A/N - The boys at the AMAs!! I'm so proud :')
Oh by the way, this chapter is a huge rollercoaster of emotions so...um... good luck! ;)
"T-Think mommy an' daddy will like it??" Yoongi smiled widely, teeth in display and glow in his eyes. He was looking up from the floor where he sat in front of the coffee table, holding up a drawing that looked like a rainbow threw up on.
Taehyung and Jungkook smiled and nodded from the couch, loving how happy Yoongi was after putting so much effort into the piece.
"I'm sure your going to make them very happy when they get home and see your artwork, baby. We could even tell them to put it up in your daddy's studio." Jungkook said down to the adorable little. Yoongi let out an adorable small gasp, now wanting his main caregivers to come home this instant.
Taehyung got up from the couch and sat next to Yoongi on the floor, wanting to see the drawing more clearly. He couldn't help but grin when he got a closer look at the innocent looking artwork.
"Are you becoming one of our ARMYs now, kitten?" Taehyung chuckled as he continued examining the picture. Yoongi had drawn both Jin and Namjoon, (stick figure form, of course) plastering them right on the middle with a heart in between them. In Yoongi's point of view it looked like he was trying to say how much he loves the two. On the eyes of other people though, it looked like a different message.
Jungkook got closer and was suprised when he saw the artwork clearer. "Oh, and you drew a rainbow too..." He quietly answered, now realizing why he thought a rainbow had thrown up on it in the first place. It was because there was actually one. Right on top of Jin and Namjoon's holding hand figures to be exact. Oh if only he knew, Jungkook thought to himself.
"Mhmm! Cause r-rainbow pwetty! Like mommy an' daddy!" Yoongi explained as he sat wiggling over his knees. Taehyung and Jungkook continued to stare at the artwork before turning to stare at each other. They secretly shook their heads when Yoongi looked down for a second. Too bad Namjoon always says he's straight, they both thought on their own.
"You should be captain of the Namjin club, little prince." Jungkook mumbled while ruffling the Little's hair and getting up. Yoongi looked up with a tilt of his head, confusion written on his face, but eventually shrugged and let it go. Instead, he opened his coloring book and messily began to color now.
"When mommy, daddy, seokie, minnie here?" Yoongi asked after a while of silence. He tilted his head up all the way back to see the response of he boys.
Taehyung smiled at their cute baby boy but either way checked the time.
"They should have came out a long time ago from the recording studio. I don't know where they are- "
Suddenly, a large slam was heard from outside their dorm. It sounded like someone had opened the door too hard that it had clashed against the wall. Yoongi had jumped at the sound while Taehyung and Jungkook only got heavily startled. They didn't have time to react until the same slam noise happened again, except, it was closer and it was now they're own front door.
"I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FUCKING AGREED WITH HIM! ARE YOU CRAZY?"
The boys were shocked to hear Jin yelling and cursing.
"I'M THE LEADER, OKAY. IT'S UP TO ME TO MAKE THESE DAMN DECISIONS. EVEN IF THEY ARE STUPID."
Yoongi looked up from the floor over to Taehyung and Jungkook with a slight hint of fear in his eyes. The two didn't know what to do, not knowing why the two (usually close) members were yelling and cursing at each other.
A second later, the two angry males came inside the living room where the three boys were, Jimin and Hoseok quietly following behind. Taehyung immediately made a hand movement towards Jimin, silently asking on what was going on between the two who were currently glaring at each other. Jimin nor Hoseok got time to answer though.
"OH, BECAUSE YOU'RE LEADER? SO? BANGTAN IS A TEAM. WE ALWAYS MAKE THESE DECISIONS TOGETHER! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND FUCKING ACT DIFFERENT NOW?"
"BECAUSE I'M GOING TO BE THE ONE WORKING THE MOST EITHER WAY. I ALWAYS DO THE FUCKING TALKING, THE LEADING, EVERYTHING IS MOSTLY ME. IT'S ONLY A FEW REHEARSALS MORE, WE COULD WORK THROUGH IT. JUST STOP BEING A LAZY ASS AND WE WON'T HAVE ANY PROBLEMS!"
Jin was taken aback at the rude comment. Everyone else was too, mouths hung open in disbelief in what their leader said. They were one hundred times more shocked though when they heard a loud slap sound echo the room. Taehyung and Jungkook stood up, making sure no violence would break out.
"YOU HAVE NO DAMN RIGHT IN CALLING ME A LAZY ASS, KIM NAMJOON. BUT FINE, DO WHATEVER AS YOU WISH, LEADER. GO AND PRETEND THAT JIMIN DIDN'T FAINT LAST WEEK, JUNGKOOK ALMOST DIDN'T SPRAIN HIS ANKLE, AND YOONGI WAS ALMOST HOSPITALIZED FOR DAYS DUE TO OVERWORKING AND EXHAUSTION. GO AND BE OUR 'PERFECT' LEADER! IMAGINE ARMYS SEEING THIS BULLSHIT OF A LEADER YOU'RE BEING RIGHT NOW." Jin spat before hurriedly heading to his room and shutting the door with a slam.
Namjoon stood in the living room for a second, the pain of the slap of his cheek still there, before sending a loud frustrated groan and stomping towards his own room.
"YOU'LL SEE WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ONE DAY AND THANK ME INSTEAD. BUT IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND NOW, YOU CAN JUST GO ROT IN HELL."
The five remaining members winced when the door got slammed shut, the dorm shaking a bit.
"Okay, so what the hell was that about??" Taehyung asked first with his arms crossed. Hoseok sighed, mind still half gone because of the scene the two had just caused.
"Our managers had went to go talk to Namjoon privately, but when he came back, he told us that he had agreed in us leaving early for America than we had intended so we could promote..." Hoseok quietly spoke.
Jungkook frowned. "How early?" He asked. Jimin looked up, nervously biting his lip.
"Next week." The singer simply answered. The other two boys' eyes widened.
"B-But we were supposed to have a three week break! W-We were going to arrive a week early already, isn't that enough promotion??" Taehyung asked in disbelief. He didn't know if his body could be ready to work again in a week, especially since that meant they'll have to rehearse all this week, all day.
"Yeah, but Namjoon has already agreed. There's nothing we could do, announcements are out." Hoseok simply said before frustratingly running a hand through his head.
He was glad to do this for ARMYs, everyone else was probably too, but they're exhausted. Whenever they came home, the could barely feel their feet and could barely keep their eyes open. And sometimes they couldn't sleep at all and practiced in their hotel rooms instead because the staff recommended it, and also because they wanted everything to be perfect.
They were all silent until a sudden movement startled them. They're eyes widened when Yoongi stood up from the floor. They had completely forgotten about little Yoongi being in the room. He had seen the entire fight, the curse words, the slap, everything.
"Yoongi baby- " Jimin began but got interrupted when the older faced him.
"Stop it. I'm not in little space anymore. I- got pulled out of it." Yoongi glared back at the ground, his fingers running over the pink crayon in his hand. He was clutching it so tightly, it could snap any second. He let it go and stared at Jimin with a scowl. "It's hyung to you." He glared at him before doing the same to the rest of the boys in the room. He turned around and stepped over the toys and stuffies on the ground, disappearing to his room to change.
Everyone stared at each other in worry. Everything was a mess. How were they supposed to fix it?
~~~
"Hobi, you okay?" Namjoon asked from where he sat on the ground of their dance studio, chest heaving up and down from their recent five hour dance practice. They were all sitting on the ground in exhaustion, except Hoseok who refused and continued to practice the part he has been having difficulty with lately.
"Yeah, I- " Hoseok didn't finish his response before he stumbled to the side slightly. Namjoon and Taehyung immediately bolted up (the only two who had been focusing on the dancer) to make sure Hoseok didn't pass out.
"You need a break, hyung. We'll have to come back tomorrow either way to practice." Taehyung stood close to Hoseok, holding his hand with his own too.
Jin came up to them a couple of seconds later and handed their dance leader a water bottle of cold water. He had noticed the almost fall from afar. The eldest glared at Namjoon while handing the water bottle to Hoseok.
Yoongi, Jungkook, and Jimin watched from the ground as Namjoon glared back but kept silent. Yoongi sighed. The two were currently in a silent treatment with each other, which felt odd since the two always talked and bickered around playfully with each other. It had been like that all day after the previous night's fight and everyone else hoped it could go back to normal soon. It wasn't going well though.
"I think we should end for the day. We could go home early today but we'll come back early morning tomorrow to continue." Namjoon simply stated before running a towel over his sweaty face and neck. Jin glared at the younger's back as the leader was gathering his stuff.
"Oh, so you decide to stop now just because one of was close to passing out?? Would we still continue if Hoseok hadn't stumbled and just faced the exhaustion mentally??" Jin deadpanned to the leader with an angry flat tone.
"Hyung..." Jungkook was already giving a pleading tone to not start. It was too late though because Namjoon had turned around with a glare of his own.
"If you were leader, you would know why I have to push our team a bit more this time. You don't understand, we have to do this." Namjoon answered back sternly. Jin huffed.
"If I was leader I wouldn't push our team at all!! Stop playing this bullshit Namjoon!" Jin started to get louder.
"Hyung, Joon, just please don't start again- " Yoongi pleaded next, putting his hand over Namjoon's shoulder. The other harshly shook his arm off.
"I'm doing this for you guys, okay?! Do you want to go back to the seven of us sharing one room? Do you want to dissapoint all Armys?? Huh?? If you don't know what the fuck is going on in the first place, than stop talking shit about it." Namjoon angrily responded before scowling and gathering his stuff. They watched as the leader left but surprisingly not going out the front door. He went upstairs instead, which meant he was going to avoid everyone else for the night and work in his studio.
"He really has some damn nerve." Jin mumbled, but it was enough for everyone to hear.
"Come on you guys, we're leaving and that's final. No more practicing or dancing for the night or someone will collapse tonight." Jin last ordered before heading out to their van. The rest of the members were silent but didn't agrue. They were relieved in a way that they got to leave early but we're still worried about not enough practice and their leader who left them for the night.
They all quietly gathered all their stuff before going out the same door that their hyung had left out of.
That night was really quiet since all of them had taken the chance of the early dance practice (it was already ten in the night but that was early for them) and no one felt in the right mood to the talk.
Yoongi couldn't sleep that night and just tossed and turned in his bed. He was stressed.
Eventually he got up from his bed and quietly tip toed to the other side of the room.
"Daddy?" He softly called out as he stood over the sleeping body. He pouted though when Jin was too much in a deep sleep to even make a small movement. Little Yoongi didn't care though and climbed into the covers to join the elder. Jin had told him he was always welcomed for cuddles either way.
He layed down facing Jin and he couldn't help but frown at the heavy eye bags his daddy had. Yoongi felt conflicted in his headspaces so right now all he could do was worry about the older.
Yoongi eventually decided to stop thinking about it and instead hugged Jin's waist tightly. His daddies and other caregivers always told him hugs made people feel better and now he didn't know if he was doing it for the elder, or himself.
Eventually, little Yoongi fell asleep. He just hoped the next day his daddies could stop fighting anymore and everything could go back to being normal.
~~~
It was the fourth day since "The Fight" as the five other members liked to call it. It has been nothing but glares and nasty words towards each other that made the rest of the boys worry for the two.
It was also affecting another -little- big thing.
Little Yoongi.
"Daddy!"
"Daddy's... busy now, baby. Go play with the others."
"Mommy!"
"I'm sorry my little prince, but I'm really not in the mood. Go see if the other boys want to play."
Yoongi had pouted deeply when the two had each rejected him and had gone to lock themselves in their own room.
It upset the other four caregivers too. It was one to be mad at each other but ignoring little Yoongi too? Was that even necessary?
The four tried to keep Yoongi happy though. From playing Yoongi's favorite games to letting him eat ice cream before lunch. Now they had let Yoongi have a cartoon marathon for the past couple of hours but it was time for a needed situation.
"Yoongi baby, come on. It's nap time." Hoseok tried to grab Yoongi's attention. He didn't know if he succeeded or not when Yoongi simply shook his head and continued to watch TV.
Hoseok helplessly sighed and turned to the maknae line. "What do Jin or Joonie usually do?" He quietly asked so the other wouldn't hear. They shrugged. What did they do? They usually never paid attention since it wasn't their job.
Hoseok sighed and decided to try again. Yoongi simply ignored him this time. Hoseok didn't know what to do so he took his own approach. He grabbed the remote and turned off the television. Yoongi bolted from his laying position and glared at the other.
"Yoongi watching that!" He angrily said with a (cute) glare. Hoseok raised an eyebrow.
"And I said it was nap time, didn't I?" The rapper challenged. Yoongi was in a grumpy mood (because it was past his nap time) and only continued to glare back.
"On! On! TV on!" He demanded while pointing to the object in a bratty manner. Jimin immediately scolded.
"Yah! Is that any way to behave? Do you want to be punished?" The singer asked. Yoongi turned around and glared at the other next. What came out next from the boy's mouth left all of them more than shocked.
"Fuck you."
The room turned silent. Did they hear right? Did their little prince actually curse at them?
"What did you just say?" Taehyung said. He was shocked but held an angry look. Yoongi faced him next.
"Fuck. You." Yoongi simply retorted back. He heard his mommy and daddy say that when they were angry, why couldn't he?
The boys were fuming from where they sat or stood. "You do not say that to your caregivers or anyone else, Yoongi. Understand?" Hoseok said with a stern voice.
Yoongi would usually stop by now because if Hoseok was mad, it would definitely not end well. But he was grumpy and angry. He had been in a great part in his favorite cartoon before it got rudely turned off. He didn't hesitate to respond:
"Fuck you. Go to hell."
Except, he had bad timing because they heard someone's footsteps freeze when entering the living room.
"Min Yoongi, what did you just say?" Jin said with a suprisingly (scary) calm tone at their doorway. The elder was slowly taking in on what he just heard to be right away angry. Little Yoongi faced him with an angry look. He wasn't in the mood and didn't appreciate everyone asking him the same questions.
"Yoongi said go fucking rot in hell." He challenged the older with a bratty look. As soon as those words left his mouth, the boys heard a door dangerously (and loudly) get shut from down the hall and harsh footsteps coming they're way.
"What do you think you are saying Min Yoongi? Did we teach you to say those bad boy words, huh?" Namjoon immediately scolded the second he entered the room with a furious look. He had been coming out of his room right when he heard those words leave his baby's mouth.
"Mommy an' daddy always say that! Why Yoongi can't?" The Little retorted back. The tone was different though and no longer had anger laced with it. Yoongi was pouting instead and his eyes were glossy because he hadn't spoken to any of his main caregivers all week, and when he finally gets to, he only gets yelled at and called a bad boy.
Jin and Namjoon's angry look subsided after they heard Yoongi's words. The other members were also staring at them with a dissapointed look.
"You guys need to stop your fighting now. It's not good for our little prince to be rejected from his main caregivers and see you two fighting. And it's also not good for the group either. We're a team and your fight is affecting us and also it's just- weird! It's too quiet without you guys talking!" Taehyung ranted with a helpless look. He was now sitting with Yoongi between his legs and backhugging him tightly. Yoongi had thankfully calmed down from his tantrum state but was staring both at his caregivers in a sad, pleading state. He didn't like seeing the two mad at each other.
Jin and Namjoon were standing right next to each other but didn't make eye contact or any movement. They just stood with their arms crossed and looked anywhere but each other.
"Okay this is really stupi- dumb," Jungkook corrected himself when everyone else gave him a look. Either way, he stood up and forced the two to face each other.
"Can you guys just be one of those people in those lame shows and just apologize to each other already?" Jungkook desperately began. "Jin hyung, Namjoon hyung already made an agreement with PD nim so there's nothing to do but accept it. I'm sure hyung has his reasons but hasn't told us. And Namjoon hyung, at least understand why hyung is mad at you. This is hard for us and we're struggling a lot since we just finished our tour. Don't be so hard on us and push us more. Armys will still like us even if we do the smallest mistake." Jungkook said to the two. Everyone was silent, mostly because they were shocked at Jungkook's small speech. They knew their maknae was good at everything, but, words too?
Jin didn't say anything and only had his arms crossed. He sighed and put his hands down.
"Fine. I'll apologize then." Jin said after a while. Namjoon raised an eyebrow and finally made eye contact with the elder. "I'm sorry, Namjoon, if I got too mad. But, it really ticked me off how you made this decision on your own without telling any of us. I'm not only worried about them, but, I'm worried about you too. You said it yourself, you have to do all the leading, all the talking, while we're in the US. You need a break more than all of us. We can't have our leader overworking himself." Jin quietly spoke. Namjoon was taken aback by the confession of worry from the elder. In a way he felt glad knowing how much the elder cared for him.
Namjoon let out a small sigh. "I'm sorry then too. I should have the very least asked for someone's opinion, but I didn't. But in my defense, I did have my reasons." Namjoon looked up and was silently hoping the others weren't going to question about it. But the only looks he was receiving was curious and wanting to know. He sighed. "Bang PD asked if we wanted to go because- " He hesitated. " -the company is very low in money." He knew the second he said that, a commotion would be filled.
"Don't we make the company enough money?!"
"Where does all the money go?"
"I told you to stop buying all those Gucci stuff."
"Don't bring Gucci into this!"
Namjoon cleared his throat and thankfully everyone quieted down. "As I was saying, the company doesn't have money. It's been going all into our new projects they are planning and into the trainees they have. Apparently with all the investments they've done, they're going broke." Namjoon finished explaining. "Now you see why I agreed to it immediately? I don't think you guys want to go back into living like our debut days." The leader told them. Everyone shook their head, especially Taehyung and Jungkook, the most money spendors.
Namjoon rolled his eyes at the over dramatic two youngests when he accidently made eye contact with Jin again.
"Okay, so you did have your reasons then. I hope you could forgive me for going off on you." Jin quietly apologized.
Namjoon nodded. "I should have thought more about all of your health too before agreeing immediately. I'm sorry." Namjoon responded. Jin smiled a bit, forgiving the other.
The room had a awkward aura to it afterwards with Jin and Namjoon just awkwardly standing up, shifting from foot to foot. It only lasted a couple of seconds though because Yoongi bolted up from Taehyung's lap.
"Yay! Mommy an' daddy no more fight!" He excitedly exclaimed. Namjoon and Jin smiled seeing their happy little boy.
But then, Yoongi suddenly came up to them and pulled both of their arms. Yoongi pulled the two closer to each other.
"Y-You got to hug after fight i-if you really sorry. L-Like TV!" The little stated, pointing to the television. Jin and Namjoon glared behind Yoongi's back when the others snorted from the couch.
"Baby, I really don't think that- "
Yoongi gave a pout and pleading puppy eyes to Namjoon. Jin sighed and slightly wacked Namjoon's shoulder to stop. When the leader looked over to him, Jin only gave him a look that said to just get it over with it.
Namjoon didn't have any physical emotion on his face when Jin went in for the hug, but in the inside he was actually panicking and felt like if the room turned up a hundred degrees and his insides were turning and oh my god what the hell is wrong with me, he thought to himself.
Jin wasn't any better surprisingly. He was feeling almost all emotions as the younger rapper, getting queasy even at the amount of emotions he was getting, but suddenly all of that had subsided when his nose touched the taller's shoulder. He inhaled the beautiful scent of the leader and physically relaxed at the smell of the familiar cologne.
Namjoon was better now when he felt Jin so close to him and he managed to relax, mostly because of the warmness Jin radiated off. He even thinks he began to hug the older tighter.
Meanwhile, the boys on the couch stared with a tilt of their head and purely confused looks. The boys were laughing at first, recording even, but after ten seconds of the two still hugging, they were starting to feel uncomfortable and felt like they were intruding on something.
"You sure hyung is straight?" Jungkook whispered over to Taehyung, pointing his head towards Namjoon. "As a ruler, he's said." Taehyung simply responded with a shrug.
They gave them ten more seconds and that was enough for boys to actually intrude on them. Hoseok loudly cleared their throat.
That must of triggered the two-hugging males because they both snapped their eyes open (when did they close them??) and immediately shoved each other away. The two cleared their throat, trying to act that whatever just happened, didn't happen at all.
The others were ready to question the scene they just witnessed when Yoongi (which the boys didn't even realize he had left) came back holding something behind his back.
"Since mommy an' daddy no more fight, you can see Yoongi's pwesent." With that, Yoongi extended both of hands amd revealed the drawing he had made for the two.
Jin took it and his face (and Namjoon's too) reddened in less than a second.
"Oh, Yoongi baby, we, um, really love it." Jin tried saying. His brain couldn't form any words, especially after what just happened, so he gave the Little a smile for good measure. Namjoon was the same. They had absolutely no words at the drawing in front of them.
"Well, okay guys, I think Yoongi had been stalling nap time long enough, " Jimin suddenly said to break the awkard silence they had in the room. Yoongi whined.
"But Yoongi, why don't you nap with your mommy and daddy? I'm sure they would love to." Hoseok said next. Yoongi lit up as if it was Christmas. Meanwhile, Jin and Namjoon's eyes widened, not so sure if they agreed to it since they're brain still hadn't processed whatever happened ten minutes ago.
Jin and Namjoon were giving the boys an unsure look but everyone else challenged back, as if they were saying if the two wanted to recollect the amount of curse words their little learned because of the two. The two sighed but decided to just let it be.
"Come on mommy, daddy! Nap time!" Yoongi smiled and dragged them towards his room. He directly went towards Jin's bed though since he claimed it was the most comfy and it was really big. Namjoon, hesitantly, went into one side of the covers while Jin went into the opposite side. Yoongi laid himself right in between, loving how he could choose who to cuddle like that.
"This is the most eager I've seen you for nap time, you little monster." Jin smiled as he made sure Yoongi got comfortable. Yoongi grinned.
"Nap time is veeeeery important, mommy." Yoongi responded proudly. Jin playfully rolled his eyes, mind recollecting the struggles he's had to just get Yoongi close to a bed.
"Okay then, spoiled little prince. Like Seokie said, you've been stalling too much for nap time. Your daddy's cuddles have expiration dates, you know?" Namjoon light heartedly joked. Yoongi gasped though and immediately went to hug around the younger's waist, tucking his head into his chest. Jin smiled. Namjoon did too.
After Jin made sure Yoongi had his favorite paci between his lips, Yoongi finally whispered with a tired voice, "Nigh' mommy, daddy." Yoongi already looked half asleep but still managed to greet them goodnight. The two smiled again, Jin cuddling close to Yoongi's back. He was getting tired too and Namjoon was taking opportunity of this short nap time. They could worry about everything else tomorrow, or maybe next week. They've got time.
So with that, the two (with sleepy but caring voices) responded back:
"Goodnight baby boy."
A/N - I wanted to ask, what do you guys think of me doing a live Q and A on Instagram live? I reached 200k on Wattpad and I just realized it's been more than a year since I first started this fic. I wanted to do something special ><
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