Just a few more days to slip into the new year . I'm not excited about it but what can I do ? I can't just run away from the future.
So here's some bits of lessons I had learned in my easiest and hardest way in the hectic year of 2017 .
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2017 - A Reflection
first, I learned that I should have not be too greedy of smtg. Too greedy for love, too greedy for attention. It's bad and awful. Especially when I had no idea of what will happen. Sometimes it's okay to be a little, just a little greedy but I hve been way too greedy this year and the results weren't good. Sadly tho.
second, I should think wiser and deeper before jumping into conclusions. I need to think of the good and bad sides of it so I won't ever regret my own decision. Really.
third, never ever underestimate ppl. Ugly, pretty, rich, poor, weird and so many more. It's always had been some sort of bad habit to underestimate ppl by judging them in my head. The common thing for me would be, ' He's weird. He probably won't get higher marks than me. I'm so sure bout it.' This had been my biggest mistake and a big realisation to me.
fourth, always stay calm. I need to regain myself from being too clumsy, obnoxious, loud and chaotic. It's smtg that ppl might not comfy with when they're with me. Ofc they done tell me but when I thought about it, I found myself annoying as hell. So, always stay calm .
fifth and last but not least, shouldn't be a goody two shoes. Being famous and have quite attention is not healthy for me, for my grades. Okey ppl might say it's quite ok, just average but damn good and all but for me it's like a downfall. I know I can do so much better. I can do so much more. A last straw of struggle from me, I can had a straight A's alrdy. So, I think being nerdy all goody and a slight of rebellious is just for my good. The best for me after all.
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P/s: ignore those errors. It's freaking 2 in the morning and I can't even write properly.
Never afraid of changes, it might rock your world in the future
-xoxYun