opened. We both looked up to see sam with his hands crossed looking at Omari.
He indicated that Omari should come inside with his head, he let go of my arm and I breathed out. He walked to my house, with me behind him. I went straight to my room and closed my room.
30 mintues later my door knocked.
"Come in." Omaris head popped around my door.
"You coming Kwali & Kaynes b-day party?" I nodded.
"Ite. See you then." I nodded again.
"Later." I nodded again.
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