Jade's POV
The wind is so cold, but my head is feeling hot right now ugh why? Im in front of perrie and zayn and they are sitting beside each other while me, im alone, i want to throw zayn to the fire
"LETS DRINK" Someone shouted
Im about to get my own bottle but when out of nowhere pez sit beside me and she held my hands and put it on our back
Holding hands at back? hmmm
I looked at her annoyedly
"Why are you so hot temper" she said
"I think because of the fire in front of me " i said sarcastically
She shaked her head i rolled my eyes. But she didnt moved her eyes away. Do you know the stare with mysterious smile. Thats her right now its so awkward
"Dont look at me like that" i slap her weakly so she can move her gazed away from me
"Looking at you like what?" She asked with her husky voice
We looked at each other like there's no people around us
"Guys! Lets play. Find a partner" the girl said i moved my eyes away from pez
"Are you two partner?" The girl said
I dont want to answer her "no" because i'll just hurt my self but she's waiting for an answer
"Uhm no we are not" and she slowly dropped my hand
You know the feeling like someone didnt catch you and they just leave you alone
And before i kill someone i already turned around and went to the hotel. I want to cry but there are no tears falling. Ugh
"NIALLLERRRR" I shouted when i saw niall coming in the hotel with shades and bag in his back
"Im just a soul" he said and i giggled
"I missed you nialll' i shouted
"Ughhh can you stop shouting my eardrums is hurting" he said
"Oh sorry" i whispered and he looked at me annoyedly
"What are you doing here by the way?" I asked
"Uhm nothing i'll leave soon" he said and went to the reception and he get his keys
"Waahhhh our room are just beside each other! So youre also invited here?" I asked
"Yeah you dont want?" He asked
"Why are you so hard to me " i said sadly we walked inside the elevator
"Am i?" He asked and i just nod
" i heard your situation jade how did that happen?" He said i just closed my eyes
"I dont know" i said he shake his head
"I'll literally will not go here but i care about you especially when i heard that you and pez are not together anymore but i think youre fine now" he said and i smiled
"You guess so? What if i tell you im her mistress" i said his face changed its like he's so confused
The elevator opened and we move out and walked to the hall
"You cant do that to yourself jade!" I heard him say
I stopped and faced him
"I already did" i said and turned around then i walked i didnt see his reaction
I stopped from walking "thats your room and this are mine" i said while pointing the doors he nod and went there
"Goodnight nialler" i said while smiling
"Ughh please stop that name" he said
"Why thats cool!" I said
"Please?" He said and pout
Uhmmm im thinking a good call name
"Hmm then goodnight baby N" i smiled and turn around
"Well then goodnight baby J" i looked at him and smiled
"Oh so baby N?" I said while laughing
"Baby J" he said and while laughing and he left me
"Baby N, Baby J?" I whispered lmao he's ridicolous
Before i sleep i receive a text message from him
"Sweetdreams baby j" i read the text message and i grinned
Somehow its really heart whelming to know that niall is here for me. I can be with him while me and pez are not together
No its not a rebound im treating him as a friend and he is treating me as a friend too
Then were just friends
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Its already morning its our last day here. In the function hall. On where we are all eating together . I saw niall looking at the sea.
"Hi baby N" i said while smiling
" did you grab your breakfast?"
"Not yet how about you?" I asked him
" im fine with coffee" i looked at the coffee in his hand and nod i went to the buffet table
I suddenly saw pez looking at me and she is also on the line
"Morning pez!" I said and went beside her
" morning" she said and kissed me on my head quick and no one can literally saw that
"Whats with you and niall?" She asked while he's putting foods in my plate
" nothing we just bumped into each other last night" i said
She looked at me like an alien
"Dont be paranoid there's nothing between us" i said and turned around
I saw zayn held pez's waist ugh i hate that sight
"Babyyyy J" niall shouted and i looked at him with poker face
"Oh?" I asked
"Lets go outside?" He said and i nod i put the plate in the table
We sat in the sand i throw a rock into the water
"I have question" he said and i looked at him
"there's three birds on the tree i shot the one bird how many birds left?" He asked
"In logic there's no birds left cause they all fly because of the gun" i said
"Wrong! No one fly away" he said and i looked at him confusedly
"There's no bullet in the gun you know" he said and he laughed loudly like he came from mental hospital i just face palmed
"I have story! There's 3 people and they are all friends the other one is blind, the other one is cross eyed and the other one is deaf they all went to the cinema and they watched a movie the blind said " why is it so dark here?!" Then the cross eyed spoke "ugh i dont want to watch anymore there's two protagonist" then the deaf suddenly spoke out of nowhere "come on lets go home the movie is corupt there's no sound" and he laughed loudly
Actually there's nothing funny in his story but his laugh made me laugh so i also laughed i cant help it his laugh is too funny than his joke
"Oh are you now happy?" He asked
"Thankyou" i know he just did that to make me forget my problems
"Thankyou?! I need payment its not free and its not easy" he said
"Yeah right" i rolled my eyes and i stand up and help him stand up too
But suddenly when im about to walk i saw pez, she's looking at me and i cant read her face. She turned around and walked away. Idk what is she thinking
I just sigh
" dont worry if you know it isnt true" niall said
He's right im not doing this to make her feel jealous. But i can see that she's really jealous. And i know she's thinking that im doing this purposely
We started walking to the hotel and they are now eating i went beside leigh and its like they already reserved the sit for me and niall unfortunately there's pez infront of me and her ugly fiancee. Ugh he is so annoying plus pez is not looking at me
We started eating and because niall just drinked coffee i suggest him to eat something
"Baby N you want?" I asked niall and raise my fork with hotdog in it
"No thanks baby j" he said
"You sure?" I asked
"Yes baby j you should be the one to eat" he said and disarranged my hair
I just eat and i felt them all staring at me
"What?" I asked and looked at leigh beside me they pointed pez who's playing with her food
I just stared at her who's currently killing the dead pork awts double dead.
Somehow i cant help but not to smile on how the way perrie act everytime she's jealous she's so cute. Then i asked them
"Guys what's the symptoms of being jealous?" I asked
" uhmm being silent" leigh said
"Gloomy" jesy said
"Annoyed" dani said
"Killing again the dead pork" i giggled at niall's answer.
"Not because someone's quite it doesnt mean they are jealous maybe they doesnt care anymore" i heard zayn said and i poked faced
"Am i talking to you? The conversation is just here" i said and draw an imaginary line on where he's not included
I rolled my eyes and stand up ugh i wanna throw the table to his face he is so annoying i just walked out the hotel
Until the night come
Pez held my wrist and she brought me to the dark side of the hotel
"You did it by purpose!" She said angrily. I looked at her like telling her to shout out me
"Jade i cant understand you! Youre lowering yourself too much you are so clingy to me you are being stupid jade and now you are using niall to make me jealous?! And now im jealous are you happy? Did you get what you want? Can you stop now?" She said
And thats the most hurtful words i heard. Im trying so hard not to slap her because thats the last thing i dont want to do to her and that is to hurt her but i cant stop my tears. Im crying now its so hard to admit that the one that you loved told you the one that is right
"Yes. Im lowering my pride. I neglected my name for you. Can you not see it im already in the low part of your life. I dont even have a face to show into someone. It hurt to heard someone tell me that im stupid but its really painful to heard it from you. The word they throwing me are slapping on my face. But the word you said slapped me here... hard" i said while pointing my heart
I looked at her one last time before i turned my back. Its so hard to love her.
"Niall open the door" i shouted while kicking his door and still i cant stop crying
"Niall i said op-"
"Why are you so noisy" he said but i didnt mind him and i just walk inside
"Damn i hate her i hate her no! I really really hate her " i said annoyedly "yet ... i still love her" i said and cried
"Whats that tears for??" I asked
"You know in all of my friends youre the different one! You should comforting me!" I said
"So what happened" he asked
" she's jealous and she even accused me for doing it purposedly" i said
"Pffft..." he cant help but laugh
"One more time and i'll literally kill you with this thing" i said and get the thing on the table and he laughed so hard and i looked at the thing on my hand and i saw its a banana
I throw it to his face
"Ugh i hate you" i said and walked out and went to my room
I fixed my things and put it into my bag i need to do this because we will go home early tomorrow
I sat down and looked at the window i heard the door opened and i thought its leigh and jesy but its quite and my heart raised when i heard her voice
"Jade im sorry" she said
And she went closer to me
We stared at each other she dont literally need to speak because i can already read the sincerity in her eyes
I know she's really sorry on what she said to me earlier i love her but
Im Jade Amelia Thirlwall and i have beauty and .....
Brain.
A/N
Whats upppppp!!!! Sorry i updated so late i have school and im literally so busy huhu :(