Internal cry

By TheWritingUser

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"How long has he been hurting you?" There it is. The question I dreaded, but I promised him I would be honest... More

Speak of the devil and (s)he shall appear...
She's a freak.
Allison
Like I'm made of paper
I need you to count with me.
Put your hands on the one's that you swore you loved
If looks could kill...
My favorite color is...
Since we've spoken last
How... could you?
What happened.
He isn't my dad.
"You have no idea who you're messing with."
You intrigue me
What has she done now.
'Been there, done that' list
It hurts you.
I can't afford to be broken.
Cinderella.
Crying doesn't fix anything.
I'm ending it
Cásate con él
Daughter-in-law
What I can't have
Danger to who?
Fever
Going back
Behind enemy lines
Conseqeunces
Spare him the effort
Certain about one thing.
Discharged
Kella
Normality
A Nightmare
Safety Haven
Unknown Number
Tied in Place
At Gunpoint
One Bullet - One Life
Three Lives Saved
The Next Journey
A/N - 6 September

Mantra of lies

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By TheWritingUser

Chapter 28

Ellas P.O.V:

"Hey?"

"Ella?"

"Hey, you have to wake up now."

"Ella?"

"Wake up."

I bolted upright as my mind realized he might have come back earlier than I expected and Mony and I might be in trouble. My forehead his something hard and I fall back onto the matress.

"Shit, Ella!" Simon cursed as he reeled back, clutching his nose. I blinked in surprise and confusion before I spot the blood running down his face.

"Crap, Simon. I'm sorry. I'll get you a tissue. Just give me a sec," I exclaimed swirling my feet from the bed. My vision clouded over as the blood rushed to my head and I closed my eyes.

"El?" Simon asked anxiously.

"I'm fine." I waved off his concern and stood on unsteady feet. "I'll only be a second," I re-established and slowly walked down the hall and towards where I suspected the tissue box to be.

"Where did I put- Ah there it is." I grabbed the box and shuffled back to my room where Simon was sitting holding his nose.

"Here you go," I muttered and handed him the box. I sat back on the bed and closed my eyes for a few seconds to regain my uneven breathing.

"Hey, are you okay?" he asked worriedly.

"I should be asking you that," I chuckled and opened my eyes to meet his smiling face.

"Yeah. Damn you have a hard head," he complained and I chuckled at the image of me headbutting his nose.

"I can imagine that would hurt," I admitted with a grin.

"Anyway, I woke you up because Mony will be home soon," he informed me and I sobered up, cursing as I sit up straighter.

"What am I going to do when he comes home tonight? I can't do anything in this state. I won't be able to hold out long enough. What if he goes after Mony?" I cursed again and tried to think of any workable plan but everything I came up with had too many holes and undependable variables.

"Crap, Simon." I pushed my hair from my face in desperation.

"You'll just have to hide and wait it out," he offered but I shook my head.

"That won't work."

"I'm sorry. I wish I could offer my house, but with my dad..." he trailed off and I immediately snapped out of it. I wasn't the only one suffering and all I was doing was making Simon feel guilty.

"I know," I said softly and pulled him into a hug. "It's not your fault." He immediately hugged back and I smiled at the familiar squeeze. "You should get home to your mom." He nodded and kissed my forehead tenderly. I looked at him with eyes glazed by tears which I quickly blinked away.

"And Simon?" I called after him.

"Hm."

"Thank you."

"That's what friends are for, right?" he called back. His voice sounded... sad? Or perhaps it was because he was already down the stairs that his voice sounded funny. I frowned as I replayed the sentence in my head.

"Oh, hello, Simon. I didn't know you were visiting us today." I heard Mony's voice echo from downstairs. I couldn't hear Simon's reply but I assumed it was something silly.

"I'm up here!" I yelled hoping she would hear.

"I'll be right there!" she yelled back. I got curious as to why she was taking so long so I snuck from the room and waited at the top of the stairs.

"... you have to listen to everything she says tonight, okay?"

"Okay, but..."

"She'll be fine, just..."

"Okay."

The front door shut and I walked down the stairs gripping tightly to the railing to steady myself with a frown on my face.

"El?" Mony called from the kitchen.

"El!" she exclaimed as she saw me and rushed over to help. I leaned on her a little and struggled to catch my breath.

"W-what were you t-two talking about?" I panted as she led me to a chair.

"It was nothing, just casual stuff." she dismissed the question and I frowned at the lie.

"Mony," I warned sternly.

"He said you had something important to tell me and that I should take care and listen to everything you say tonight," she clarified what 'casual stuff' was. I sighed and took both her hands in mine.

"Alright, sweetie. I need you to pull up a chair, okay?" She nodded and pulled over another dining chair. She sat down and I laced my hands through hers again.

"Sometimes when Fath- uh- dad gets home at night, he gets a little... angry. And sometimes he can't control himself and he lashed out and people get hurt. Sometimes those people are me. That doesn't mean he doesn't love us, because he does," lie. "It just means he has a few problems and doesn't know how to deal with them. Usually I don't have any trouble dealing with him," lie "But since I'm sick I don't want to risk him getting to you so I need you to hide with me upstairs tonight, alright? Do you think you can do that, sweetie?" I looked up from our hands to meet her eyes.

Her eyes were wide in fear, but she swallowed and nodded with the same determined expression I sometimes wore. I smiled a little at that. She was so much like me and because of that I knew she would be alright.

"Alright, you'll be fine. We'll be fine." I pulled her into a tight hug and sat quietly, listening for any sign of her hiding her tears. When I heard none I let her go with the same forced smile playing on my lips.

"Let's go make pancakes for dinner," I offered and I took pride in the way her face lit up at the idea.

"Seriously?" she exclaimed and I nodded, amused. "Let's go!" She pulled me upright and I forced the dizziness to the back of my mind.

"Okay, okay," I laughed as she pulled the ingredients from the fridge and started mixing the dough.

'Thank you, Simon,' I send up a silent thank you to Simon for leaving that in the fridge.

The hours flew by and Mony and I were cleaning up any evidence left over from our bake off. The counters, the floors and even the walls had flour on them. I giggled at the sight. Mother would have caught a fit.

That's a strange thing to think about for the first time in almost years.

I shook my head to get rid of the thought.

"You missed a spot to your left," I smirked at Mony and watched as she re-swept the area. "You got it," I laughed and nudged her teasingly. She laughed and pushed me back.

We both froze as the front door slammed shut. The familiar, fear-invoking sound of his footsteps on the carpet was like thunder to me. I was the first to snap out of the frozen daze.

"Run, Mony! Run!" I yelled as I pushed her towards the staircase. She stumbled but I yanked her back to her feet as we ran up the stairs. The pounding in my head intensified but I was too focused on getting us to safety to even notice.

"Hurry, hurry!" I urged her into her room and locked the door behind us. I sank to the ground, my back to the door, listening closely for his footsteps. There is a thud in the direction of the stairs and I winced.

Mony was sobbing quietly and I pulled her onto my lap. I gently rocked her and hummed in her ear, hoping to keep her focus on me.

"We'll be fine. We're alright. It's alright," I softly whispered to her in repeat.

A mantra.

There is a heavy pound against the door and I picked her up and moved to sit on the bed with her still curled atop me.

"Open the door!" I heard him roar, his voice heavily slurred.

"We'll be fine. We're alright. It's alright," I whispered to her as I watched the door.

A mantra of lies.

Icy fear shot through me as I realized the reality of the situation.

The door wasn't going to hold.

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