This one shot is about Yuu Nishinoya from Haikyuu!! which of course I didn't own. I hope you'll enjoy that.
-What am I going to do....?-It had been my first phrase of every single day for a while. That was my just the second yeat of high school but I already felt like I had to decide my future. Maybe because I really had no clue.
-What am I going to do...?- I repeated it even during lesson, not able to focus on it.
-Did you say something (l/n)-san?- The teacher caught me, I was so embarassed that I couldn't say anything. I managed just to move my head meaning "no".
-Hey are you okay?- I voice came from behind me right after the bell rang.
-Yes, it's just so stressing!- I answered him letting my head fall on the desk.
-What do you mean? Next year will be evem more stressing!- Had I just imagined it or haf he became more responsible latley?
-Well... Soon we'll have exams too, club activities are getting difficult, I don't know what I'll do after high school, I can't understand maths, because of all these things I can't even sleep... And plus I can't say to Y- What was I saying!? "I can't say to Yuu that I love him"?? Did I realize that Yuu was the exact person I was talking to!?
-What?- He heard what I was about to say, but I guessed he didn't understand. He didn't have to know that I was crushing on him.
-I can't say.... To.... MycrushthatIlovehim!-Why did I say this!? I couls have told something else. He didn't have to know that I have a crush too!
-Huh? Really!?- My face was already of a deep shade of red, his words made it even worste -You shouldn't be afraid of that! I'm sure none woulf reject you! Whoever this guy is I'm sure he feels the same about you!- He said with his usual smiling face, giving me a thumb up. That hurt my feelings. But I tried to spike a smile.
-Thank you, Yuu-kun- Then an idea popped in my head, after all I thought that since I had started this thing I should end it -I think... That I'll say him tomorrow!-
-Oh! Really? I want to know how this end up, okay?- His voice changed a bit as if what I said made him sad. Could it be.... No, noway. I ended up laughing a bit -Hey what's wrong? Do I have something on my face?- He asked frustrated.
-No, it's not that. I just thought about something impossible.... After all I know that the one I like likes someone else. But I want him to know how I feel, so I'll tell him anyway- I was sure, this was the perfect way to tell him.
Later, during volleyball practice
Nishinoya p.o.v.
-I wonder who he is....- I mumbled while stretching- Who.... Who.... Who...-
-Something's wrong, Nishinoya-senpai?- At the word "senpai" I suddenly turned to see who it was, Hinata.
-Nothing really, it doesn't concern volleyball anyway. It's just a school thing- I said looking at the ground.
-Nishinoya thinking about school during practice? How rare...- Sugawara said behind me.
-It isn't really school thing.... But it is.... But not really.... How can I explain this...?- I knew how to explain, but I didn't know if I wanted to tell them or not. They were my team, and my best friends....
-In other words you've got a crush on someone- Sugawara said smiling wormy. When Ryuu heard those words he got near to me.
-Is she Kyoko?- He whispered, I quiclly told him that it wasn't her -She isn't Kyoko!?- He yelled then, really surprised.
-Nishinoya has a crush on someone that isn't Kyoko!?!?- The whole team yelled, it was totally embarrassing...
(Y/n)'s house, (y/n) p.o.v.
It had been a really long day, I had to prapare myself for confessing to Yuu.
-Dear, we have to talk- I heard the voice of my mother as soon ad I arrived at home, I could see my father and my oldet brother sitting around the kitchen table. This was enough to scare me. I reached them, my fathet didn't waste too words and told exactly what was going on.
-We're going to move away- And this was the last thing I expected.
-What?? Why??- I couldn't understand, everything was fine there, I had friends and my brother did as well, I thought my parents like the life there.
-An agency in Tokyo gave me a work offer and I can't say no. It's well paid and I won't see another chance like that ever again. It's for our family's sake- The three of them could keep calm withour problem, even if it was clear that my brother didn't like this thinf as much as I did.
-Goodnight- I said and went to my room, I sat on my bed and started crying. I knew that there was no chance for them to change their mind.
-Are you awake?- My mother said wormy, but without even knocking.
-I am-
-I can understand that you must be shocked, I am as well. It will be difficult to change life and leave this place. So if you need time tomorrow you can stay at home from school. But it's just for tomorrow. Do you want to?-
-I accept- I didn't forgot that I had to confess to Yuu. But I couldn't in those conditions, I wanted to see him in that moment, but I knew it would hurt me.
The Next Day. Yuu p.o.v.
That day was thw day (y/n) wold have confessed to her crush... And I had to stay by her side if he rejected her and to be happy for her if he accepted her feelings. So why was she accent?
-Maybe she's just late...-I sighed staring at her empty desk.
But she didn't arrive. I kept staring outside the window as if I would have seen her arriving, or at the door, or at her desk.
I kept thinking about her the wholr day, during lessons and during practice.
Finally in the evening I revived a massage from her.
I'm sorry if I disturb you, but could you meet me as soon as possible? Maybe in at the ice cream shop? I need to talk to you.
-(y/n)
-The ice cream shop, huh? When she want ice cream the most of the times is because she's sad.... Maybe she confessed that guy yesterday evening, he rejected her and because of this she didn't go to school...- I said out loud whilr typing her back.
Of course! I'll be there in a few minutes.
-Yuu
When I sent the message I didn't wait to run to the ice cream shop and when I reached she was already there.
She was wearing usual clothes and she was looking down.
-(y/n)! Are you okay!?-I asked her when I saw tears in her eyes.
-Yuu!- She begun crying even more -I have to... I will... I must.... My family is going to move to Tokyo.... And I must go with them-
This was the last thing I expected. I really would have been happier if she was dating with that guy.
-I'm sorry, (y/n)-I couldn't hold myself from hugging her. I expected her to push me away, but she didn't, she hugged me even tighter -But we will see each other again after all, right?- I said eating my ice cream, I offered her too of course.
-Yes, we will come back every summer and every christmas. But that isn't enough to me!- She stopped crying but her voice was still weak.
-You're talking about ... Your crush...?- I feared the answer.
-Well yes... I'm talking about him too.... I even still haven't confessed him yet....- She said looking at the horizon and eating the end of the ice cream -I guess I should at least do it...-
(Y/n) p.o.v.
I couldn't change my mind, I had to say it.
-It's now or never!- I mummbled to myself, but enough loudly for Yuu to hear it.
-Now or never...?- He asked confused.
-Well ... It is..... Because my crush are you- I said all at once shutting my eyes close, afraid of his reaction. I just felt him hugging me again -Yuu!?-
-You know I have a crush too, it's you, (y/n)- I could hear his smile in his words. I started mubling no sense things and at this he giggled -And don't worry about anything. Even if you'll move to Tokyo I'll be always there for you. I'll help you witg everything- I nevet thought I woulf have ever heard these words coming from him for me. But he was.
Even the most impossible looking things may become possible if you have trust and hope.
-I love you- I said looking at his face becoming of a deep shade of red.