Namjoon's P.O.V.
What's his problem? I'm just trying to love him.
I sat down brushing my hair with my hand.
"Are you Seokjin's husband?"
"That would be me." Hearing his name makes me smile.
"I know I shouldn't have but I heard you guys arguing and he isn't in the best condition so-"
"Yeah I get I'll go back in."
I walked back into the room and Jin was standing looking out the window.
"It's nights like these that remind me someone else had you and that I'm suffering so we can move on to be happy."
"If you're like this why did you forgive me?"
"Cause I love you."
"This again."
"What?" Crap I actually said it.
"Namjoon I could've kicked you out! I could've hit you and yelled which you begged me to do!"
"You should've!"
"You don't get it."
"I don't anything you say!"
"Excuse me.." the same nurse walked in.
"His heart rate when up and he's under a lot of medication so if he acts out of his element that's why." Stupid why didn't I think that.
Jin was laying down and the nurse left after she clicked some buttons.
I can't help but feel bad. How could I blame Jin on something he couldn't control?
"I wish I could go back in time." I felt arms wrap around me.
"It's fate everything has it place." I turn around to face Jin.
"Look I'm sorry for yelling and saying that I don't-"
"It's alright now let's sleep you go on the couch."
"Fine by me just don't be surprised if I sleep walk and land onto your bed."
"Nice try you don't sleep walk."
"And Namjoon."
"Yes?"
"The day when I get you back is when you least expect it."
"I told you before I can live with that." I really can't.
It's now the afternoon and Hoseok said he could drop off Tae.
"Namjoon could you get me my book?"
"Which one you have like a thousand did you leave it in the library?" Come to think of it I don't think Tae knows we have a library.
"It's in my dresser."
"Alright hold on."
This book is special to Jin. It's where he brainstorms his next book he tries to get the right words here. And of course I dare not to look inside because he thinks it's unfair.
"There you go."
"You didn't peak right?"
"No because I know I can't."
"Have you read my last book?"
"I have, you have a way with words and knowing that they're for me is amazing." I smiled remembering all of the poems I read.
"You know I finished it."
"WHAT?!"
"The ending I didn't get." Jin looked tense.
"I mean I'll figure it out who knows maybe out of all your readers I'm the only one that doesn't get it."
"What part don't you get?" His voice was a whisper.
I opened the book and opened to the page.
We're under the same sky that's enough for now right? It is for me. Then I'll go to the clouds that we fell in love under and wait for you in our next life.
"Ah that one?"
"I know it's about dying but I just don't understand why you always put yourself first I die could tomorrow."
The door bell rang. "That's weird it can't be TaeTae."
I opened the door "Jimin?"
"Hi..."
"No go away."
"I invited him."
"You what?"
"Please come in." What is he doing? Has he lost it?
"Daddy!" Just great Tae's here I don't want Jimin near him.
"Thanks Hoseok!" I shouted while waving goodbye.
"Papa!"
"Hi Taehyung." Jimin waved.
"What's he doing here?" I'm glad Tae asked that question rather than me.
"I invited him Tae."
"Why?"
"Don't be rude."
"Please sit down."
The living room atmosphere was tense.
"Oh I forgot I left something at the hospital I'll be back no one leave!"
"Wait you're leaving? Jin?!" He was out the door before I could stop him.
"Jimin did you insist on coming here?"
"No I didn't he just called me saying he wants to come to terms but he just left so I'm not sure."
"I'm Kim Taehyung." Tae stuck out his hand to Jimin.
"You're a little gentleman." Jimin shook it back. I smile because of how small Tae's hand is compared to Jimin's small hand.
Wait I'm not suppose to be smiling.
An hour past and Tae has brought down his toys. Jimin and I were making him laugh causing him cry from joy.
I did some face but it killed Tae and Jimin in the end.
"I'm back guys..." this probably doesn't look like a good sight to him.
"Oh Jin we were-"
"Playing I know Jimin." Jin smiled. I can't read this smile.
"Well I'll make dinner Jimin you can join us."
"Oh no I don't think I should."
"Please chimchim!"
"Who is chimchim?"
"TaeTae gave him a nickname."
"Jimin you should I insist."
"Honey let me help you with the cooking."
"Jin what are you doing?" I backed hugged him so I could whisper it.
"Being nice what else."
"No ones asking you to..."
"Are you going to help or not?"
And here we are eating dinner in silence. How awkward is this? How could Jin do this to me? My husband next to me with our child sitting next to the other man.
"So did you guys have a good time?"
"Yeah I really like chimchim!" He doesn't know any better.
"I'm glad you do." Jin smiled. He's not faking it but he's not completely happy either.
A couple hours later Jimin left then Tae went to sleep.
"Jin why did you leave?"
"I left some papers at the hospital."
"So you went back for some papers?"
"No I mean I went to leave some papers."
"Oh." I'm confused.
"Well Jimin and I didn't do anything."
"I know I trust you." How does he trust me I still don't know.
"Jin."
"Yeah?"
"You're acting weird."
"I am?"
"Yeah and I don't like it."
"You know what I'm not going to put up with this I'm sleeping in the living room." Wait How did it go from...
"No Jin!" I held his hand "I can't sleep if you're not here."
"Get used to it." Then he walked out.
"Get used to it." What? This isn't Jin.
"Somethings wrong with him this isn't Jin."
Is he starting to get back at me? Is that it?
I sigh while jumping onto my bed. I told him I could deal with it so that's what I'll do.